baoyuzazaixieziloudebolimuqiangshang，xiangwushuxixiaodegudianqiaodazhewodeshenjing。wozhanzaichashuijian，
shouliniezheyizhikafeibei，zhijianfabai。menwaijiaobushengyouyuanjijin，
pixiecaizaidalishidimiandeshengyinqingxidexiangcaizaiwoxinshang。talaile。guyanzhi，gongsizuinianqingdefuzongcai，
yeshiworuzhisannianlaiweiyiyigegandangmianshuowo“qingxuguanlinengliweiling”denanren。“youyaozhuangjianni。
”tatuikaimen，shengyindidexiangconghoulonglinianchulaide，“zhenqiao。”wolengxiao：“nigenzongwo？
”“shinimeicidouxuanzheigeshijiandianlaipaokafei。”takaozaimenkuangbian，xizhuangbiting，lingdaiyisibuluan，
yanshenquexiangzaikanyizhiwuruhuiyishidemao，“erqie，nipaodeshiwozuixihuandedouzi。
”woditoukanshoulidekafeifen——weidimalaantigua，chanzigaohaibahuoshandi，suandumingliang，
weiyundaiqiaokelixiang。queshishitachanghedeneikuan。kezheibudaibiaoshenme。“qiaohe。”wobakafeifendaojinlvzhi，
dongzuoliluo，“jiuxiangnimeicikaihuidouzhenduiwo，yezhishigongzuoxuyao。”tameidong，zhishijingjingkanzhewo，
yushuishunzhetadefashaodiluo，zaijiantouyinkaiyixiaopianshense。“linwan。”tahuranjiaowodemingzi。woshouyidou，
reshuijianchu，tangdezhijianfahong。sannianle，zheishitadiyicijiaowodemingzi。bushi“linjingli”，
bushi“neiweitongshi”，shi“linwan”。xiangyichangchidaodechujian。“nimeicishengqideshihou，
douhuibashaozizhuansanquan。”tashuo，“jinzhangshiyaoxiachun，
kaixinshi……huitoutouheng《cityofstars》。”womengditaitou：“nijianshiwo？
”“buyongjianshi。”taqingxiao，“wozuonixieduijiaosannian，goukanqingnimeiyigexiaodongzuo。
”kongqiningguleyimiao。chuangwaileishengzhaxiang，zhengdonglouxianruduanzanheian。yingjidengliangqideshunjian，
wokanjiantachaowozoujinyibu。“linwan，ruguowoshuo，woyezaidengyige‘buxiaoxin’zhuangjinnisanxiadeyutianni？
”woxintiaolouleyipai。shoujituranzhendong。
xingzhengbuqunxiaoxidanchu：【jinjitongzhi：jinwantuanjianhuodongzhaochangjuxing，didian——shandingluyingjidi，
qinggeweixiedaihuanxiyiwu】xiamianyourenhuifu：【wa！shuangrenzhangpengshisuijifenpeidema？】jinjiezhe，
hrbuleyiju：【shide，chouqianjueding。】wodingzhepingmu，shouzhibingliang。sannianqianneigeyuye，
wochengzhesanzouchuditiezhan，hunshenshitoudenanrenzhanzaiwuyanxia，xiangwojiesan。womeiji。
yinweitajiushineitianzaihuiyishangfoujuewotianderen。erta，zhengshiguyanzhi。xianzai，
mingyunyaorangwomengongyongyidingzhangpeng？“pale？”tazhanzaiwoshenhou，shengyintiezheerkuohuaguo，
“haishi……qidai？”wozhuanshenxiangmata，quezhuangjintahuaili。tashunshifuzhuwodejian，dishengdao：“biejinzhang，
wochoudaodeqian，xiedeshinidemingzi。”womengdituikaita：“nizuobi！”“meiyou。
”tacongkoudaitaochuyizhangzhitiao，shangmianshiwogongpaishangdebianhao，“wogenbenmeichou。yinweiwozhidao，
