第六章 我只是不甘心

muxuanlenglengdidingzhechuangwaizhanfangdemeihua。

zuowanpeizhandehua,yizhizaitanaohailipaihuai。

daodifashengleshenmeshirangpeizhanhentarugu?tamensuoshoudeku,“tamen”shishei?

wumamayouxinchongchongdizuozaichuangbian。

tatanlekouqi,“**bietainanguo,xinrenzongyaojinmende,bushier**,yehuishiqitaren。”

wumamashimuqinshenbiandejiuren,congxiaozhaoguta,peitajiadaolepeijia。

muxuanjiangtoukaozaiwumamajianshang,wuzheyanjingshuodao,“mama,wozhishibuganxin。”

taduipeizhanzheiliangnianqingxinxiangdai,meixiangdaoqueshirujindexiachang。gengkebeideshi,peizhanzheiyangqifuta,taquehaishifangbuxia。

wumamatanlekouqi,fuzhetadezhangfadao,“shahaizi,ganqingyoubushizhongzhuangjia,nifuchulejiuyouhuibao。ruozhenshizheiyang,shijianyejiushaolezheixuduochinanyuannv。”

muxuanmolemoyanlei,“mama,genzhewozheiyangdezhuzishizaiweiqunile。nibenlaikeyizaixiangxiayiyangtiannian,douguaiwotuoleileni。”

wumamaxiaodao,“wodouyibalaogutoule,youshenmehaolianleide。zhiyaonibuxianqiwonianlaowuyongjiuhao。”tadeshouqingqingfushangmuxuandelian,titacazheyanlei,“douzheimedarenle,haizheimeaiku。”

shuohaodejinrilaisongxiushu,peizhanquejielianjitiandoumeilezongying。

zheiyirichiguowufan,muxuanzhengzaiwuneihuazheyifujiujiuxiaohantu,huameizaipangbianshihoubimo。zhiyonglejibi,yizhisumeibianyueranzhishang。

turantingdaojicudejiaobusheng。peizhantieqingzhelian,jingzhijinleneiting。peizhanyixiangzhuzhongyitai,henshaozaixiarenmianqianbaoluguoqingxu,zheicixianranshiqidehenle。wumamahehuameidanyoudikanlemuxuanyiyan,qiaoqiaotuilechuqu。

muxuanpingjingditaiyankanxiangta,shizhijinri,zuoyoubuguoyifengxiushu,yijingmeishenmekepadele。

“pa”diyisheng,yizhangbiaohaodehuazhibeihenhendishuaizaimuxuanlianshang,huazhoudadelianshengteng。“mujiada**zhenshihaodadebenshi,wozheibeizimeifuguoshei,jintiansuanshifuleni。”

muxuanyidai,wanquanbuzhidaopeizhandenuhuoyinheerqi。tadakaihuazhi,buyoudelengleleng。

huazhongdeshaonvchuanzheyijiansujingdelansemianbuyiqun,yaqingsedetoufashuchengleyitiaobianzi,chuleshouwanshangyizhibilvdeyuzhuosanfazheyingyinglvguang,hunshenshangxiazaiwurenhezhuangshi,quexiandemeilichuchen。

画中人正是她自己。

peizhanyibazhuazhutaxianxideshouwan,“nizhenshihaobenshi!wowangchangdaoshixiaoqiaoleni。nishibushichidingwomenpeijialeshibushi?”

peizhanshoujingjida,muxuantengdeyanleidoukuailiuchulai,“peizhan,nihaobujiangdaoli。wodaodizuocuoleshenme?zheifuhuazenmehuishi,nibahuashuomingbai。”

“hao!hao!douzheishihoule,nihaigenwozhuanghutu。zheifuhuashizaierdidefangzhongfaxiande,nanguaitazuijinxinshenbuning。xiarenshuotazongshiduizheyifuhuafadai,muqinyiweitayouzhongyidenvzi,rangwoquchacha。meixiangdaohuazhongrenjuranshini!”

muxuanzhijuedebaikoumobian。zicongsigeyueqian,peizhanturanxianghuanlegeren,biandexinshizhongzhong。jiezhepomubingzhong,tayoushiqulehaizi。zhidaomuqingqingjinmen,zheiyilianchuandeshiqingrangtacuoshoubuji。

yaobushipeizhanzuijinzuoshiqingqiqiguaiguai,tazenmehuiqingxinyigexiarendehua,qulepeiyandefangzi,beirensuanji。

tazhijianguopeiyanyimian,weishenmeshiqingdouyaosuandaotadetoushang。