第6章 癌症晚期

“nixiangzhegongzuoziranshihao,buguocongguzijin,nanrenyixiangshichengjialiye,zaizhenigenxiaoranjiehunyihou,gongzuodeshiqingyeyoutakeyibangchenni,nihaiyoushenmebumanyide?”jilaoyezideshengyinbuzhongbuqing,danqueburongfanbo。

yanjianzhejilaoyezidongleqi,jijiaqitarenjieshixingzailehuodekanzhehaoxi。

“beixiao,niyeyeshuodemeicuo,xiaoranjiashiwaimaonalidouhao,kuangqienimen……”fanminghuidanxinjibeixiaohuirenujilaoyezi,chadianyishizuikuaijiangdangniandeshiqingshuochulai,haihaojishizhizhule。

jibeixiaokanzhemuqinyuyanyouzhidemoyang,shenseyichen:“women?”

“meishenmemeishenme,zongzhimadoushiweinihao,nijiudayingmamahaobuhao?”fanminghuishuozhe,biansuizhiyuyeqilai。

dangnianjibeixiaofuqinchuyiwaishenwang,fanminghuidaizhejibeixiaoguerguamuzaijijiahaoburongyiaochulaile,queyouyinweidangnianneijianshizaochengjibeixiaoshiyibingchuxianhouyizheng。

yanxiajijiamashangjiuyaoxuanjichengren,jibeixiaobenshijishimingzhengyanshundejichengren,queyinweishiyi,yizhibeijijianeibangqinqihegongsidegudongnachulaishuoshi。

shuodaodi,sheishijijiadejichengren,haishijilaoyezishuolesuan,ziranbunengzaizheigeguantourejilaoyezishengqi。

“wobuhuiyunxuzijihunyinrenyouliyibaibu。”jibeixiaoshenxiyikouqi,zhuanshenkanxiangzhairan:“woyijinggenzhaixiaojieshuoqingchule,wozuijinmeiyouchenghundedasuan,erqiejiusuanyihouyoulejiesuandedasuan,wodeqiziyebuhuishita。”

xushimeixiangdaojibeixiaohuidangzhezheimeduorenfutademianzi,zhairanweiweiyizheng,xinzhongmentong,jilaoyezimengdizhanleqilai,nuhoudao:“hunzhang,jijiahaimeilundaonizuozhu!nidehunyin,yehailunbudaonizuozhu!”

jilaoyezizheishengnuhourangzhongrenjieshiyileng,zhairanhuanghulepianke,suihouzichaodixiaolexiao,zoudaojilaoyezishenbian,“jiyeye,ninbieshengqiya,dangxinshenti,beixiaoshuoshenmenindouxina,tajiushizuiying,mingmingjintianhaishuoyaowozuojijiaxifuni。

“aiyaba,niyexiaoxiaoqi,beixiaocaicongguowaihuilai,zhiqianyouchuleneimedadeshi,buxiangjiehunyeshizhengchangde。”

jianglishijijialaoerdeqizi,yanjianzhelaoyezishengqi,shishizhanlechulai:“shuoqilaiwomennanchenbibeixiaohaixiaoni,yanxiahaizidoukuaishengle,beixiaoyeshigaikaolvjiehunle。”

zheihuawuyiyuhuoshangjiaoyou。

fanminghuidaizhejibeixiaozaijijiajinxiaoshenweideshenghuoleshijinian,zenmehuikan**jianglineidianxinsi,queyouwukenaihe,zhinengwunaikanzhejibeixiao:“beixiao,buxudingzhuangyeye,kuaidaoqian!”

“wobingbuxihuanzhaixiaojie,jiusuanjiehun,yeshiduitadebufuze。”jibeixiaomianwubiaoqingdeshuowan,zhengyaozhuanshenlikai,quetingdaojilaoyeziyizhenmengliedekesoushengturanxiangleqilai。

xiayimiao,zhongrenyizhenjinghu,jibeixiaoxiayishitingxiajiaobu,zhuanshenkanqu,zhijianjilaoyezimengdikechuleyitannongxue,xuruodedaoxiangleshafa,haihaozhairanfanyingkuai,jishifuzhulejilaoyezi。

“kuaijiaoyisheng,jiaoyisheng!”

yebuzhidaoshisheihanleyiju,luanzuoyituandezhongrenzheicaixiangqidadianhua。

jibeixiaozhenglenglepianke,tingdaohuhanshengcaihuiguoshen,takuaibushangqian,xiaoxinyiyidejiangjilaoyezikuaisubeiqi,qingpiaopiaodezhongliang,rangtalianseyuefanankan。