nihuibeifendaowozheizu。”“weishenme？”“yinweinimeicituanjian，douhuixuanzuipianyuandejiaoluopaizhaofapengyouquan。
”tadingzhewo，“erwodesheyingshi，yongyuanzhanzaitongyigejiaodu。”wonaozhonghongdiyisheng。neizhangzhaopianli，
beijingshuyingbanbo，jingtouweiweiyangjiao——zhengshitabangongshichuangwaideshijiao。tazaojiu……yizhizaipaiwo？
“linwan。”tabijinyibu，shengyinqingdexiangtanxi，“womenzhijian，nayoushenmeyuanjialuzhai，buguoshiwozaiyan，
nizaiduo。”shandianhuapotianji。zhaoliangtayandizanglesanniandeguang。erwozhongyumingbai，yuanlaineixiezhenfengxiangdui，
quanshitadeshitan；neixielengyanlengyu，quanshitadegaobai。kejiuzaizheishi，shoujizaicizhendong。
yitiaonimingyoujiandanchu：【nizhendeyiweiguyanzhixihuanni？tasannianqianjiudinghunle，weihunqishitabiaomei，
jiazulianyin。taduini，buguoshidafashijiandeyouxi。】woshouzhifadou。taitoukanta，tazhengwangzhewo，
zuijiaoweiyang。wohuranxiaole：“guyanzhi，nishuonixihuanwo？”“ng。”“neiniganxianzaidadianhuajinima，
shuoniyaoquxiaohunyuema？”taxiaorongjiangzhu。sanmiaohou，tataochushouji，botonghaoma，anxiamianti。
dianhuajietongdeshunjian，wotingjianyigeweiyandenvsheng：“yanzhi，hunliqingjianyijingyinhaole，xiageyuechuba。
”guyanzhikanzhewo，yiziyiju：“ma，hunyuequxiao。woyaoquderen，bushibiaomei，shilinwan。
”dianhuaneitouchenmowumiao，suijichuanlaishuaidongxideshengyin。wolengzaiyuandi。tashouqishouji，
dandandao：“xianzaixinlema？”wohaimeilaidejihuiying，xingzhengbuyoufaxiaoxi：【yintianqiyujing，luyingquxiao，
gaiweishineijubenshatuanjian，zhuti：《jinjizhilian》】yourenwen：【jiaosezenmefenpei？
】hrhuifu：【chouqian，qinglvjiaosebangding。】wodingzheshouji，xintiaorugu。
guyanzhihuranwozhuwodeshou：“zheici，wobuhuizairangnitaole。
”woshuaikaita：“nipingshenmejuedewohuiliuxia？”“pingzheige。”tacongqianbaotaochuyizhangfanhuangdezhitiao，
didaowomianqian。neishisannianqianwosuishourengjinlajitongdebianqianzhi，shangmianxiezhe：**“ruguoyouyitian，
yourenyuanyiweiwolinyuzoushili，wojiujiajita。”**wotongkongzhousuo。“neitianwomeizhuini。”tadisheng，
“shiyinweiwozhidao，nibuhuijieshouyigelangbeidegaobai。suoyiwodenglesannian，dengyigepeideshangnideziji。
”woyankuangfare。kejiuzaizheishi，bangongshimenbeimengdituikai。yigechuanxiangnaiertaozhuangdenvrenzoulejinlai，
meiyanlingli：“guyanzhi，nifenglema？quxiaohunyue？nizhidaofuqinhuizenmeduini？”shigujiada**，
guqinglan。talenglengsaowoyiyan：“linwan？yigeputongyuangong，yepeijingujiademen？
”guyanzhidangzaiwomianqian：“tabushiputongyuangong。tashiwoyaogongduyushengderen。”“kexiao。
”guqinglanlengxiao，“nizhidaotaweishenmenengshengdezheimekuai？yinweitabashidongshihuiguwen！tashilaiwodide！
”womengditaitou：“womeiyou！”“meiyou？”tashuaichuyifenwenjian，“nibasannianqianjiuhegujiatanguohezuo，
tiaojianshirangnijingongsi，jiejinguyanzhi，huoquneibuziliao。”wohunshenfaleng。neishijiade。
