第1章 不要为打翻的牛奶哭泣

“hexiansheng,woyuanyiqurongcheng,chengweininmeimeidexinliyisheng。”

jiangshiyipingjingdeshengyinxiangqi。

dianhualingyitou,nanrensangyindichen,lvedaixieyiwai。

“jiangxiaojie,tingshuoniyijingchengjia,ruguoshebudejiating,wokeyiweinidezhangfuhehaizitigongfangbian。”

丈夫和孩子?

jiangshiyichuixiamou,buyuanchubeitacuoshoudafandeniunaihaizaidishangliutang。

tahudixiangqizaoshangtadafanniunaishi,erziyanedeshense。

“mama,niweishenmelianzheidianxiaoshidouzuobuhao?ruguoshishenyiyi,takendingbuhuigaoza?niyidiandoubibushangshenyiyi。”

erzikouzhongdeshenyiyishizhangfuchenkedebaiyueguangshenqingxue,chulemingdebaleiwuwudaojia,yiquxiaotianetiaoderumengsihuan,jiulianerzidouxinxiangwangzhi。

dangshichenketingleerzidehua,bingmeiyoujiaoxunerzi,zhishilengmojifengdikanxiangta:“tazenmenenghenishenyiyibi?dangchuruguobushinimamafeijinxinsi,wogenbenbuhuiquta……”

tahechenkejiehunqinian,tayeanlianlechenkeqinian。

houlailiangrenyinweiyichangyiwaifashengguanxi,youlehaizicailingzhengjiehun。

chenjiashichuantonghaomen,jiajichenkehou,chenjiayaoqiutafangqigongzuo,jinxinjinlidanghaochentaitaixiangfujiaozi,jiaoyanghaoerzichenmingrui。

jiangshiyiweileerzi,zuizhongtongyile,xishouzuogengtangchenglejiatingzhufu,jingjingyeyezhaoguzhangfuerzi。

ranerqinianguoqu,tadeerzihezhangfuxinxinnianniandequeshilingyigenvren。

xiangdaoerzichangguazaizuibiande:“mama,niweishenmezonghebabanao?nishenmedoubuhui,bababuxihuannicaizhengchang,yaoshishenyiyinengchengweiwomamajiuhaole。”

jiangshiyishouhuimuguang,sangyinqingdeyouxiepiaohu:“hexiansheng,bubile。”

jirantamendouxiangyaoshenqingxuechengweitamendeqizihemama。

那她就成全他们。

zhangfuheerzi,tadoubuyaole。

jiangshiyihehejinrongyuehaolebangeyuelikai。

hejinrongshirongchengdeshoufu,meimeiyinweixinliwentizhongduyiyu。

zhaoshangchenjiaoshouxunqiubangzhushi,chenjiaoshoutuijianlejiangshiyi,yinweitacengshichenjiaoshouzuideyidedizi,zaicuimianhexinlixueshang,douzhanxianchuchaogaodetianfu。

houlaitajiajichenke,yintuichenglejiatingzhufu,chenjiaoshoucengyihanfeichang。

“shiyi,jibiannishiyigenvren,niyebuyinggaiyinweichenjiabeikunyuketingchufang。niyouqiangdaziyoudelinghun,yinggaijinqingshizhannidecaihua。”

chenjiaoshoucengzheiyanggaosuta。

neishitaquexuanzeweichenjiatuoxie。

rujinkanlai,queshipangguanzheqing。

tazaichenkezheiduifuzishenshangfuchudeyiqiedoushiziwogandong,zaitamendeyanli,tazheigecengjingdexinlixuetiancaibibushangpianpianqiwudexiaotianebaiyueguang。

jiangshiyidedianhuagangguaduan,qiaqiao,chenkedeyuyinxiaoxidanchulai:“wohemingruizaiwaimianyongcan,buyongzhunbeiwancanle。”

tadeyuqixishupingchang,buxiangshizaiheqizijiaodai,fandaoxiangshizaidingzhubaomuyongren。

tazheixieniansuosuimangliu,dequexiangjilemianfeiyongren。

jiangshiyigangyaohuita,quezaibeijingyinlitingdaoshenqingxueheerzideshengyin。

“shenyiyi,mamaxianggelaowupoyiyang,bujinshenmedoubuhui,haixihuanguantianguandi,burangwochizheixie,haishiyiyinizuihao,shenmedoushunzhewo,wozuiaishenyiyile。”

