jiangwanqingdailengdekanzheluyanlikaidebeiying,daizhehushijinlai,jiangzhentouzhongxin***tadejingmaizhong,zhei**detengtonggan,jiangwanqingcaizhujianxiangxin,zijiyouzhongxinhuoguolaideshishi。
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“我…”
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已经彻底消失。
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“我知道了…”
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翌日醒来。
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她睡得并不安稳。
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quguoshuyuzijideshenghuo。
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