第1章

jiushuwenwanjiehou,wodeqizikaishiyanjuanzheiyangdeshenghuo。

taxihuanshanglezijizizhuguodeyigepinkunnandaxuesheng。

jiangtajiedaozijidegongsi,zuoweimishuchaoxixiangchu。

tameicitiqinansheng,zuijiaodouzhibuzhushangyang,lianyudiaodoubiandeqingkuai。

wokanzhetamingmeidongrendexiaorong,youduojiutameiyouduizijizheimexiaoguole。

worenzhendekanxiangta,[youwei,nimeifaxianwomenzhijian,ruguobutita,jiuwuhuakeshuolema?]

shenyouweidongzuotingzhi,womenzhijianzhishengchenmo。

wotiqiyongqi,[youwei,womenlihunba。]

[hao。]tasongleyikouqi。

wonaozizhongchenmoyijiudexitongzaicikaikou:[suzhushifouxuanzetuolibenshijie?]

[tongyi。]wopibeidehuida。

xitongbinglengdeshengyinxiangqi,[sangeyuedaojishikaishi,shijianyidao,suzhuhuichedizaibenshijiebeimosha。]

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wochuanjinzheibenshu,cunzaideweiyiyiyijiushijiushuneigeshenxiannitandenvhai。

woconggaozhongzhuanxuedaotadebanji,congyikaishimomodegenzaitashenhoushouhuta,daochuxianzaitamianqiantitadidangsuoyoudebaling。

wopeitadushu,peitayiqikaoshangbjdedaxue,taolitarutongxixuechongyibandeyuanshengjiating。womenfanyuewushudedashan,hualeshiniandeshijiancongyigexiancheng,zoudaoleshuzhongwomenwuxianxiangwangdeshaoniangong。

tacengkuzheshuo,woshitahuianbumingderenshengzhongweiyinengzhaojinlaideshuguang,shitashenxiannitanweiyinengyizhangdefuping。

wunianqian,womenjiehunle。

jiehunneitianyeshiworenwuwanchengdeshihou,wobenlaikeyixuanzetuolizheigeshijie,kewoweileshenyouweixuanzeleliuxialai。

ruguoqujiushuyigeren,dangduifangquanshenxinyilainizhihou,zaihenxintuoli,yongyigesiwangdeshenfenrangtatongbuyusheng,neiwoningyuanconglaimeichuxianguo。

dedaohouzaishiqu,bicongweidedaoguo,gengrangrentongku。

jiehunhou,womenyouyigekeaidenver。

danzaizheimepingjingwubodeshenghuoli,gezhongjiachangsuosui,hexiangguwuyandechenmo,tayijingkaishiyanjuanwo,duizheiyangdeshenghuoganjuedaoqiansuoweiyoudeshufu。

[xianzaixianglai,woduiluchendeganqing,huoxushiganjierbushiaiqing。woyoudianhouhuile。]

shenyouweizhengzaidadianhua,erwozhanzaimenwai,zhengkexinruzhuibingjiao,hunshendoukaishifama。

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shenyouweiyongyizhonghenqingsongdeyuqizaishuo,keyanyulipibeidewuliganquerangwobuzhisuocuo。

dianhuaneitouchuanlaipengyoudeshengyin,[youwei,luchenduinihenhao。zicongnishenghaiziyihou,taweilerangnizuoshiye,yizhizaijiazhaoguhaizi,chenglequanzhizhangfu。nibiexiangtaiduole。]

shenyouweichenmoyihui,[dui,taqueshiduiwohenhao。suoyiwocaijuedewoduitadeganqinggengxiangshiganji,kewunianguoqule,zaizhongdeenqingyegaihaiqingle。]

duimianchenmole,shenyouweihuanleyihuiyoukaikou:[kuangqie,woyoulegenghaodexuanze…]

woliansecangbai,zaiyebugantingxiaqu,canghuanglikai。

wodaizaichufangli,kanzhebolichuangdaoyingdeziji,xizheweiqun,meiyanyudangniandeshaonianbingmeiyoutaiduochabie。

mingmingxiangmaoweicenggaibian,weishenmeganqinghuibianle?

