第1章

“qiuqiuni,buyaozaidale…”

“不要在打我了!”

jiangtingyanxiaofuweiweilongqiguizaidishang,hunshenshixuedeaiqiuzhe,xiriwuheilianglidezhangfa,xianzaiyijingbeijianduan。

zhenggeyankuangaoxianjinqu,tahuozhexiangshiyigejingshenbingren,hunshenzangchou。

zheishijiangtingyanbeiqiujinzaidixiashidedisannian!

神智恍惚不清。

zheisannian,tabuzhidaozenmetingguolaide。

meitianzheigenanren,duitaxingshifeirenbandezhemo,taduzilixianzaiyouhuailezheigenanrendeniezhong。

电击,皮鞭,针刺…

zheiyangdezhemo,tameirimeiye,buzhidaojinglileduoshaobian。

sannianqian,yinweijiangtingyan,jidululinduishenyunyundeai,toutoudejitaxiayao,dadiaoletamendehaizi。

yushilulinjiuchengfata,batasongjilemianqianzheigelaonanren。

xianzaitashizhongdouwangbule,lulinmuguanghenli,binglengdeduitashuochudeneijuhua,“tingyan,zuochuleshi,jiugaiyaoshoudaochengfa!”

“congjinwanghou,likaididou,haohaodejiyunyundehaizishuzui!”

我错了!

我真的错了!

jiangtingyanmeiyouyitianbuzaiaohuizhe。

zaizheilidemeiyitian,tadouzaisheqiuzhe,lulinyouyitiannenggoubatajiuchuqu!

taxiangpao,keshigenbenpaobule。

meicibeizhuahuilai,dengdaitadeshi,gengjiacankudechengfa!

laonanrenyibazhuaqitadetoufa,xingfendebajiangtingyantileqilai,“nijiaoa!jiaodezaixiangyidian,wodaoyaokankan,sheihainenglaijiuni!”

“zhenbukuishiyiqianlulinyangdenvren,gangbeisongguolaideshihou,wozhendehenbudesizainishenshang。”

“nihaixiangzhelulinnenglaijiuni?wogaosuni,biezaichixinwangxiangle!”

“sannianqian,tabanisongjiwodeshihou,jiuyijinggenshenjiada**,shenyunyunjiehunle。”

“nizaikankan,nixianzaizheifumoyang,hahaha…nibuguojiushibeiwowanlandepoxie!”

不,不会的!

tabukenengqushenyunyunde!

陆凛答应过她的!

jiangtingyankuzheyaotou,xiangshiwufajieshouzheigeshishi。

shuowandexiayimiao,nanrenturanjiujiekaile,pidai…

qiazhetadebozi,batadizaiqiangshang!

zaishenhou,duitajinxingwuru!

不知道过去多久。

jiangtingyanyibubiti,congqiangshangmanmanyidianyidianhualuo,yanzhongdeguang,manmandeandanlexiaqu,xiashenliuchulexue,fangfobuzhidaotengtongyiban,pazaidimianshangyidongbudong。

sannianlaibuduandizhemo,jiangtingyandiyiciyoulebuxianghuodeniantou。

yinweitaxiangxinzhe,lulinhuihuilaibatadaizoude。

keshitadenglesannian,tahaishimeiyoulai…

zaozaibeisongjinzheilidediyitian,tajiuyijinghuile!

tagenshenyunyunjiehun,lulinzaojiubuyaotale。

jiusuantalai,batajiuchuqu,hainengzenmeyang?

lulinbukenenghaihuijieshouyigepoxie。

huibuqu!yijingchedibuhuiqule!

等到老男人离开。

jiangtingyancongdishangmanmanpaqilai,yongjinzuihouyisiliqi,jianqidishangnanrenzhemotadegongju,yongli**lexinzangchu…

tongkonghuansan,kouzhongdexue,dakoudakoudetulechulai!

ganjuedaoshuxidetongteng,conghunshenmanyan,taitoutouzheweiyidechuangwai,kanzhewaimianyese,yelangxingxi。

jiangtingyanluoxialeliangdiqinglei,zuihouhaishidaozailexuebozhizhong!

只剩下一口气…

jiangtingyanjincunzuihoudeyisiqixi,zhengkaiyanjing,kanjianzijibeimaizainituzhizhong,nanrennazhetieqiao,yidianyidian,yongnitujiangtayangai。

doudadeyudi,zazaitadeyanjingshang…

zhidaotadeshixian,biandeqihei,zhouweideshengyin,fangfoyedouanjinglexialai…

lulin,wohouhuile,wozhendehaohouhui!

weishenmeyaorangwoyujianni,rangwojinglizheixie!

niweishenme,yaoduiwozheimehen!

可是为什么!

napawodouyaosile,zuihouxiangdequehaishini!

陆凛!

要是能够重来一次…

wozaiyebuyaoganyunigenshenyunyunzhijiandeganqing。

我再也不要爱上你!

daozuihou,erbianmeileshengyin,rengranhaizhengzhedeyanjingdejiangtingyan,buzhiheshi,xianruleyipianqiheizhizhong!

江听烟死了!

死的悄无声息。

sizaileyesebangbodedayutian。

sizaile…qiaoranjijingdeheiyeli。

shitiyongyuanmaizangzailelajichangdefeixuzhizhong。

2007nian,didoushirenminyiyuan。

“luxiansheng,nimeimeixingle!”

jiangtingyanganjuedaozijichennizaihaizhong,zenmedoupabushangan,zuihoutazhuazhefumu,huxidaoleyikoukongqi,dengtashunjianxinglaishi,dakoudakouhuxizhekongqi。

kanzhemianqianbaisetianhuaban,wendaoleneiguxiaodushuideweidao,tacaifanyingguolai。