"啪！"
xuexianxiangshoulideshihezhongzhongzazaidishang，ciwansuichengjiban，guihuabinglaohegaodianposazaidishang。
tagubudeshoushi，zhenggerenbeiyiguhanqibidelianlianhoutui，zhidaohoubeidishangbingliangdelangzhu。
"yan、yandaren......"
yueguangxia，yanfuxuedeshouzhizhengqiazaitahoujian，gujiefenmingdeshoubeishangfuzhejidaodanqingsedexueguan。
tadefusejibai，zuikepadeshi，qiatadeneizhishouzhengzaiyirouyankejiandesudubiandetouming。
congzhijiankaishi，xiangrongxuebanyicuncunxiaoshi，fangfoxiayikejiuhuichedixiaosanzaiyeseli。
"sheipainilaide？"tadeshengyinbingleng，yanshenquepingjingdekepa，fangfobushizaizhiwen，ershizaichenshuyigejidingdeshishi。
xuexianxiangzhanglezhangzui，houjiezaiduifangzhangxinxiajiannangundong，huxibeiqiadeduanduanxuxu。
taturanxiangqichufangliushendejinggao："jineiweisongfanyaodangxin，shangyuedexiaohejiushibeihuohuoqiaside......"
"nu、nubizhishilaisongxiaoyede......"tajiannandizhixiangdishangdafandebinglaohegaodian，shengyinxiruowenying，"guihuabinglao......shi、shishanfangfenfude......"
yanfuxuechuimousaoleyiyandishangdelangjie，huerqingxiaoyisheng，neixiaoyiqueweidayandi。
tasongkaitadebozi，fushencongshihedecanhailijianqiyikuaiweishuaisuidegaodian，didaotachunbian。
"吃。"
xuexianxiangyizheng，taiyanduishangtadeshixian。
tadeyantongjihei，xiangshishenbujiandidehantan，cikequedaizheyisiruoyouruowudexingwei，xiangshizaiguanchayizhikunshoudezhengzha。
tabuganweikang，xiaoxinyiyidizhangkaizui，yaoleyixiaokou。
gaodiantianni，queyinshuaiguoerzhanlexiechentu，taxiayishitianletianchunjiao，quebuxiaoxinchudaoletadezhijian。
yanfuxuedeshouzhiweiweiyizhan，quemeiyoushouhui。
tadingzheta，huerjiangshengxiadebankuaigaodiansongjinzijikouzhong，mantiaosilidijujiaozhe，chunjiaojingfuqiyisiwenroudexiaoyi，fangfofangcaiqiazhetaboziderenbushitayiban。
"weidaobucuo。"taqingshengdao，sangyindirou，xiangshiqingrenjiandeeryu。
xuexianxianghaiweisongyikouqi，neizhishouquezaidueshangletadehoulong，lidaobixianqiangengzhong。
tademuzhimosuozhetadejingce，dongzuoqingroudexiangshizaifumo，kezhijiandehanyiquerangtahunshenfazhan。
"tingzhe，"tacoujintaerpan，huxibingleng，"ruoniganjiangjinyesuojianshuochuqu，wohuirangnibixiaohesidegengnankan。"
xuexianxiangpinmingdiantou，yanleiyinzhixieryongchuyankuang，shunzhelianjiagunluo，qiahaodizaitadeshouwanshang。
燕缚雪忽然僵住了。
taditoukanxiangzijideshou——neiyuanbentoumingdedifang，jingyintadeyanleierjianjianhuifuleshiti，jifuxiadexueguanzhongxinfuxian，xiangshibeishenmeliliangqiangxingningguleyiban。
tadeyanshenzhouranbianle，xiangshifaxianleshenmejiyouqudedongxi。
tasongkaita，kanzhetatanruanzaidishangjuliekesou，yanleizhibuzhudiwangxiadiao。
"mingrixushi，"tadunxiashen，yongzhijianjiezhutadeyidilei，qingqingnianlenian，chunjiaogouqiyimoyiweishenzhangdexiao，"daisanyangdongxilai：xinademeizi，shudilajiao，haiyou——"
