jiushuwenwanjiehou,wozaizuiaihelinzhaodeneiyinianxiangtatichulelihun。
woyuanbenyiweihelinzhaohuixinranjieshou,taqueshuo:lixin,nishiwodeyao,yeshiwodedu,meiyouni,wohuobuxiaqu。
ketabuzhidao,taduiwolaishuo,yijingzhishishenrugusuidedu,wuyaokeyi。
houlai,womencongminzhengjuzouchulai,tashuo:duibuqi,xiwangninengguodebiwoxingfu。
我淡然一笑。
dangtabuaiwodeshihou,zheigeshijiejiuyijingbawopaoqi,womashangjiuyaosile。
kewoyemeixiangdao,sileyihouwohaihuizaijiandaota,zhibuguozheiyici,womenzhinengzuobicishengmingzhongdeguoke。
tazaiyebushiwoshengminglidezhujiao……
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“nidelaogongchuguile。”
zheishizailingchenshierdianzheng,wo**shoudaodeduanxin。
wokanzheneichuanmoshengde**haoma,zhijianfanzhehanhandeliangyi,jiang**boleguoqu。
xianshiduduxiangleliangsheng,ranhoujiushiyizhenmangyin。
woqieerbuxie,jiezhewangguoda,**tishiyinbianchengle“ninbodade**yiguanji。”
zhihoubuguanzaidaguoqujici,jieguorengjiuxiangtong,neigehaoma,guanjile。
faduanxinderen,daodishishei?
shuoshihua,wobangeyueyiqiandiyicikandaoduanxindeshihou,xiayishidefanyingshibuxiangxinde。
kezheiyijingshidisancishoudaotadejinggaole。
youzaiyizaier,meiyouzaisanzaisi。
ercikewozhengtangzaichuangshang,dengzhewodelaogonghelinzhaoxiwanzaochulaihewotianmiyifan。
yuanbendeqidaiqueyuezaikandaoxiaoxidezheiyike,quanbuxiaosan。
wodexinrubeizhuileyikuaijushi,daizhewoyizhiyizhiwangkanbujiandeshenyuanxiachenqu,shenyuanbinglengkuhan,wohunshenfazhan。
wosisididingzheyushineishantoumingbolizhixia。helinzhaoneiruoyinruoxiandejingzhuangdejirouxiantiao,naohaililangchaofanyong,bizheiyushideshuishengyouguozhiwubuji。
helinzhaozenmekenenghuichuguini?tabuyinggaihuizuochuzheiyangdeshia。
woyanjiuguotazaoqiderenwuxingge,pianzhiyoubingjiao。
helinzhaozhiqianduiwoshuodezuiduodehuajiushi:“lixin,nizhinengshuyuwo,nidetongkuyukuaile,wodouxiangyaoduzhan。”
“lixin,nidemeiyisiqixi,dourangwowufaziba,qinaide,nitaobudiaode。”
“lixin,nishiwodeyao,yeshiwodedu,meiyouni,wohuobuxiaqu。”
ertashuozheixiehuashi,yanshenzhongshanshuozheyiyangdezhizhe,yourushenyuanningshizhewo,woganyuanchenmiqizhong。
taduiwodezhanyouyujiqipangda,zenmekenenghuibeipanwomendeaiqing?
chulewo,haiyousheinengjianghelinzhaocongneizhongyinandeshenghuohexinlizhongjiejiuchulai?
bada,yushidemendakaile。
helinzhaodexiabanshenzhishiyongyujinsuiyibaoguoleyiquan,shangshenjingzhuangjianshuo,jirouxiantiaoshifenmingxian,toufashilulude,shuidishunzhetawuheiguangzedefasiwangxiadidazheshuidi。
tadeshoulinazheyitiaomaojin,jiuxiangshiwomenwushugezaiyiqideyewan,helinzhaodouhuizuozaichuangbian,woguizuozaitadeshenhou。
jiezhetajiangmaojindidaowodeshouli,daizheyisisajiaodeyiwei:“xinxin,jiwocatoufahaobuhao。”
helinzhaomingmingzhidao,wozhihuihuidata“hao”,ketameicidouhuizheimelecibupidizhengxunyixiawodeyijian。
wojieguomaojin。jiangsuoyoudeqingxudoulianjinlezijidexindi,yiruwangchang,tazaiwodeshoudijiuxiangshiyizhidengdaizhefumodexiaogou,anjing,xiangshou。
zheizhongnanren,huichuguima?
“si,xinxin,teng!nichedaowodetoufale。”
helinzhaojiangwoshoulidemaojinduodaoletazijideshouli,huluandizaizijidetoushangcashi。
woyanjiaochouchuleyixia,daizheyixiebuzirandeyuqi,duitashuoleyiju:“duibuqi。”
tamingxianyouyuleyixia,tingxialeshoulidedongzuo,padaowodechuangbian,yanshenlidoushizhuangbuchulaideguanqie:“xinxin,nizenmele?ganjuenixinbuzaiyande,shiyouxinshima?”
