第5章迎接我的死亡
“xiansheng，jixiexianshiyangqibuzu，chengbuguoyigexiaoshi，shibushixuyaobafurenlachulai。”
songtingbujibuzaodiqishen，tiexindiweilinmianchuanshangyifu“neijiuzaidengbangexiaoshi，rangtahaohaozhangzhangjixing。”
zhulizhenggerenzhuizhuibuan，buzhidaoshibushiyaobahenduorendouwendaolexuexingqideshiqinggaosusongting。
“xiansheng，haishuiyinlengqieyoudaliangdeyuqun，furenhuaizheyun，pashibunengzaidaile。”
songtingmeitouweiweicuqi，zhenggerenxiandeyouxiefanzao“wobushijitazuohaoleanquancuoshima，zaishuole，xianzaishixiatian，zhishirangtazaihailipaojigexiaoshi，nengchushenmeshi……”
songtingdebiaoqingbeiwojinshouyandi，kanwoxiangshitiaoliangxiaochoubanzhengzhataoli。
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songtingpaianerqi，lianseheichengleyituan。
linmiancongbeihoulanzhutadeyao，youshiyifuweiqudeyangzi“ating，shiwoyujiannitaiwanle，buguaianhejiejiezheimeshuo，xiangbianhejiejieyijingzhidaocuole，tahaihuaizheshenyun，nijiufangguotaba，woshoudianweiqubusuanshenme，bieyingxiangdaonimendeganqing。”
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wopiaodangzaixukongzhong，kanzhezheigewoaileshiduoniandenanren。
zhijuedeweilifanjiangdaohaideexin。
xiayimiao,linmiannalewoxinglixianglizhuangzhewaipoguhuidexianglianchuxian，chanzhesongtingsongjileta。
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woqinyankanzhetabaguhuijiezhidasui，rengjinlegouwanli。wodeqingxuzhongyubengkui。
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“buyao，bukeyi!!"
neishiwaipoweiyiliuxiadedongxi，shitadeguhui，gengshiwodeyiwu。
linmianzhenggerenyangyangdeyi，yuwogezheciyuanbiduishi，jiangxiangliansuishourengjinhaili“anheaanhe，buzhidaodangnizhidaonizuizhenshidedongxibeiwoweilegou，huishishenmefanying。”
woxiangbawaipodegupengqilai，keshirenpingwozenmechumo，doumobudaobandianshiwu。
songting，linmianhezhiyuniruciduidai。
yigexiaoshihou，zhulipairenjiangshengzilahui，shengzikongdangdekepa，zhishengxiacanpodeyangqiguanheyizhibeiguazaishengzishangsanfazheshichouweidehetun。
“xiansheng，buhaole，furenbujianle……”