tashenshouniezhutadexiaba，poshitataitou，shengyinwenroudejinhuguiyi：
"你的眼泪。"
"ruoshaoyiyang，"tademuzhicaguotashirundeyanjiao，yuqiqingrou，"wohuirangniliugengduodexue，erbushilei。"
xuexianxiangtanzuozaidishang，buduandediantou，bojing**ladeteng，houlonglixiangshisaileyibaculidesha，meiyicihuxidoudaizhecitong。
tasisiyaozhexiachun，buganrangzijikuchusheng，keyanleiquebushoukongzhidiwangxiadiao，zazaishoubeishang，tangdetayigejiling。
不能哭。
tazaixinlihenhenmaziji，taishouyonglimodiaolianshangdeleihen，zhijiandouzaifadou。
kuyoushenmeyong？xiaohesile，kewohaihuozhe，huozhejiudexiangbanfahuodegengjiu。
yanfuxuedeshenyingzaoyixiaoshizaihuilangjintou，keneiguhanyiquexiangshiluozailetapifushang，huizhibuqu。
tashenxiyikouqi，chengzhefaruandexigaipaqilai，dunxiashenqushoushidafandeshihe。
suicipiangepoletadeshouzhi，xuezhushenchulai，taquexiangshiganjuebudaoteng，zhishimamudijiangsuipianyipianpianjianqi，baozaipazili。
桂花冰酪……
tadingzhedishangneitanniannidetianjiang，weilituranyizhenfanyong。
gaodiantachile，woyechile，meixiadu，kezheibidugengkepa。
yefengchuanguohuilang，chuidetahunshenfaleng。
talonglelongyijin，baoqicanpodeshihe，dizhetoukuaibuwanghuizou。
yilushang，tadehoubeibengdebizhi，fangfozhiyaoshaoshaosongxie，jiuhuicheditanruanxiaqu。
xuexianxiangxinxiaweichen，yanfuxueyaotamingridaisanyangdongxi——xinademeizi、shudilajiao，haiyoutadeyanlei。
zhayiting，daoxiangshidiaonanrendebaxi。keruotadangzhenshisuanshila，neibianzhishixunchangkouwei；ruotalingyousuotu……tafuguobojingshangshangweixiaotuideyuhen，mouseweian。
——songcuole，bianshisiluyitiao。
keyanfuxueyaotadeyanleizuoshenme？
xuexianxiangmozhebojingdeyuhen，zhijianfaleng。
yanfuxuedeshouzaipengdaotadeyanleihouhuifuleshiti——zheibushiqiaohe。
tahuranxiangqineibenshuzhongdechuanshuo：xueyaokaoxishihuorenjingqiweichirenxing，yuleizehua。
tadeyanleiruozhennengezhita“huaxue”dezhengzhuang——neitabianshiwozhuletademingmen。
赌，还是不赌？
xuexianxiangqingqingtuchuyikouqi，chunjiaoweigou。
——自然是赌。
hengshudoushisiluyitiao，burubogedade。
xiarenfanglihengqishubadipaizhejizhangsongmuchuang，muwenlishenzhejingniandehanziheyougou。
wuyuedeyefengcongchuangfenglijijinlai，jiaodongzhewuzilineiguzimeishidetichouwei。
kaoqiangdechuangshang，yigecushiyatouzhengmozheya，menglihaizaijiaozhebaitiantouzangdebangemantou，zhiyoujiaoluoliyizhanzhuhuoliangzhe。
taoyaozhengzuozaizhuxiaxiupazi，jianxuexianxiangtuimenjinlai，taiyanyiqiao，puchixiaole：“yo，bozishangdeyinzitingbiezhia，yandarenjinigaichuole？”
zheidengxiadenvzinianjikanzhebixuexianxiangdashangjisui，jizhudonghetadahua，suizhishidiaokan，neixiangbipingriliheyuanzhuduoshaoyouxiejiaoqing。
“jiejie，”tahurankaikou，sangyinqingkuai，fangfofangcaideningzhongcongweicunzai，“mingrilaonibangwoxuntanzuisuandemeizi，yuesuanyuehao。”
