第1章
“shaoyu，nideruxuetongzhishu，gongxia，nikeshizanmenbanshangweiyiyigekaoshangbeipingdetongxue！”
xiaomimidaizhekangfendeshengyinzaierbianxiangqi，shaoyuxindiyemanshiyiran，jieguoneizhangdahongsemanshixiqingdetongzhishu。
“谢谢！”
hanxuanliangju，shaoyugentongxueshuolezaijian，kanzheshoushangneizhangtongzhishu，pengpengtiaozhedexinyejianjianpingjingxialai。
conghuakangjiehuidaojiali，youyuzaoyijingjiujiechengtuan。
xiyangcongmenkoutoujinlaizhangzhangdejianying，samanyidijinguang，mumenshangmodengnvlangderiliyebeiyingdefaliang。
1979年。
tahezhangfuyijingjiehunliangnian，xianzaiqunianshu，bianyaofenlisinian，shenzhigengjiu，jinguanxiangqubeipingnianshu，danshaoyuhaishidadingzhuyi，hezhangfujizixuanshanglianghouzaizuojueding。
“邵瑜。”
menkouchuanlainanrendeshengyin，tatizheyidaiyoubaogaodianjinlaifangzaizhuoshang：“zheishizhouxueyantongzhizuode，tajiaowonalaijinichi。”
shaoyuxinzhongdexiyibeiduzaixiongkou，kanzheneibaohaobukeqiyazaitaluqutongzhishushangdegaodian，xinzhongdewanqiansixuhuranbeiyigezhibaoyaping。
tachuizheyan，shengyinpingjing：“zhoutongzhixinkule。”
zhouxueyanshizhangfuzhanyoudeyishuang，zhangfusixialiduizijitanqi，tanianjiqingqingshoulegua，haidaizhegehaizi，shenghuobuyi，tamendeduitaduozhaoguxie。
tajuedezhangfumianlengxinre，daizhouxueyanmuziyehenhao。
yilaierqu，zhouxueyanyehuiwangjialisongxiedongxi，zhishitashizhonggenzhangfugengqinni，songdongxiyezhihuisongdaozhangfuneili，fanergenzijiguanxidandan。
houmiantabianyinhuitiguobuxiwangzhangfuzaigentalaiwang，kezhangfuquezhoumeiwunaidao：“renjiaguerguamudeshenghuobuyi，ayuguai，dongshiyidian。”
youqishizheiduanshijian，zhouxueyanweileerzinianshujinzhudaolejiali。
“nijintianqunaerle？”
shaoyuzhengyaozhixiangzhuomianshangdeluqutongzhishushuohua，buliaozhangfugenbenmeixiangdengtahuida。
“zhouxueyantongzhishike，nizenmenengmafantazaijializhaogumani？”
jizixuanrouzhemeixin，mianluzebei，dankanzheqizizhenglengdeshense，youtanlekouqi，ruanleshengyin。
“wotiliangniyaonianshuyaomangxuexiaolideshi，dannizongbunengweinanrenjiaguerguamu。”
shaoyufangcaidehuanxijinshutunqu，takanzheyanqianchuanzhezangqingsemaoyidenanren，hurangandaohenmosheng。
zheijianmaoyishizhouxueyanweileganxiejijiashouliutamenteyizuode。
ketayeweizhangfuzuoguomaoyi，congqianzhangfuyehuanxiguo，aibushishou，kexianzai，tahuranfaxianneixiemaoyijianjianzaibuzhimingdejiaoluojilehui。
takanlekanzhouwei，ganggangtihuilaidegaodian、zhuomiandedahuareshuihu、pangbiandexilianjia、yijiashangdazhederouruanweijin......dadaxiaoxiaojishijiandongxi，jingranbuzhibujueshentouletamenjia。
shaoyuxintouweiliang：“nandaoyaowogenzhaogumayiyangzhaogutamencaibusuanweinanma？”
“shaojiejie，nikeqianwanbiezheimeshuo。”
waimianchuanlaiyidaozhejideshengyin，zhouxueyandaizheerziyaohanguolai，tayaozhechun，yishuangmeimouhanzhediandianwunaixinsuan，kanxiangjizixuan。
“womenguerguamudebenlaijiubuhaodajiao，wokanwohaishijinkuaibanhuiwengongtuanba。”
yaohantinglemuqindehua，lijidengdayanjingkuzhepuguoqubaozhujizixuandedatui。
“wobuzou！zheishijishushujia，jishushubuyaoganwozou，wohuiguaihuidongshi......baozhengbureshaoayishengqi。”
zhouxueyanwunaidiquzhuayaohandeshou，kukoupoxindao：“ahan，zheibenlaijiushishaoayihejishushudejia，taoraozheimeduotianyijinghendaraonishaoayile，nizenmenengzaimafantamenni。”
yaohanyitingzheihuakudegengdashengle：“wobuyao，jishushujiajiushiwojia，woshebudejishushu，shebudeyangnainai，woyaoliuzaizheili，wobuyaozou......”