erzidehuayutianzhenzhinen。

ruguoshihuanzuowangchang,jiangshiyidayuehuishiluonanguo。

keciketadexin,quechuhuyiliaodepingjing。

yinweizaochan,erzishentiyouxieruo,tajingxinzhaoguzheimeduonian,zaiyinshishanggengshifeijinxinsi,tadanxintadeshenti,buyuanrangtazaiwaimianyongcan。

kezaierzideyanli,tajingchenglegelaowupo。

jiangshiyimeiyouduoshuo,zhijianduandihuilege“hao”。

xuemaixianglianyehao,taruoxiaochanruodeshentiyehao,douhetawuguanle。

jiangshiyikanzhezaluandeketing,meiyouqinshoushoushidafandeniunai,ershizhaolaijiazhengayi。

chenkebuxihuanwairenlaijiali,yeyincijialiyizhishijiangshiyishoushidasao,tayizhibenzhuodianzhaochenkedexiezuoshi。

kerujin,jiangshiyixiangtongle。

tayaolikaile,chenkexihuanbuxihuan,buzhongyaole。

jiazhengayishoushizhefangjian,jiangshiyihuidaofangjianzailihunxieyishushangqianxiazi,erhoufaledingshideyouji。

bangeyuehou,zheifenglihunxieyishuhuizhunshijidaotazhangfudeshouzhong。

taxiang,zheidagaishitasongjichenkedezuihouyiyangliwu。

wanshang,chenkezhongyudaizheerzihuilaile。

liangrengangdaojia,erzixingfendehuajiuxiangqi:“baba,shenyiyitiaowuxiangbianmofayiyang,blingblingde,houtianxuexiaodeyanchu,wokeyiyaoqingshenyiyima?”

erzizaiguizuyoueryuanshangxue。

houtianyouyichangyanchu,xuyaofumupeitong,zhishitayixiangjuedezijizheigemamanabuchushou,yincicongweihetatiqi。

yuanlai,tashixiangyaoshenqingxuepeitaqu?

erzixingfenkuailedemoyangzaitajinwuzhongshijiaranerzhi。

jiandaotashi,erzizuibaminlemin,meitouyezhoudehenjin。

chenkeqianzheta,saoleyanjiali,zhoulezhoumei:“jialiyourenlaiguo?”

“ng。”jiangshiyisuikoushuo:“youxieyongbushangdedongxi,worangrenzhenglijuanchuqule。”

biru,tacengweizhangfumaide,queyicimeiyongguodelingdaihexiukou,weierzizhunbeidanhenkuaidiudaoyipangdewanju。

tayaolikai,zheixiejiuwuhaishijinkuaizhenglihao,ganghaotitazhangfuweizheigejiayinglaishenqingxuezheiweixinnvzhurenzuohaozhunbei。

chenkejuedeyouxiebuduijing。

tahenshaoguanzhuyijudebianhua,yincibingbujideyijulishaoleshenme。

zhishiningzhemei,lengshengdao:“mingruishentibuhao,duihenduodongxiguomin,yihouhaishishaodairendaojialilai,neixiezawudiulejiuxing,chenjiabuqueneidiandongxi。”

是啊。

tajingxinjizhangfuheerzizhunbeidejingxi,conglaidoushikeyoukewude。

jiangshiyimeiyouxiangyiwangyiyangfazuo,gengmeiyoujieshitabirenherendouqingchumingruideguominyuan,zhishikanxianglengmoyingjundezhangfudiandiantou:“wozhidaole。”

jiangshiyixiangqierzijinmenshidehua,hudishuodao:“mingtianwoyoudianshi,mingruixuexiaodeyanchuninengheshenxiaojieyiqiquma?”

yipangdechenmingruiwenyanyanjingyiliang,qiqiaiai:“zhendekeyima?mama,nizhenderangshenyiyipeiwoquma?”

jiangshiyikanzheerzixingfenkuailedemoyang,huranxiaolexia。

tadiandiantou:“zhende。”

chenkequemeitouningjin,dangtazainaopiqi,lianseshunjianlenglexialai,bunaidao:“jiangshiyi,niyouzainaoshenme?mingruihaixiao,xihuanqingxuehenzhengchang,tasuikoushuoshuoeryi,ninandaoyaohetazhiqima?”