taoyaohuyidikanta：“niyaosongneishashen？”
“songya。”taxiaomimidizhayan，“suandetayadao，ladetatiaojiao，shuobuding——”
tazhijianqingqingdianzheyanjiao，xiaoyijiaoxia。
“tayigaoxing，jiubuqiawoleni？”
taoyaoxiuhuadezhijianyidun:“nizhenshifengle。”
xuexianxiangmolemobojing，fanerxiaomimidicouguoqu：“jiejie，doushiweilehuozhema，nishuotazheimexiong，shibushiyinweiwosongdedianxinbuheweikou？”
taoyaofanlegebaiyan：“nidanghongxiaohaini？neiweikeshi……”tayadishengyin，“shangyuexiaohesongcuoleyidaotiantang，renjiumeile。”
xuexianxiangwaitouxianglexiang，huranyanjingyiliang：“neiyaoshisongduileni？tahuibuhuigaoxingdeshaoqiarenliangxia？”
“zuomeng！”taoyaochixiao，danjiantayilianrenzhen，yourenbuzhuduozui，“……buguo，tingshuotadaoshiqueshiaichisuande。”
“suande？”xuexianxianglikeshuqierduo，xiangzhixiudaoyuxingdexiaomao，“meizi？shanzha？culiuxiaohuangyu？douaichima？”
taoyaobeitadoulele：“nidangweimaoni？qianzhenzishanfangsongguoyidiesuanmeigao，tajingquanchiwanle。”
“e——”xuexianxiangtuozhangyindiao，yandishanguojiaoxiadeguang，“neishujiaoni？youmayouladeneizhong？”
taoyaoyileng：“nizenmezhidao？”
“caideya！”tazhazhayan，xiaoderenchuwuhai，“yuexiongderen，kouweiyuezhongma！”
taoyaoyaotoutanqi：“nizheiyatou，danzidaoda。”
xuexianxiangxiaoxixidiwangchuangshangyitang，qiaozhejiaohuanglehuang，yadileshengyin：“danzibuda，zenmehuomingya？mingtianwojiujitasongtansuandiaoyadeameizi，lachuyanleideshujiao——”tadunledun，zhijianqingqingdianzheyanjiao，“zaifuzengdiantebiede。”
taoyaominchunyixiao，wenshengdao："zaoxiexiexiba，mingrihaiyaozuohuoni。"
xuexianxiangqingyinglesheng"xiaodele"，xiangtaoyaojielezhanzhuhuoxiachuang。
tajiezheweiguanglaidaoxiaozhuodetongjingqian，jingzhongdenvzishibajiusuidemoyang，xingyanyingchun，qingxiudansuanbushangjuese，youyanjiaoneikeqianhesedeleizhigewaireyan。
shenshangchuanzhecumayishang，yaojianxizheyitiaoxidefabaideweiqun。
taoyaojiantajuzhiguguai，queyebubianduowen，zhiqingshengzhufudao："shengzhexiezhuhuo，zaoxiexiezheba。"shuobabianfanshenchaoli，jingzishuiqule。
"zheibushi......"tahoujianyichuyishengjibukewendeninan，"wodelian。”
"xitong？"tazaixinlihuandao。
没有回应。
conglianggeshichenqianzaizheijushentilixinglai，neigezicheng"jiushuxitong"deshengyinjiuzaimeichuxianguo。
zhiliuxialingsuidejiyi：tashianyinggezuididengdechuniang，zhuanzhijizuoshiyanfuxuesongxiaoye。
"yanfuxue。"taqingshengnianchuzheigemingzi。
《shuangrenji》zhongzuidadefanpai，lengxuewuqing，haishigehui"huaxue"deguaiwu，houqigengshixuexiwulin，jiangzhengpaishadepianjiabuliu。
ertaxianzaiderenwu，juranshigonglvezheigesharenrumadefengzi？
xuexianxianghuidaozijidechuangpushang。
meizi、lajiao、yanlei……
tashenxiyikouqi，tuoxiaxiezi，huanhuantangxia，laguobobeigaizhuzijideshenzi。
heianzhong，tadeyanjingzhengdehenda，sisidingzhewudingdehengliang，fangfoneilizangzheshenmedaan。
明日戌时……
明天还得活下去。