第四章

likailijiahou,wojiuqucanjunle。

shangbeizi,wosuiranzhidanglejiniandebing,danzaijunxiaoneixierizi,genzheneixiejiahuodapisihun,yuanbiwozaijinlingchenghuatianjiudilaidekaixin。

xianzai,suiranrikouyijingbeiganchuzuguo,buxuyaowozaiqugenrikoupinmingle,danzuguoyijiuyoudadihuansi。

wolaidaozheigemoshengdeshijie,biedeshenmeyebuxiangzuo,zhixiangjixubaoxiaozuguo,weizuguoerzhan。

dandangwocongruwubaomingdianchulaideshihou,lianseyouxiehei。

neigekaoheguan,shuowoyanjingjinshidaiyanjing,bunengcanjun?!

shenmeshihoucanjunhaiyouzheiyitiaoguizele?!

woyouxieqibuguo,genkaoheguanqilezhengzhi,beirenjihongchulaile。

nandao,wojinshengwufabaoguolema?

woyouxieshiluodikanzhetiankong,kandaoshangmiandefeijifeiguo。

wodeyanjingyixiazijiubeixiyinle。

shangbeizi,wogenfeijijieyuan,neijiazhanjishiwodezuiai,womeitianhenbudecatababaibian。

daosideshihou,woshenzhihaijuededuibuqita,yaotagenwoyiqilikaile。

genneixietongxuezaizhongyanghangkongjunxiaoderiziyiyizaiwoyanqianfuxian。

“我要考军校!”

“我要开战机!”

woshenxiyikouqi,wozhequantoudashengnahan。

woyongleshenshangjinshengdeqian,quyiyuanzuolejinshishoushu,ranhoujiupobujidaidiqubaokaolejunxiao。

suiranwoyijingershisuile,danwoqueshizhidudaogaozhongjiumeidule。

bijing,woxiangxiadeyangfumuchengdanbuqigaoangdedaxuexuefei。

suirandoushidangbing,danshixianzaijuliwoneishihouyijingguolejiangjinbainian。

kaojunxiaodeguizeyijingwanquanbutong。

wobudebukenqineixiejiansenandongdezhuanyeshulai。

yebuzhidaoshiwotianshengshizheikuailiao,haishizheigeshentideyuanshentianfuhao。

neixieshu,wojibenyikanjiudoujizhule。

jiuzheiyang,sangeyuehou,wochenggongkaoshanglejunxiao,bingqiebaolekongjunzhuanye。

yixiangdaowonenggouzaiyicijiechuzhanji,jiashizhetamenaoxiangzailantianzhizhong,wojiuxingfendebuxing。

erqie,zuirangwoxinweideshi,dujunxiaojuranbuyaoqian!

yaozhidao,zaiwomenneigeniandai,jihusuoyoudekongjunquandoushishijiazidi。

meiqian,nihaixiangkaokongjun?zuomengquba!

但现在不一样了。

新的祖国,我喜欢!

jinlejunxiaozhihou,woyixinpuzaixuexishang。

youyuyoushangbeizidejichudadi,woduixinshizhanjihenkuaijiushuxile。

bujinruci,zaizhuanyekeshang,woyeshiyizhiduxiu。

wozaijunxiaodushuqijian,lifulimuyejiwodaguodianhua,danwodoumeijie。

woyixinxiangyaoqukaixinshidaidezhanji,nayouxinsigenneiyijiazijiuchan?

jiuzheiyang,wozaijunxiaoyidaijiushisannian。

zheisannianli,wochenglejunxiaolidezhimingrenwu。

yuanyinwuta,bijingniannianzhuanyekediyi,diyinianjiunenggoujiangzhanjizaikongzhongwanchuhualaidexuesheng,kebuduojian。

sanniandeshijian,woyijingbeipogexuanjinfeixingdadui,jianshangyijinggualexingzhang。

zheitian,wogangcongxunlianzhonghuilai,shoulipengzhefeixingtoukuizhunbeiqushitang,zaibanlushangjiubeilifulimujilanzhule。

“mukai,ni……zhendangkongjunle?”

limukanzhewo,lianshangshenseyouxiefuza。

“nimenbushizaojiuzhidaolema?”

我耸了耸肩。

zaiwokaoshangjunxiaodeshihou,tamenjiuyijingzhidaozheihuishile,xianzaigenbenjiuduoyuwen。

limulianseweibian,kanlewoyiyan,chenmole。

daoshilifu,yijiushigensannianqianyigemoyang。

takanwozheiyang,dunshijiubanzhelian,xunchidao:“sanniandoubuhuijia,niyanlihaiyouwogennimama?”

“haiyou,lijiashiyangbuqinile?nifeidelaidangbing!zhenshidiuwomenlijiaderen!”

wokanzheyifuyanfumoyangdelifu,chixiaoyisheng,shuodao:“dangchu,shinishuochuleneishanmen,wojiuzaiyebiehuiqudeba?”

“ni!”talianseheidebuxing。

wojixushuodao:“haiyou,wobujuededangbingyoushenmediurende,yaoshimeiyouwomenzheixiedangbingde,nimennengzheimepingpinganandizuoshengyi?”

“zaibainianqian,neixierikouruqindeshihou,jiushiwomenzheixiedangbingdechongzaizuiqianxian,yongxueheroujiangtamenganchulezuguo,huanlailezuguodemeihaomingtian。”

“xianzainigaosuwo,dangbing,diurenma?”