第一章
woshinanpinhougongwenzhongwunaodaotienanzhudenvdi。
anjuqing，woyinggaiduibeiwomieguodefeiwuhuangziyijianzhongqing，jianghuangweigongshouxiangrangzhiweihuandetayiju“xianhui”dekuajiang。
shenzhilianzijidiqindebaomei、zhengzhanshachangdejiangjun、xinweitianxiadezaixiang......yiyiquandousongzhinanzhutashang，rangtianxianvzizaishi“nvde”，laolaoshishizhonghui“benwei”。
jiuzainanzhuxiaheyangqi45°，dengzhewobatayingjingongzhongshi。
wodangjiliduan，xialingdao：“lairen，batayanle！”
1、
jiangnanrongmieguodedangri，wojuexingle。
wofaxianwosuozaideshijiejingranzhishihuabensuohua，erwojuranshihuabenzhongdenvzhujiao。
zaiyikezhonghou，wojianghuiduibeinanrongdeqihuangziyijianzhongqing，buguzhongrenzulanjiangqidairugongzhong。
xianshiyifenghouzhiweixiangying，xialingtianxiajiantarujianwo，jianghuangquandoufentayiban。
zhihougengshizuoleweibeizuzongdejueding，zhijiejiangxianbeihaoburongyiwenzhudejiangshandougongshouxiangrang，zijizuoletadehuanghou。
bujinruci，weiletaotahuanxin，wohaijiangchaozhongrongzichusedenvguandouzhudongnarutadehougongzhizhong，rangtamenshiqushiye，kunshougongzhong，chengweigongrenquledelongzhongque。
woshangweijijidenianyoubaomei，tiwozhengzhansifangdezhenxijiangjun，yuwozhiquxiangtou、xinweitianxiadezaixiang，doulunweinanzhudehoufei，yixinzhixiangzhezhengfengchicu，duoqunanzhuchongai。
shenzhiwohaiyishenzuoze，jiangwushunvzisheshenfusi，jingliqianxinwankucaicongnanzishouzhongduolaidequanli，quandoujinshurangren，rangnvzihuiguisanchihouyuan。
ziwoyihou，tianxiazaixing“nvde”，nvzicongciweifu、weifu、weizi、weixiongdi，weidubuweizijierhuo。
qinshenzouwansuoyoujuqinghou，woyikoulaoxuegengzaihoulongkou，xianxiemeiqixuefanyongerjueguoqu。
zhijianfanshoujiangcishawodenanrongsihuangzimobo，wodingzhemanshenxuexing，chaojiaoluowangqu。
neiduozaiziwenhoufeishitizhixia，shituyongnvziluoqunyangaiziji，shitutaoguoyijiede，zhengshisuoweidetianmingzhizi——nanrongqihuangzinanzhengrong。
2、
“qu，balimianneigezhuangsidetuochulai。”
wochaoyipangdeshouxiaminglingdao，yuqiyane。
nanzhengrongxiangsigouyibanbeirentuochulai，hunshenlangbei，duishangwodeshixianshi，jingbeihedekezhibuzhudefadou。
haimeidengwokaikou，tajiuxianguidaozaidi，zitaibeiweiwubi。
“bixiaraoming，bixiaraoming！”
he，zheijiushisuoweidenanzhu，zheijiushisuoweidetianmingzhizi。
haowuqigai，danxiaorushu，jiupingzheduochulaideyikuairou，jishishenmedoubuhuiyeyenengqingqingsongsongzuoyongyiqie。
shayizhibuzhudefanyong，wobuzhishizaihentahaishizaihen“wo”ziji。
jiuzheimeyigefeiwu，quezhongjielewushunvzishubainianlaidekangzheng。
nandaoliantiandaodoupianxintamennanzima？
凭什么？凭什么！
womennvzinayidianburutamen？wofanguozheishubainianlainvzidangquan，buyeshizhengzhengrishangguotaiminan，shenzhijinrihaitongyinanrong，jieshuleliangbaiduoniandeluanshi。
pingshenmezuihouquerangzheigefeiwuzuoyongtianxia，hairangsuoyounvzidoushiqubenyingyongyoudequanli！
huoxushiwodeshaxintaiguomingxian，zheiyicinanzhengrongbingmeiyourutonghuabenzhongdeneiyangaoman。
