fenshouhou,qiannanyouchengledingliu,wotoutouqukantadeyanchanghui,jieguobeifaxianle。
tayiweiwohouhuile,lengchaorefeng,woquezaineiwanzishale。
womeixiangdaoyanchanghuidejingtouhuisaodaowo,wodelianbeitoudaodapingshangdeshihou,linchendeshengyinmingxiandunledun。
yanchanghuijieshuhou,wodeshoujishoudaoleyitiaoduanxin:
【怎么?后悔了?】
wokanzheneichuanshuxidehaoma,lenglehaojiu,daodimeiyouhuifu,bashoujizhongxinfanghuidaoledayikoudaili。
duanxintishiyoulianxuxiangleliangxia:
【bushishuozheibeizidoukanbushangwozheiyangdema?fanyangyang?
【houhuiyewanle,xianzaishiwokanbushangnizheizhongtanmuxurongdele。】
……
womeiyouhuifu,henjiuzhihou,shoujiyoudingdongxiangleyixia,shilinchenfalaide:
【biezaiyifensidefangshilaitoukuidewoshenghuole。】
womeiyoudingjiudian,conglinchendeyanchanghuixianchangzhanzhuangezhongjiaotonggongjudaowojia,xuyaojiugexiaoshilingshisanfenzhong,yushizaidijiugexiaoshilingshisanfenzhonghou,linchenshoudaolewodeduanxin:
【linchen,niyaoqianchengsijin。】
duanxinfasongchenggonghou,wobayiduiwuyanliusedeyaopian**gaosongjinlaiduzili。
……
womeiyouzishachenggong,gebilaijieyandelinjufaxianlewo,bawosongquleyiyuan。
womeiyoushezhijinjilianxiren,tongxunluligengshizhaobudaonapayigeleisi“baba”“mama”zheiyangdeqinshuhaoma,yiyuanwunaizhixiazhihaodatonglewozuijinlianxideyigeren:linchen。
woxingguolaideshihou,linchenjiuzuozaiwodepangbian,shenshangchuandehaishiyanchanghuishangdeyifu,lianshangdezhuangyemeilaidejixieganjing,hualilideyangzihezheijiancanbaideyiyuanbingfanggegeburu。
jianwozhengkaiyan,linchenkaikou:
“醒了?”
wowen:“nizenmehuizaizhei?”
linchenhuanbaozheshuangbei,lianshangyifuzaoyicaitoudeyangzi:
“biezhuangle,fanyangyang,bushinirangyiyuandadianhuajiwodema?”
我垂了垂眼:
“我没有。”
tafangxiayuanbenqiaozhedeerlangtui,fushenliwogengjinleyixie,shuodao:
“mingmingyouneimeduojiaren、qinshu、pengyou,fanyangyang,nishuo,yiyuanzenmejiupianpiandajilesannianmeiyoulianxideqiannanyouleni?
“jiazhuangzishashenmedeyetailowleba,jiusuannikanworujingongchengmingjiuhouhuile,haodaiyexuanzeyigegaojidiandewanhuifangshi,shuobudingwohaihuiduokannijiyan,dannizheiyang,zhihuirangwogengjiakanbuqini。”
linchendehuayiziyijuqiaozaiwodeermoshang,wojuedexinzangyouxiejiutong,jingshiyijubianjiedehuayeshuobuchulai。
tacongyizishangzhanqishen,jugaolinxiadikanzheyinweiganggangxiwanwei,liansecanbaidewo,bochunyizhangyihe:
“xiacizisha,xuangelisuodiandefangshi,chianmianyaoshenmede,yezhinengnalaihehuhehuren,sibulede。”
linchenshuowanzhuanshenlikai,sihushibuzaixiangduokanwoyiyan,wobanbianlianmaizaizhentouli,zhongyuweizijibianjieleyiju:
“不是安眠药。”
是什么药呢?
wozijiyebuzhidao,zhizhidaoanmianyaohennanmai,jiusuanmaidao,neiyongliangyeyuanbudaozhimingdechengdu,yushiwobiantiaolexiezuibianyideyao,luanqibazaomaileyidui。
kanwanyanchanghuihuijiadelushang,ershiduonianlaipotianhuangdijizijimailegejingzhidexiaodangao。
yaotaikule,dechidiantiandecaixing。
keshineitianhuiqudewan,tianpindianlizhishengxiazuihouyigeqiaokelikouweide……yidiandoubutian。
wozheibusuanmanzhangdeqianbansheng,daozuihoujingranyemeichishangyidiantiande。