第6章:孩子没了

wojingedekanxiangshenchennan,binglengwuqingdehuacongtazuilishuochulai,yuqiqueyouxiangshizaishuojintiantianqibucuoyiyangpingchang。

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多么可笑。

wocengxiangruotarencuo,wohuibuhuiyuanliang,keneixiedouzhishiwocengxiang……

zaiyinianqian,wozaishoushushiligenhaizishengsiyixian,shenchennanqueyinweinvpiaochangbeizhualejinqushi,wojiugaisixin。

zaishenchennandefuqinnazhewushiwanduiwoshuo“zheishichennanbuchangnide,zhongxinzhaogehaonanrenjialeba”,neishiwojiugaimingbaia。

wogenshenchennanxiangaisannian,tademuqinyunnuoworuoshishengleerzijiutongyiwojinshenjiamen,kehoulaiwoshenglegenver,haishiyichushengjiusiledenver。

wobeishenjiapaoqi,shenchennanpaoqi,tazhishizhizhongdoumeiquyiyuankanguowo,meikanwomendenveryiyan。

wodeshuangshouzailiangcejinzuanzhe,kanzherangwozuoemengdejunlian,woyandoumeizha,lianshangbuzhishiyushuihaishileishuilianchengxiandixia,yangshouyibazhangshanzaishenchennanlianshang,neiyishengcuixiang,dazaishenchennanlianshang,quejiangwozijiyejidaxingle,

“shenchennan,nibushiren!”

shenchennanzhichenmoleyishun,diudiaoleshoulidesan,dashouhuranxiangyibaqianziqiazhuwodebozi,mouzilishitaotiandenuyi,tabaonudaobianyuan,lengtuchuyijuhua:“lousheng,biezaiwomianqianshangyanzheiyichu,nisuangeshenmedongxi,woshenchennanxiangyaohaiziyoudeshinvrenweiwosheng,siyigeyouhefang。”

死一个又何妨。

woyouqiyouhenyoutong,wanjianchuanxinyebuguoruci。

xiangdaowoneikeliandehaizi,zaikanzheshenchennanwuqingdelian,womeiyoufankang,mouzilideguangyidiandiananxiaqu,lengxiaqu,jiansezichao:“kanlaiwozhenshigaokanleziji。”

“nihaizhidaozijidiweibeijian。”shenchennanzuijiaoyangqiyimoguiyidexiao:“lousheng,renmingzainiyanlisuandeleshenme?biebazijinongdezheimegaoshang,zheiyinianmeiyouwo,nikankanzijihuodeduolangbei,zenme,xianzaizheishixianggenwolaigezhongfengdeximazaihuilai?kexiwoshenchennanbuquenvren,geyedeshengcai,kanzherangwodaoweikou。”

隔夜的剩菜。

xinliwujinsuanse,neigecengjingduiwohaishishanmengdenanrena,tazaiduiwoshuo,worangtadaoweikou。

buzhiheshiyanjiaodakedakedereleicongyankuangyongchu,beilengfengshunjianjiangwen,hezheyushui,binglengcigudeconglianjiahualuo,dazaitadeshoubeishang。

takanwodeyanshenxiangshikanyitanlingrenexindewuhui,ranhoubuxiedesongkaiwo,wodeshenziwulidetanzuozaiyushuili,sesefadou。

yinianqian,yeshizheiyangdeyuye,wobaozhehaiziliangtoudeshentizaiyumulibuzixufu……

yuyuelaiyueda,chongshuazhelumian,jishuixiangbentengdeheliu,wodemuguangdingzheshenchennanbeiyushuishitoudepixie,ranhoumanmanshangyi,wojiuzuozaidishang,yangzhetoukanta,tafushizhewo。

wohenzhezheigenanren,yinianlai,henyizhizengbujian,wozaixindixiesidili,kezuichunduosuozhe,zhandouzhe,tubuchuyigezi,quangengzaihoulongli,woqingqingyizhangzui,yihuxi,biantengdewobunengziji。

kanzhekanzhe,yushuiyuleishuizaoyimohuletadelunkuo,wohuranxiaole,xiaodeqiliang,xiaozijikebei,daizhewanxindetong,woshengyinpinghuan,daizhepijuan,daizheduishenmedouwusuoweidetaidu:“shenchennan,rangnishiwangle,woxianzaihuodehenhao,buxuyaoni,woloushengyeyiranhuodehenhao。”

huozheshuo,meileni,wogenghao。

huoxushigenfurongtingdaijiule,yeyouletadeyingzi,yixiepiqichenjindehenkuai,wobenkezhigaoqiang,xuanyaodeduishenchennanshuo,woxianzaihuodehenhao,shibeichengfujiashaonainai,meijindeleshenjia,quejinlebishenjiamenjiangenggaodefujia,kewomeiyou,wodemeiyigezidouruciqinghuan,henpingdan,xiangzheilumianshangliudongdeyushui,meiyouwendu,guadandaojizhi。