第5章 相信自己

好。”

lengyuxibayaochirengzaichajishang,bingshuodao:yaochifangzaichajishangle”

nizhendebuchifanjiuzou?”

buchile”henkuaijiuzhuanruguanmendeshengyin。

ai。”leimingtanqidao,gankuaichiwanwucan,xiawuyaoqurencaishichangkankan。

jiangchengshi,leimingbingbushihenshu,tayongshoujisoulejijiarencaishichang,qizhongyigebaogaozuiduodejiaojiangchenghuiyuanrencaishichang,chakanzheigerencaishichangdedizhi,juedingxianqukankan,bachufangshoushihaohou,kaicheguoqu。

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jiangchengshijiangyuanrencaishichangqueshihuobaoyichang,renshengdingfei,changwaitiezhewushudedahaibao,shangmianxiezhegegerencaishichangdeshijiandidianhexingzhi。danshiwuyiliwaidexuyaomenpiao,lianzuididemenpiaodoushishiyuan。leimingzhengzhunbeijinqu,yixiajiutingdaopangbianchuanlaidehuasheng。

yi,wantiguandezonghexingrencaishichangjiushimingtiana。wantiguanlizheilibushihenyuanba?”yizhanghaibaoqianyourendashengshuodao。

 neihaoa,mingtianganjinqu,yijinglaizheiliyigexingqile,zaizhaobudaogongzuowodeqianjiuyaokuaiyongwanle,duilekuaikankanmenpiaoshiduoshao?”

meiyoukandaopiaojia,dengdeng,a,kandaole,shimianfeide。zheicijuranbanleyicimianfeiderencaishichang,cangtiana,dadia,zheishisheizhubandea,fozubaoyounia。zongsuanshibangoumenzheibangqiongxueshengzuoleyijianshishi。”

zhendea,xianzaijuranhaiyoumianfeidedongxi?buhuishijiade?”

leimingyitingshimianfeide,xinliyehengaoxing,jimangjidaojinqiankanlekan,guoranshimianfeide,mashangzoulejinqu,genzhemimimamadeqiuzhidajunjijinrencaishichang,haozaihuiyuanshizaishida,shangxiajiceng,suiranrenduodaoyebushixiandetebie,jinquyihouleimingcaishayanle,meigeqiuzhizheshoulidounazheqiuzhijianli,keshizijichuleyishuangshou,yizhangzuiwai,shenshangchulejizhangzhishenmezhidoumeiyou,zheikezenmeban。

 kanzhezheixieqiuzhizhedoushinazhejianli,yigedanweiyigedanweidemenglietuixiaoziji,leimingjuedezijiyaozuodianshenmele,buranxiacidengdaozheizhongbuyaomenpiaoderencaishichang,haibuzhidaoyaodengdaoduojiu,leimingkanyigekongweichulai,yizuikuaidesuduqiangzailingwaiyimingqiuzhizheqianmianzuolexiaqu。

 xianshengnihao,qingwenniduiwomengongsidenagegangweimanyi?”zhaopindeneimingbijianyoujikequebandenvhai,jiandaoleimingzhishidingzhezijikan,quebunachujianli,xinlizaojiuyouxiebumanyi,xinshuomeiyoujianguomeinvzhangquebandea。

 e,meinvjiejienihao,woduinimengongsidesuoyougangweidouhenmanyi。”leimingyitingdaozheigenvhaishuohuadeyuqi,jiuzhidaozijishitaile,ganmangshuodao。

 tingdaoleimingjiaomeinvjiejie,zheimingzhaopinxiaojiedekouqizongsuanshihaoleyidian,ranhouwen:neinixiangyingpinneigezhiweini?jiangnidegerenjianlinajiwokankan。”

 yaojianlijiuluolexiachengle,woduinimentiechulaidesuoyougangweidouhenshihe,niwulunzenmeanpai,wodoukeyishengrende。”leiminghaimeiyoushuowanzheigezhaopindexiaojiejiulianseyichen,zheibubaimingleshidaodanma?zijigongsizheiciyaodegangweibaohanlejixie、dianzi、yiyao、guanli,shenzhihaiyouyigexinlizixundegangwei,zheigemeiyoujianlidejiahuojuranshuoshenmedoukeyi。

 duibuqi,zheiweixianshengwoxiangnihaishidaobiededanweiqukankan,yexuneiliyounizheizhongquanmianxingrencaideweizhi,xiayiwei。”zheigeyoujikequebandenvhailikeduileimingxialezhuling。

 keshiwoshuodeshishishi。”leiminghaixiangjieshideshihou,yijingbeilingwaiyimingqiuzhizhejilechuqu。

leimingwunaidezhihaoyouhuandaobiededanwei,buguoyijiayijiadezouguolai,leimingdedaodedafujiushi,

qingnindaobiedegongsikankan...”

ninbushihewomendegongsi....”

 biedoule,zheiwei,bashijianliudianjibieren。”

duibuqi,xiansheng...”