wohuixianggangjiandaoshenyouweideshihou,tayinweijiajingbuhao,zongchuanzhedaiyoubudingxidefabaidexiaofu,hanlengdedongtian,tayezhinengchuanzhedanbodebanxiepaocao。

jiatingdezhongnanqingnv,hexuexiaolidegulibaling,rangtaneixinjizhiyayi。shenyouweizizunxinhenqiang,bierendelianminduitalaishuo,bishibaozhedebaiyangengrangtananshou。

suoyiwohengujitadeganshou。gaosanneinian,tabeijialirenzhuahuiqujiehun,neishiwodiyicifenbugushencongxianchengdexuexiao,yilucaizhezixingchequdaoxiangxia。

yiludianbo,woshuaixialaiwushuci,kewobugushangtong,yijiufalefengsideqizhechewangshenyouweijialigan,wozhizhidao,zaoyifenzhong,shenyouweijiuduoyifenxiwang。

wogandaodeshihou,jiaoluanlezheigehuangtangdehunli,zaiwobeidadebiqinglianzhongdeshihou,xuexiaolingdaodaizhexiangweihuichuxianle。

jingciyishihou,shenyouweichedihejialiduanjueguanxi。

henjiuzhihou,wowenguota,huibuhuixinlidongyaoguo。

shenyouweixiaozhehuida,yilianderushizhongfu。

[tamenshengyangwodeenqingwohaile,zaiyebuqiantamenshenmele。wozuibuxihuanqianrenqingle,neiyanghuibeishufuzhu,henlei。]

neiyike,womingbaishenyouweineixinshibeiyazhizhudefanpan,hetaoyanbeiyiqieqingganshufu,xiangwangziyoutiaozhande。

rujindeshenghuoyichengbubian,rangtayanjuan。erwohedangchutadefumuyiyang,yongzheenqingkunbangzhuleta。

shenyouweiyexushentiyijiuzhongcheng,meitianyehuihuijia,buhuizaiwaiguoye。

keshi,shiniandexiangzhixiangban,fenbugushenxiangaide**,wushudehuiyidiandizuihoudouchengle……ganji?

wokuxiao,zheiyangdehunyinzhendegaijixuma?

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wozuozaifanzhuoshang,kanzheyizhuofengshengdefancai。

shenyouweichulaihou,zhishidandanpieleyiyan,jiuzoudaolexuanguanchu,bianhuanxiebiankanshouji。

[wojintiangongsijiaban,nizijichiba。]

woshengyinyouxieshaya,[wozuodedoushinizuiaichidecai,womenhaojiumeiyouyiqichile……]

shenyouweibunaifandedaduan,[luchen,womenxianzaibushiyiqianle,woyouqianqingbaomu,nibuyongxiachuzuofan。meicizuolefan,wobuchijiuyifuwoduibuqinideyangzi。ni……jiuzheiyangba。]

shenyouweiyishidaohuashuozhongle,yeleyixiahaishizhuanshenlikaile。wolengzaiyuandixujiu,suihoumurandejiaqiyikuaipaigu,jintiandetangcupaiguhaoxiangyoudianxianle,haiyoudianfaku。

xinghaoyouweimeichi,wocashizhezuijiao,zheicaifaxianyanleiyijingliujinlezuili。

wozichaodexiaoyisheng,guaibudeneimeku。wowuzheduzi,weiyoukaishitengle。

wochilejikeyaopiancaihuanjietongchu。

kanleyiyanshijian,wonaqiwaitaoqulegongsi。jingongsideshihou,suoyourendouqinqiedehanwoluge,kemeiyouyigerenjidewoshigongsidefuzong。

zheigegongsi,youyibandoushiwodaxialaide。zounanchuangbeidesichuyingchou,wodechangweiyijingbeijiuchedihehuaile,shenyouweizhixuyaochuligongsineiwu,suoyoudefanxinshiheyingchoudouyouwochumian。

zicongshenyouweishengxianverhou,wojiuquanshenxintourulejiating,zhenggegongsidoujiaojileta。wodaliangzhegongsiguimo,yexuqueshitaijiumeihuilaile,wodoukuaiburenshile。

zheijinian,gongsiguimoqueshizhuangdalehenduo。

wogenzhediantizhidaoshenyouweidebangongshi,limianchuanlairuoyouruowudeshuohuasheng。wotouguofengxi,kanjiantashenbiandenanmishuzhanzaitabeihou,liangzhishouchuanguoshenyouweidejianbangchengzaizhuoshang。

tamenshuohuadeshihou,meiyigebujingyidecetou,errendejulijiuhuiladegengjin,congwozheigejiaodugengxiangshizaijiewenyiyang。

wokanzheshenyouweilianshangmingmeidongrendexiaorong,xinzangputongbeirenjiuzhuyiyangdeteng,wochuanzhecuqijiannanhuxi,youduojiu,womeikandaoguoyouweiduiwozheimexiaoguole。

shangyicizheiyanghaokandexiaorong,haishiwopaoleliangtiaojie,weitabaolaiyidapengmeiguixiangtaqiuhundeshihou。

suoyidianhualigenghaodexuanze,shizhizheigenianqingdenanmishuma?