心事?
那大概是算的。
womeiyouhuidata,zhishijiangkouzaichuangshangde**naleguolai,diankaileneigemosheng**haofaguolaidesantiaoduanxin,ranhoujiang**didaoletademianqian。
“linzhao,niyaobuyaohewojieshiyixia,woweishenmehuishoudaozheige?”
wojiang**dijitashi,zixidiguanchazhetadeyijuyidong。
helinzhaodemiansepingjingwubo,shenzhiliantaxinhuangshixiayishidiyaoxiazuichundedongzuodoumeiyou,zhishikanleyan,bianjiang**haijilewo,tadezuijiaohaidaileyisijiqiao。
“xinxin,zheiniyexina?”
“woyeshoudaoleni,binihaizao。”
tahentongkuaidijiujiangfangzaitachuangtoujushangde**nadaolewodeshouli,rangwozijifanzhao。
helinzhaode**,youwoderenlianshibie,tazaiwomianqian,tantandangdang,**suibianfan。
womeiyoukeqi,jieguo**jiudianjinquleduanxin。
queshi,neigemoshengde**haoyejitafaguoxinxi,shenzhixinxizuizaoshizaisangeyueyiqianfade,zhibuguoneirongyuwodeshaoyouqubie。
“shouhuhaonizijidejiating,wozaidingzheni。”
“haohaoduixinxin,buranwobuhuifangguoni。”
“niganchugui,wojiushaleni。”
helinzhaoshoudaodeduanxin,quanbudoudailekonghedeyiwei,kejianfalaiduanxindezheigeren,hezaoqidebingjiaohelinzhaoxiangbi,shenzhiyoushen。
helinzhaosuiyidijiangcashiguotoufademaojinrengdaolewodehuazhuangyishang,jiangneizhangrangwushunvrenshenhundiandaodeliancoudaolewodemianqian。
“xinxin,nishiwode,woyezhihuishinide,biehuaiyiwoduinideai,haoma?”
wotaiqiyan,shenshizheta,baochichenmo。
tabingmeiyoujidaowoxiangyaodehuida。
woxiangyaozhidao,weishenmewohuishoudaozheigexinxi。
事出总是有因的。
helinzhaozhangzhangdituleyikouqi:“xinxin,zanmenyiqichuanglidegongsimashangjiuyaoshangshile,xianzaishiguanjianjieduan。jingzhengduishouzaibeihougaoyigaoxiaodongzuo,zheishihenzhengchangde。”
“niyezhidaowozuoweigongsideshijizhangquanzhe,bixubaochijiatingguanxidehexiewending,bunengchuyidianerdecuo,buranzhihuigongkuiyikui,manpanjieshu。”
“xinxin,zhaolinguojikeshizanmenlianggedexinxue,youqishinide。wozenmekenenghuirangtachuwentini。”
helinzhaozaishuozheixiehuadeshihou,yizhizhishizhewodeshuangyan,meiyourenheduoshan。
他是认真的。
wozhongyudianlediantou,suanshirenkeletadejieshi。
helinzhaodeyanjingyishunjianhuanfachuyiyangdezhire,tabishangleyanjing,touyiwai,jiufushanglewodechun。
柔软,却冰凉。
wangchang,doushidaileqingyudeguntang。
tadeshouzaiwodeqianxionghoubeisichuyouzou,keshiwoquemeiyouyidianerdexingzhi,helinzhaohaoxiangyeganjuedaole,talikailewodeshenti。yuqidandan:“zenme?meixingzhimajintian?”
“ng,jintianhaizitainaole,youdianerlei。”
taqingqingtanlekouqi:”neijiugaitianba。“
“好。”
womenjiuxiangshigudingdeshuiqianyishiyiban,tasuikouwenwo:“yuanmanzuijinzaixuexiaoxuexizenmeyang?chishuidouhaoma?”
wohuita:“haibucuo,douzhengchang。”
“huanlexinxuexiaoyoumeiyoubushiying?”
“没有。”
tayousuikoudingzhuwo:“wozuijinmang,nijideduoquliaoyangyuankankanganma。”
“嗯。”
wopailepaizhentou,lisuodizuanjinlebeiwo。
zheijiushishuyulaofulaoqidemoqi,fanyingdanle,jiuzhidaozhijiemengtoudashuishizuihaodexiaoqianfangshi。
wohehelinzhaoyichuangliangbei,gezibazheyigechuangbian。
guolebuzhidaoduojiu,wotingdaohelinzhaoqingqinghuhuanwo:“xinxin,shuilema?”
womeiyouhuida,zhishijinliangranghuxibiandechenzhongermianzhang。
danshiwozhengwan,doumeiyouheguoyan。
yinwei,wohaishoudaoleyitiaoduanxin,meiyougaosuhelinzhao。