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 raoshileimingshuozijishuodetianhualuanzui,erqieyijingshixingchenglinglidexiuzhenzhe,danshizaizheigeruodaderencaishichang,nongchuleyishendehandoumeiyouzhaodaoyigegongzuo,suirantarenweizheigerencaishichangchuleshenghaiziyiwai,suoyoudegongzuozijidouhui,danshitayiranshilinjinzhongwudeshihouyemeiyoushoudaoyifenyixiangshu。

 yuxijie,neigeshibushinide......”meinayehelengyuxidaibiaozijidegongsicanjialezheicirencaishichang,buguotamenshilaizhaorende。

lengyuxizhengzaimanbujingxindetingzheyigekouruoxuanhedeyingpinzhejieshaozheziji,hurantingdaomeinadehua。chaotazhidedifangyikan,dunshizhengzhule,neibujiushileimingma?

meina,xiamiandezhaopinnilai。”lengyuxijihukongzhibuzhuzijideshenti,zhandouzherangmeinajietiletadegongzuo。

 kanzheleimingyijiayijiadepao,yiciyicidebeijujue。lengyuxihuranjuedexinliyizhendenanguo,zhenxianglikechongdaotadegenqiandashengdegaosuta。

ninaozibushihenhao,jiubuyaozhaogongzuole,waimianbushiheni。”

buguozhuanyanjiuxiangqilaixianzaideleiminggujiyoumeiyoufanchile,yuanyuandekanzheleiming,meicitacongyigexindeweizhibeigandezhanqilaishi,taneiyanshendoushizijicongweijianguodeyizhongyouyuheshanggan,huranyouleyizhongxiangkudechongdong。

leimingtanlekouqi,xinshuosuanle,suiranzijishuodeyeshitianhualuanzhui,shenzhidouyaoshuochulianshengxiaohaidouyaohuile,danshimeiyouyigerenxiangxinziji。

zijidewentihaishimanmanlaiba,suiranyixianzaileimingdebenshi,suibianzailushangqiangdianqiandoushiqingeryiju,danshitaleimingshigeyingqihejiaoaoderen,jiushiesile,yebuhuiquzuozheizhong**deshiqing。

shenmejiefujipin,neidoushiqiangdaoweizijiqiangzhaodejiekou,nandaofurendeqianjiushidashuichongguolaide,neiyeshitamenxinkuzhengguolaide,wulunshizenmezhengde,doushibierendehanshui,kanyangzizheilizhendebushihezijia,tanlekouqi,leimingzhunbeilikairencaishichangle。

 zheiweixianshengqingliubu。”zhengdangleimingzhunbeilikairencaishichangdeshihoubeiyigejiaomeideshengyinjiaozhu。

 huiguotoulai,leimingkanjianyigesanshiduosuidemeimao**,xiongqianxiongyong,juranbilengyuxihaiyaofengmanjifen,yaoxi,yishuanghuishuohuadeshuimeiyan,haoyigerangrenxiangruofeifeideshuiling**。

nijiaowo?”

 zheigemeimao**jianleimingzhishisaolezijiyiyan,yanliluchuyidianxinshang,jiufeichangpingjingdewenzijishibushizijijiaota,juranmeiyoubiedenanrenyijianziji,jiuyifuzaiyanzhongdemoyang,buyoudeyouyouleyisihaogan。

 shide,gangcaiwotingdaoxianshengyingpindeshihoudoushishuozijishenmedouhui,womengongsidaozhendexuyaonizheizhongquanmianxingderencai,buzhidaoxianshengkefoujiwomengongsiyigejihui?”shuowanzheimingmeifuyanranyixiao,liangyangouhun,yileimingdedingliheyuelidoubeijingleyixia。