fenshouhou，qiannanyouchengledingliu，wotoutouqukantadeyanchanghui，jieguobeifaxianle。
tayiweiwohouhuile，lengchaorefeng，woquezaineiwanzishale。
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womeixiangdaoyanchanghuidejingtouhuisaodaowo，wodelianbeitoudaodapingshangdeshihou，linchendeshengyinmingxiandunledun。
yanchanghuijieshuhou，wodeshoujishoudaoleyitiaoduanxin：
【怎么？后悔了？】
wokanzheneichuanshuxidehaoma，lenglehaojiu，daodimeiyouhuifu，bashoujizhongxinfanghuidaoledayikoudaili。
duanxintishiyoulianxuxiangleliangxia：
【bushishuozheibeizidoukanbushangwozheiyangdema？fanyangyang？
【houhuiyewanle，xianzaishiwokanbushangnizheizhongtanmuxurongdele。】
……
womeiyouhuifu，henjiuzhihou，shoujiyoudingdongxiangleyixia，shilinchenfalaide：
【biezaiyifensidefangshilaitoukuidewoshenghuole。】
womeiyoudingjiudian，conglinchendeyanchanghuixianchangzhanzhuangezhongjiaotonggongjudaowojia，xuyaojiugexiaoshilingshisanfenzhong，yushizaidijiugexiaoshilingshisanfenzhonghou，linchenshoudaolewodeduanxin：
【linchen，niyaoqianchengsijin。】
duanxinfasongchenggonghou，wobayiduiwuyanliusedeyaopian**gaosongjinlaiduzili。
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womeiyouzishachenggong，gebilaijieyandelinjufaxianlewo，bawosongquleyiyuan。
womeiyoushezhijinjilianxiren，tongxunluligengshizhaobudaonapayigeleisi「baba」「mama」zheiyangdeqinshuhaoma，yiyuanwunaizhixiazhihaodatonglewozuijinlianxideyigeren：linchen。
woxingguolaideshihou，linchenjiuzuozaiwodepangbian，shenshangchuandehaishiyanchanghuishangdeyifu，lianshangdezhuangyemeilaidejixieganjing，hualilideyangzihezheijiancanbaideyiyuanbingfanggegeburu。
jianwozhengkaiyan，linchenkaikou：
「醒了？」
wowen：「nizenmehuizaizhei？」
linchenhuanbaozheshuangbei，lianshangyifuzaoyicaitoudeyangzi：
「biezhuangle，fanyangyang，bushinirangyiyuandadianhuajiwodema？」
我垂了垂眼：
「我没有。」
tafangxiayuanbenqiaozhedeerlangtui，fushenliwogengjinleyixie，shuodao：
「mingmingyouneimeduojiaren、qinshu、pengyou，fanyangyang，nishuo，yiyuanzenmejiupianpiandajilesannianmeiyoulianxideqiannanyouleni？
「jiazhuangzishashenmedeyetai low leba，jiusuannikanworujingongchengmingjiuhouhuile，haodaiyexuanzeyigegaojidiandewanhuifangshi，shuobudingwohaihuiduokannijiyan，dannizheiyang，zhihuirangwogengjiakanbuqini。」
linchendehuayiziyijuqiaozaiwodeermoshang，wojuedexinzangyouxiejiutong，jingshiyijubianjiedehuayeshuobuchulai。
tacongyizishangzhanqishen，jugaolinxiadikanzheyinweiganggangxiwanwei，liansecanbaidewo，bochunyizhangyihe：
「xiacizisha，xuangelisuodiandefangshi，chianmianyaoshenmede，yezhinengnalaihehuhehuren，sibulede。」
linchenshuowanzhuanshenlikai，sihushibuzaixiangduokanwoyiyan，wobanbianlianmaizaizhentouli，zhongyuweizijibianjieleyiju：
「不是安眠药。」
是什么药呢？
wozijiyebuzhidao，zhizhidaoanmianyaohennanmai，jiusuanmaidao，neiyongliangyeyuanbudaozhimingdechengdu，yushiwobiantiaolexiezuibianyideyao，luanqibazaomaileyidui。
kanwanyanchanghuihuijiadelushang，ershiduonianlaipotianhuangdijizijimailegejingzhidexiaodangao。
yaotaikule，dechidiantiandecaixing。
keshineitianhuiqudewan，tianpindianlizhishengxiazuihouyigeqiaokelikouweide……yidiandoubutian。
wozheibusuanmanzhangdeqianbansheng，daozuihoujingranyemeichishangyidiantiande。