huabenliwobingweiyinweijuexingerdanwushajinnanronghuanggongdeshijian，suoyizhenghaoganshanglenanrongfeipingongzhumenjitiziwen。
chuyutongweinvzideneiyimolianmin，wodunxiashenshituweisibumingmudexiaogongzhuheyan，quebeinanrongsihuangzitouxi。
weijishikeshinanzhengrongzhudongxianshenbaozhewogunkai，woyeyinciduitayijianzhongqing，feiyaoyongfenghouzhiweiyingjieyigewangguohuangzirugong。
qitarensuiranqiaobuqizheigeyiwushichudefeiwu，dannianzaitaduiwojiumingzhiendefenshang，qiazhebiziyejiurenle。
kezheigehuaxinfangzongguanbuzhuxiabanshendenanzhengrong，lianqufanguodelushangdouyaozhanhuarecao，congshinvdaowodetieshenanwei，taquandouzhaoregebian。
3、
“zhaomingyao，wochengrenqueshiyoudianxihuanni，kenimielewodeguojia，shalewodejiaren，woruoshijiuzheiyanghenizaiyiqi，ruheduideqiwosiqudejiaren？”
qiangpoleshinvdenanzhengrong，beigaodaowomianqianshi，manlianbeitongdekaikou。
zheiyijingbushidiyicile，zuikaishitabeifaxianshihaihuihuangzhangshicuodejieshi，qiuwoyuanliang。
touqingdeduixiangyeshiziyuande。
kenengshiwozuikaishidefangren，yijingyiciyouyicideyuanliang，yizhiyutazhujianfangsiqilai。
shenzhikaishizhangzhezijidequanshishenfen，qiangpotaren。
ertasuoyizhangdequanshi，quandoulaiziyuwodefangzong。
“woshinanronghuangshixiancunweiyidehuangzi，zongbukenengrangwodehaizidoujiazazhemiezuchourendexuemaiba，kaizhisanyeshiwodezhize，wodoujiuleniyiming，ninandaolianzheidianxiaoshidoubuyuanyijieshouma？！”
qiaoqiaotashuodeshenmegoupibutongdehuhua，miezuzhichouyutaqiangpotarenyoubanfenqianguanxima！
mingmingshizijijingchongshangnao，qilesexin，quetuituozaimiezuzhichoushang，jiamojiayangxuweizhiji。
kehenhuabenzhongdewojingranhaixinletadeguihua，chanshengneijiu，morennanzhengrongduiwodechenshuyigegexiashou。
jishitamenqiudaowomianqian，yetuituoleshi，shenzhiquantamenzhudongxianshen。
“zhenzhinimenyishibankejieshoubule，kezhengrongtashenweinanrongguohuangzi，benkewendingtianxia，queweizhenqujuhougongdefangcunzhidi。”
“shizhenyoufuyuta！suoyi......”wobuganqukantamendeyanjing，zhifanfuqiangdiaodao：
“zhengrongtacaizhiguorenwenrouwubi，daishijianjiule，nimenziranhuizhixiaotadehao，ganxinfushita。”
yishuangshuangweiqufennunanyikezhideyanjingchuxian，womanshixinxukuijiu，jihuwufazhishi。
“bixia，neiwomenni！womennandaobushinindeziminma？taweibeileninqinzizhidingdelvfa，nandaojiuzheiyangdangzuoshenmeshidoumeiyoufashengguoma？！”
“zhenhuibuchangnimende。”wotulaodejieshizhe，xinzhongqueyemingle。
qitaduoyudebuchangyutamenwuyong，tamenzhixiangqiuyigegongping。
tamenzhixiangrangshanghaitamenderendedaoyingyoudexiachang。
erneizhengshihuabenzhongdewowufahuiyingde......
wowanrushilezhiban，haowuzhujiandetingcongzhenanzhengrongdehua。
tangtangyiguozhijun，quezhudongtuirang，weinanzhengrongdalihougongsuoshi。
yanzhengzhengkanzhetachongxingqitaren，biaomianshangyundanfengqing，haobuzaiyi。
beidiliquehaiwushucidehouhuichuilei，zaiwushugeduziduizhupantianmingdeshenyeli，yiciyouyicidezhiwenziji，jiantaoziji。