zhouxueyanyouhuangzhangyouwucuodiqulayaohan，yibiankanzhejizixuanbuzhushuozheduibuqi。
neizhangxiaolianshenseyinrenwunai，gewairerenxinteng。
jizixuanpoweiwunaidikanleqiziyiyan：“ayu，tamenguerguamuburongyi，nidongshiyidian。”
懂事？
shaoyuzhanzaiyuandi，huanghundeguangyuelaiyuean，tadelianpangyebanmingbanandiyinmeizaiheianli，shenseyuefadedan。
“zenmehuishi，wodeguaiguaizenmekule？”liwupopoyanglanfenhuangzhangdipaochulai。
doudadeleizhucongyaohanbaibainennendexiaolianshanggunxialai，takudechuanbuguoqi：“woreshaoayitaoyan，mamayaowomenbanhuiwengongtuan，wobuxiang、buxianglikaiyangnainai......”
yanglanfenmeiyouqinsunzi，zheiduanshiriyaohanxiaofengxiqian，tahenshixintengzheigehaizi，likedengzheyanmadao：“shaoyu！”
“nizhengtianzaiwaimiandunineigeposhumeijianduchulaishenmemingtanghaibuzhidaozaijialixiangfujiaozi，renjiaxueyandoubinidongshi，zhidaodaizhehaizizhaoguwohongwokaixin，nini？benmodaozhi，haixianggantamenchuqu！”
haobukeqidekebomashengrangshaoyuxintougengshiliangdaolejidian。
taduipopoxianglaizunjingyoujia，dangqinmayiyangxiaojing，zhidaopoposhentibuhao，zongranyaonianshu，yemeitianzaoqiyigexiaoshiweipopoaoyiwannongxiangdexiaomizhou，zhongwuyeganhuilaizhufan、zuojiawu。
kezheiyangdefeixinyuanyuanbibushangzhouxueyandaizhehaizipeizhetasanpiankedebu，tayuzhouxueyanmuzirenshibuguobannian，tadexinbianpiandaotianbianqule。
“妈。”
jizixuanshengyinhenshitouteng，taroushengpaizhemuqindehoubei：“ayubushizheigeyisi，nibiedongnu，xianhuiwuxiuxi。”
shuozhe，tayoukanxiangyaohan：“wojinimailewanju，laiyangnainaiwuliwaner。”
yanglanfenshengyinhaishishifenbuman，jicixianghuitouhechishaoyu，doubeijizixuanbanqiangyingdidaihuifangjianle。
tamencaihaoxiangzhenzhengdeyijiaren。
chuangwaidexiyangzhongyuwanquanluoxiale，canglandetiankongtouchuyigulengji，shaoyushoujiaobingliangdihuilefangjian。
yewan，xishuwanbitangzaichuangshangshi，shenpanghuranxianluoyikuai，jizixuancongshenhoubaozhuta，shengyindichen。
“zhouxueyandelaogongshiwozhanyou，tasile，wozenmeyedebangchenzhedian，nibieduoxin。”
“zhiyumaneibian，tajiushinianjidalexiangyaosunzi，wozheiliangtiannulinuli，jiniyigehaizi。”
heianzhizhong，tahuxicuzhong，dashouyebuanfenqilai......
suiranjiehunliangnian，dankaolvtahaizainianshu，jizixuanxiayishibatadangxuesheng，errenyizhimeiyoufuqishenghuo。
huoxu，yougehaizidequehuibuyiyang......
yuehuaqinran，aimeicongsheng。