卧室里。

jibeixiaodongzuoqingroudejiangjilaoyezifangzaichuangshang,jilaoyezixuruodezhengkaiyanjing:“nimendouxianchuquba,woyoujijuhuaxianggenbeixiaoshuo。”

“yeye……”anjingdewoshili,jibeixiaowozhujilaoyezideshou,nianshaofuqinyiwaiqushidehuamianzaitanaohaizhongbuduandefuxian,cishidetaxindiyouzhemomingdekonghuang。

kanzhejibeixiaodanyoudeshense,jilaoyezixuruodechelechechunjiao:“haizibiepa,wozheibashenziguwozijiqingchu,wozhidaozijiderizibuduole,suoyicailianrirangnimuqinjiangnicongguowaijiaohuilai。”

“yeyenishuoshenme?”jibeixiaohurandunzhu,yilianbukezhixindekanzhejilaoyezi。

“nidakaipangbiandechouti。”jilaoyezizhanweiweidezhilezhichuangtoujuxiadechouti。

jibeixiaoganjinqishendakai,rumushiyizhangzhenduanshu,jibeixiaomouseshunjianyichen,shuangshouzhandouzhenachuleneizhangzhenduanshu。

“lianggeyueqianwodaoyiyuanjianchashenti,feiaiwanqi,haiyoubudaobanniandeshijian。”jilaoyezimianqiangshuowan,youzhongzhongdechuanlejikouqi:“dangniannichushi,zaiguowaizhiliaozheimeduonianyemeiyouquanyu,turanrangnihuilaizhuchijishideshiyeshiweiqunile。”

“yeye,niyidinghuihaoqilaide,womenquzhaozuihaodeyisheng。”jibeixiaojiandingdeshuozhe。

jilaoyezibaibaishou,chanruodao:“meiyongle,worangnihuilai,jiushixiangrangnijieshoujijia,zhishiduijijiahushidandanderentaiduo,nidebingqingyizhibuwending,shibiyaoyourenlaibangni。”

“woyizhishefayinmannidebingqing,jiushipayouxierenannabuzhuchunchunyudong,yanxianizhiyougenxiaoranjiehun,youxiaoranbangni,wosiyecainengmingmu。”

“yeye,wobuxuyaorenherenbangmang,gengbuxiangyonghunyinlaijiaohuanliyi。”suiranzheixienianjibeixiaozaiguowai,danguanyujishidezhongdajueceyeshiyoutalaizuode。

yitingtazheiyangshuo,jilaoyezichengzhexuruodeshentijiuyaozuoqilai:“beixiao,nandaonishixiangrangwosiyebumingmuma?”

yanjianzhejilaoyezihuxiyuelaiyuejicu,jibeixiaoshenxiyikouqi,yandidaizhezhengzha:“yeyeninbieshengqi,wodayingnijiushi。”

jianjibeixiaotuoxie,jilaoyeziyeshihuanhuansonglekouqi,zhongxintanglexiaqu。

jijiadejiatingyishenghenkuaijiugandaole,jijilaoyezishaozuojianchahou,shuleyebiantuilechuqu。

“laoxianshengnianjidale,zhangqikesouyinqifeiyan,zaijiashangqingxuqifutaicaiyinqidetuxue,daoyemeishenmedawenti。”yishenganzhaozhunbeijihaodecuociyingfudao,bingmeiyoujianglaoyezidebingqingshuochulai。

zhongrenyitingjieshiyiwai,gangganglaoyezidemoyangdajiadoukanzaiyanli,meixiangdaoquezhishixiaoxiaodefeiyan。

“jiranmeishenmeshi,womenyebudaraolaoyezixiuxile,womenjiuxianhuiqule。”jianglishuozhe,biangenzhezijialaogongheerzizhuanshenlikai。

lingwaiderenjianci,yegenzhejiuyaolikai。

zhairanyebeiganggangneiyimujingdaole,xiangzhejibeixiaojinquhelaoyezishuohua,zheimejiuyemeiyouchulai,suoxingbianpeizhefanminghuishuoqihualai。

“xiaoran,dangniandeshishibomubuhao,nihaiguaibomume?”

“jibomu,guoqudeshi,sheiduisheicuonashuodeqingni,ruguowoshiniwokongpayehuineimezuo,youzenmeguaini。”

“xiaoran,wozhendebuzhidaogaizenmexiexieni,yanxiabeixiaodebing,yezhinengkaonile。”fanminghuikuijiudeshuodao,yandijinshiwunai。

taimouquekandaojibeixiaoshenseningzhongdecongjilaoyezidefanglizoulechulai。