nanrenqingxiao:[shenzong,lugeyizhibuguangongsideshi,nizhendehenxinku。wojuede,ningengxuyaoyigenengheninqitoubingjin,zaishiyeshangbangzhuninderen。]

shenyouweiwanlezuijiao,meiyoufouren。

[luchenhenhao,zhishitanianjishanglaiyihou,jiubianle。yiqianyihuijiajiushihaizidechaonaosheng,wobahaizisongdaojisuxuexiaohou。jializhishengxiata,keshiwomenwuhuakeshuo,woyizhizaiwangqianzou,ertayijinggenbushangwole。]

nanrenminglangyixiao,[shia,lugeyushehuituojiele。lugetapeibushangnin。shenzong,wokeyixianglugeneiyangjiaoniyouweima?]

kongqianjingxialai,wowozhemenbashoudequantouzuanjin,yayideqingxuxia,shenyouweideshengyinzhongyuchuanchulai。

[sixialikeyijiaowoyouweijie。]

nanrendeshengyinyouxiaoqilai,tingzaiwodeerduoligewaicier。wowulidechuixiashou,likailegongsi。

shenyouweizheijuhua,shitayijingkaishirangbu,erwozuilejieta,shenyouweibuhuijirenherenrangbu。

rutongyinianqian,woqiutabuyaobahaizisongdaojisuxuexiao,tahaineimexiao。

shenyouweiyezhishilengmodeshuo:[woshiweilejinijianqingfudan,woqingdeshizuihaodelaoshi,xuexiaoyeshizuihaodeshuangyuyoueryuan。haizitaichaole,wohuilaiyeyaogongzuo。nijiubunenglijieyixiawoma?]

zuihouwoyezhinengfangqi,meitiandouhuipaodaohaizidexuexiaolitanwangta,wodenverhenguaiqiao,jinlexuexiaohouconglaimeiyoukuguo,meitianzhihuizhazheneishuangyuanyuandedayanjing,dengzhewomeitianguoqukanta。

keshi,wobuxiwangtazheimeguai,taiguaidehaizi,dongshidetaizao,tadetongnianbuhuikuaile。

jiuxiangxiaoshihoudeshenyouwei,wobuxiangnveryehuozaiyigequeaidejiatingli。

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wocengjingdanxinguo,zaixiangaideqinglvyehuibiandexiangkanliangyan,ruguobeirifuyiridepingdanheshenghuosuosuijimomiele,womenzhijianaide**gaizenmeban?

shenyouweixianglehenjiu,suihougaosuwo。

[buhuide,wohuiyizhiaini。nizhidaode,wobuhuiqingyigaibianwoxuanzederenhuozhewu,ruguowoyihouhouhuijiajinile,neijiushizaizhiyiwunianqianwoduinideaiyi。]

neiduanshijianwojingchangluanxiang,yinweijiushuxitongzaiquerenwobuyuanyituolihoujiuxiaoshile,wohenhaipa。wobuzhidaoshenyouweiduiwodeshibushiai,woyecengxiangguo,huibuhuitaduiwodeai,zhishiganji。

[shagua,nayourenfenbuqingaiheganjia?zheimeluanxiang,womenjiuyaoyigehaizi,haizishiaidejiejing,wodetongnianguodebuhao。ruguowoshenglenver,woyidingyaorangtachengweizuixingfudegongzhu。]

yexushenyouweizijidoumeixiangdao,jinjinwuniandehunyin,jiurangtatuifanlezhiqianshuodesuoyouhua,heyiqiechengnuo。nvershengxialaihou,shenyouweibingmeiyoujitazugoudeai,tabahaizidoudiujilewo。

chushengyihou,meiyouweiguonai,meiyoujinverhuanguoniaobu,shenzhibuyuanyiqubaoyixiazijidenver。

tazaidichu,kewobumingbaitadichudeshinver,haishihetashengxianverdewo?

shenyouweihuilaideshihou,wozhengzaiyangtaichouyan。

dishangfangzhedeyanhuigangduimanleyandi,shenyouweizhouzhemeibawodeyanqiangguoqurengdaodishangcaimie。

[luchen,wobushishuobunengzaijialichouyanma?zheishizaiganma?]

wokanzhetayiliandebunaifan,xinlituranhenpibei。

[wojintianqugongsile。]