qinyangdexiaorongninggule，“weishenmea！zheishinigaibianrenshengdejihui！”tajidongdiyibaniezhuletadejianbang，yuqilishenzhiyouxiefennu：“niyaoxianghao，zheicishishangzhan，juedinglenidemingyun！nandao……shiweilejinnantinghehaizima？”
shengyixiaqingqingyaozhulexiachun，dichuixiayanmoubuganqukanqinyangshiwangdeyanshen。
tayizhishigelingrenshiwangderen，keshitameiyouxuanze。
“nizaikaolvkaolvba。”qinyangtanleyikouqi，songkaileshou，sihaomeiyouyanshiyuqilideshiwang：“julishishangzhanhaiyoulianggeyue，nishiyaoweileyigegenbenbuainiderenliuxialai，haishiyongganyidianquzhuiqiuzijixinderensheng。”
新的人生？
盛一夏有些木然。
congshiliusuitajinjinjiachengweixuekudeneitiankaishi，tajiuyijingmeiyouzijiderenshengle。
jiudedoumeiyou，helaixinderenshengni？
kuxiaozhihou，zhinengjieshou。
dangtianxiabandeshihoutahaimeilaidejiqudenggongjiao，biankandaojinjiadechetingzailegongsimenkou。
sijipoweibunaifandisaoletayiyan，xiachetitalakailechemen：“shaonainai，laofurenshuojintianshilaoyedeshengri，rangnidaolaozhaiyikuaichifan。”
jintianzheidunjiayanshiyigezhouzhiqianjiuanpaihaode，suoyitabingbujingya。
zhishitakanleyiyanzijishenshangdeyifu，youxieganga——nengxiansongwohuijiahuanjianyifume？
yuanbentazijidejihuashishangwanbanxianhuiquhuanjianyifuzaiganguoqude，danshipoposongqingquezhijiepaichelaijieta。
shangleyitianbanchuleyicengbohan，lianshangdedanzhuangyeyouxieguoyuposu，kuangqietahaimeinashangzhiqianzhunbeideliwu。
keshisijisihuhenbunaifan，kandaotadeshouyu“ze”leyisheng：“shaonainai，wokanbudongshouyu。buguannishuodeshishenme，douxianshangcheba。furenshuole，youkerendaole，rangnixianguoqu，buranbulimao。”
shengyixiayileng：bushijiayanme？huiqingshenmezhongyaodekeren？
“womenjiaxiaobeixibuxihuanjiangyishengya？”
gangdaodamenkou，shengyixiabiantingdaolesongqingdounonghaizideshengyin，jiaobuyidun，jiezhebiantingdaotianmeidenvshengxiangqi：“xiaobeiyaoshixihuanjiangyishengdehua，xiaciwojiujinidabutongtongdezhene。”
haizishengyinzhinen，kouchibuqing：“xi、xi……”
“huan”zimeishuodechulai，querangsongqingxiaozhuyankai，lazhejiangtingxuedeshouxiaodao：“haizibuhuishuo，danjiangyishengzheimeyouxiu，haizihedarenzirandouxihuan。”
shengyixiawojinlequantou，ningyuanzijimeitingchuzheihualitoudeshenyi。
congyinianqianjiangtingxuehuiguozuolejinnantinghejinxiaobeidesirenyishengkaishi，zheiyangdehuabianshibushichuandaotaerduoli，shuoshianshidoushaolejifenweiwan。
tazoujindatingdeshihou，jinnantingyezai，muguangyisaoerguo，suijiluodaolexigaishangdebijibenshang。
ersongqingzaikandaotadeyishunjianbianlengxialelianlai：“zenmexianzaicaidao？haidabanchengzheiyang？”
zheishihoushengyixiacaizhuyidaojiangtingxueyijinghuanleyishenyifu，shuoshijiayan，taqueshifenzhengshidichuanleyijianbaisedewanlifuqun，zuozaijinnantingshenbian，gentashifenbanpei。
——woxianghuijiajigonggongnaliwudeshihoushunbianhuanyifu……
haimeibihuawan，songqingbianbunaifandihuilehuishou：“xingle，jialimeirenkandedongnideshouyu。”
shuowan，youpieleyiyantakongkongruyedeshuangshou：“haishijiangxiaojielishuzhouquan，jingranhaizhunbeileliwu。buxiangyouxieren……”
shengyixiatingdunzaibankongdeshouzhijianglejiang，nuliyanleyikoutuomo，xiangbaweiqutunxia，xiayishidichongzhejinnantingkanqu。
houzhedongzuojinguidikaozaishafashang，sihushitingdaolesongqingdehuasuoyitaiqitoulaikanta。
tashizhidaozijizaojiuzhunbeihaoleliwude，ruguotanengbangzijijieshiyijudehua……
nanrengaotingdebiliangzhixia，feibodechunminchengyitiaojinbengdexian，weiweizhanglezhang，quezhishishuodao：“chifanba，xiaobeiele。”
meiyoujieshi，muguangsaoguotashishenzhimeizuoguoduodetingliu，genkanmoshengrenyibandanmo。