第3章
jinhoubunengzaidalaladeshenghuole。
zuowanmeiyoudiergexijizhelai,neishiwoyunqihao。zheiciyunqihao,budaibiaoxiaciyehuiyunqihao。
zaishuole,zheidaxiatiande,womeishishengshenmehuoa!
libidezhisuoyihuizheiyangxiang,shiyinweitajuedefeiershizaichajuedaohuoguangzhihou,caifaxianletadeyingdi。qishilibidebuchangshenghuo,tazuotianshenghuozhishiweilekaodongxichi。
zuotianxiawutadadaoyizhituzi,yizhihenfeidetuzi。yibanlaishuo,henshaoyourenshiyongchongfengqiangdalie,libideyejuedezheiyangzuobutaikaopu。neizhituzishiturancongtajiaobiancuanchuqu,haimeipaoduoyuanjiubeixiayishiduanqiqiangshejidelibideyiqiangjibi。
zhijinweizhi,zheizhonghaoshitazhiyudaoguoyici。zaitakaotuzideshihou,feierzhengzaiyikedashuhoumianyaoyaqiechidekanzheta,kongwuyiwudeduzigululudexianggebuting。
suiranmeiyoujiarenhediaoliao,danshiyouyizhenzimeichiguoshaokaodelibidehaishichidehenxiangzaitachifandeshihou,feieryijiuduozaineikedashuhoumianyaoyaqiechidekanzheta,butingdetunzhekoushui。zaichiguofanzhihoutameiyoujianggouhuoximie,fanerjianlehenduochai,jiadalehuoshi。
tabukenximiegouhuodeyuanyin,hexiaohaiziwanshangduzizaijiashihuibajialidedengdoudakaideyuanyinchabuduo。henduoyewaiqiushengzhuanjiadoushuoguo,huohuishirenranqidouzhi。libideyijingduzishenghuoleshijitian,chulesangshiyiwai,tajiumeijianguorenxingshengwu。
yinweizhangshijiandeshalu,tadejingshenzhuangtaibiandeyouxiebuwending。zaizheizhongshihoutajixuyigexinlianwei,erxiongxiongranshaodegouhuoduiyudangshidetaeryan,jiushizuihaodexinlianwei。
tahenxiangherenjiaoliu。suoyizaifulufeierdeshihou,libidedeneixinshifeichangxingfende,yinweitazhongyuzhaodaoyigenenghetashuohuaderenle。kexicongshizhizhongfeierdoumeihetashuoguohua,haiyongchongmanjingtiheshayidemuguangkanzheta,zheijiuranglibideyouxieshoushangle。
libidebushishengren,zuobudaobierendatadeyoulian,haihuizhudongbazuolianshenguoqujirendadechengdu。danfeierbijingshitalaidaoyishijiehoujiandaodediyigerenlei,erqiefeiershigewaibiaorouruoqiekeaideshaonvzuizhongyaodeshi,feiershishouerniang,erlibidecongqisuiqijiukaishimengshouerle。suoyijiusuantaxiangshalibide,haibaichuyifubuguanniduiwoduohao,wodouyaoshanidejiashi,libidehaishiyuanliangleta。
shouernianga......buzhidaojinhouhainengbunengzaiyudao。
qishilibidebuzhiyicidejiandaoguobanshourenzhunqueshuoshibanshourenganranzhe,tamenpifukuilanyanzhong,shenshanghaiyouhennongdefuchouwei,libidegenbenjiubuxiangkaojintamen。
zaigaoposhangxiuzhengleyikezhongzhihou,libidejixuxiangbeiqianxing。cishitajulixiaozhenzhiyoubudaobagonglidejuli,yantuyimapingchuan,jihumeiyourenhezhangai。jiusuanshiyizuimandesuduxingjin,tayenengzaitianheizhiqiangandao。
好热......
7yuezhengzhichuxia,libidechuandezuozhanfushixiajikuanshi,suishuobashentibaodehenyanshi,danshitouqixinghenhao。keshizaiyangguangdezhikaoxia,tahaishiganjueyouxietouyun。zuowantajibenmeishui,shangwudeshihoutayemeihaohaoxiuxi,xiuxibuzujiashangzhangshijiandebaoshai,shentiziranshihuichibuxiaode。
buxingle......dezhaogeyinliangdedifang......
libidehuanshisizhou,taiyanghongkaoxiadekongkuangdimianrangtaganjueyizhenxuanyun。fujinliankeshaoweigaoyidiandeguanmudoumeiyou,xiangzhaogeyouyinbidedifangxiuxi,haiyaozouyiduanlucaixing。zhengqianfangyouyikuaiyanshi,suiranbuda,danmianqiangnenggouzhedangyangguang。
haidezouduoyuan......erbaimi?wubaimi?