kewenjianshangdeqianming，xiangjilefuqindebiji。guyanzhihuitoukanwo，yanshenfuza。“linwan，”tashengyinshaya，
“nigaosuwo，zheishizhendema？”wozhanglezhangzui，quefabuchushengyin。chuangwai，yuyuexiayueda。
jubenshabaoxiangli，dengguanghunhuang。womenliugerenweizuozaiyuanzhuopang，jiaosekafadaoshoushang。
wochoudaodeshi“beiqiujindeqianjin**”，guyanzhishi“anliantashiniandebaobiao”。
qitarenyijingkaishidubeijinggushi，woquedingzhejiaosekafaleng。“anlianshinian……”wonannan。guyanzhitaiyan，
muguangchenjing：“xiangbuxiangwomen？”womeilita。kexintiao，zaoyishikong。
zhuchirenkaishijiangjieguize：“jinwandezhutishi《jinjizhilian》，suoyouqinglvjiaosebixuquanchengqianshou，
wanchengrenwucainengjiesuozhenxiang。”womengditaitou：“shenme？qianshou？”“guiding。”zhuchirensongjian，
“buzunshou，zhijietaotai。”woxiayishikanxiangguyanzhi。tayishenchushou，zhangxinxiangshang，dengzhewo。woyaochun，
youyusanmiao，bashouzhidashangqu。tadeshouhennuan，zhangxinyoubojian，qingqingbaoguozhuwode。dianliucuanguoquanshen。
“renwuyi：zaishifenzhongnei，zhaodaozangzaifangjianlidedingqingxinwu。”zhuchirenshuo，
“xiansuozainimendejiaosebeijingli。”woditoukanzijideka：**“qianjin**cengxieguoyifengxin，
zangzailaozhaidegangqinxia，xinzhongxiezhetaweiyiyuanyisibendeduixiang。”**woxintouyizhen。
zheiqingjie……zenmezheimeshu？guyanzhihurankaikou：“laozhaidegangqin？wojidegongsifeiqideyinleshiyouyijia。
”wojingyakanta：“nizenmezhidao？”“wochaguonisuoyoudakajilu。”tadandandao，
“nimeizhousanwuxiudouhuiquneilidanqin。”woxintouyizhan。yuanlai，talianzheigedouzhidao。womenqishenwangwaizou，
shouhaiqianzhe。zoulangkongwuyiren，zhiyouganyingdengsuizhejiaobuyizhanzhanliangqi。“guyanzhi。”wohurantingxia，
“nizhendexiangxinwoma？gangcaiqinglanshuode……”“wobuxin。”tadaduanwo，“wozhixinnideyanshen。
nikanzhewodeshihou，hekanzhebierenbuyiyang。”wobiziyisuan。yinleshizaiwuloujintou，mensuoyixiu。
guyanzhiyongliyitui，men“zhiya”dakai。yueguangtouguobolichuangsajinlai，gangqinjingmorushouyeren。wozouguoqu，
xiankaiqingai。xiamianyazhede，bushixin，ershiyizhangcd。
biaoqianshangxiezhe：**《linwandeshengriyinlehui——2019.05.20》**woshouyidou。
neishiwoshengrineitian，gongsinianhuideluzhiguangpan。wochangleyishou《perfect》，taixiazhangshengleidong。
kewocongweishuoguoneishiwodeshengri。guyanzhidunxiashen，conggangqintuijiacengchouchuyifengxin。
xinfengshangxiezhe：**“zhishinianhoudeni”**tadijiwo。wozhandouzhedakai。limianshiyiyexinzhi，
zijishuxiderangwozhixi——**“qinaidelinwan：ruguonikandaozheifengxin，
shuomingwoyijingguqiyongqigaosunizhenxiang。shinianqian，wozaiyinletinghoutaitoukannibiaoyan，congcizaimeinengwangjini。
wozhidaonitaoyanwo，juedewolengku、aoman、bujinrenqing。keneidoushiyande。yinweiwopa，