libideyouxieyishibuqing,wufagusuanchutayuyanshidedazhijuli。tazhunbeizaiyanshineibianshuishangyijue,zuihaoshinenganwendeshuidaodiertiandezaochen。
tamimihuhudezouledayueshifenzhong,zongsuanlaidaoleyanshifujin。dangtazoujinyanshideshihou,yigufuchoudeqixiyingmianerlai,talikedaqijingshen,duanqichongfengqiang,jingtidechakansizhou。
ganranzhedeshenshangtongchanghuisanfachuzheizhongfuchouwei,dantabingfeishiganranzheduyoude,fubaidedongwushitiyehuifachuxiangtongdeweidao。duiyulibidelaishuo,buguanshiganranzhehaishidongwushiti,douyiweizheechoubeishasideganranzhefulanhouhuigengchou,tashimeifadingzhezheiyangdeechouxiuxide。
haoburongyizhaodaoyigekeyixiuxidedifang,keshilibidequewufazaizheilixiuxi,zheirangtahenshijusang。tazaiyanshizhouweijianchaleyiquan,meiyoufaxianganranzhe,zhizaiyanshixicefaxianleyijukaozuozaiyanshishangde,yisishourenzudeshiti。shitiyijingyanzhongfulan,wengwengfeidecangyingdaochudoushi,haiyoudaliangdequchongzaifulandepirouneizuanlaizuanqu。
bushiba......yaobuyaozheimedaomei......
libideqiangrenzheoutugan,zaijulishitiyimiyiwaidedifangzixiguancha。tafaxianshitimeiyoubeikenshidehenji,zheirangtahenshiyiwai。
shitipangyouyigeluomancangyingdebeibao,kanqilaixiangshiyundongkuande,shitideyoushouwozheyibayinsedeshouqiang,zheishuomingshitidezhurenyuanbenshigerenleishengcunzhe,shiyinweibumingyuanyinsizaizheilide。
yanshisuozaidedifangxianranshiyewai,yewaishiyoushifudongwude,libidekanjianguowuya,haikanjianguotuyinghelang。congfulanchengduheshitishangquchongdewaiguanpanduan,zheijushitizhishaosileyizhoule。shifudongwudexiujuehenlingmin,shenzhinengzaijigongliwaixiudaoganggangkaishifulandeshiti,yincitameiliyoububeishifudongwufaxian,wanquanbeicangyinghequchongzhileidedongxibazhan。
shifudongwushibuchisangshide,tamenyebuchisangshideshiti。kesangshishibukenengkaozuozaiyanshishangsiqude,yinweitamenzhihuisizaigongjirenleidetuzhong。jiusuanzhishengxiashangbanshen,tamenyehuituozhecanpodeshenquhecongfuqianglitangchulaidepolanchaozherenleidefangxiangpa。
yejiushishuoshitidezhurenmeiyoubeiganran,zheiyiweizhetahenyoukenengshibeiqitarenleishaside。zheigefaxianranglibidegandaohenbushufu。zaisangshiweijizhongjiannanqiushengderenlei,weilezhengduoshengcunziyuanbicicansha,zheizailuojishanghenheli,yehenxianshi。danshilibidebijinglaiziyigexiangduiandingdeshijie,shengyuyigehepingwendingdeguojia,weilezhengduoziyuanersharenzheizhongshi,zaitakanlaishifeichangcanrenqiecankude。
我今后也会杀人吗?
libideyouleyuanxitongzaishou,zhiyaoyoudianshujiuchihebuchou。danshizheiyangderenzaizheigeshijieshangzhiyoutalibideyige,takeyibushabieren,dantawufazuzhibierenlaishata。ruguoyourenbaqiangkouduizhunta,neitazhinengfanji。
jiuzailibideweiweilaigandaodanxindeshihou,shenhouturanchuanlaiquankedongwuteyoudedihousheng。zheizhongdihoushengshiweilejinggaoqitashengwubuyaokaojin,shiquankedongwufaqigongjizhiqiandeweixiexinhao。
狼?!
libidelikezhuanguoshenqu,jiangqiangkouduizhunshengyinfachudefangxiang。yizhiwaixingyudeguoheibeiyouzheqifenxiangsidedaxingquankedongwuzhengdifuzheshenti,xionghendechaolibidecizheya,baichuyifusuishikenengpuguolaidejiashi。
狗?
libidexiayishidehoutuilejibu,neizhitongtiqiheidedaxingquanjianlibidehoutui,likebiyashanglai,sihushixiangbatacongshitifujinganzou。