第1章
1984nianxia，mohejunqudiyigaozhong。
“tigaoyifen，gandiaoqianren！”
“jinqinghua，yuzhuxizonglichengxiongdaodi；rubeida，tongdajiajujianglundaotanjing”
jiangxinyuekanzhechuangwaiqiangshangqihongdebiaoyu，zaiyiciquedingtazhendezhongshenghuidaolegaokaojieshuhoudedi10tian。
erbianchuanlailaoshiyuzhongxinzhangdexunwen：“jiangtongxue，nizhendeyaoweilejiajixieyingzhang，erbazheigequbeidashangxuedemingerangji**meima？”
jiangxinyuedelinghunmengdizhenxing。
tabaojinlehuailideshu：“bu！woburang！ninshuodedui，womendushurenbugaichenniqingai，yinggaiweizuguodejianshetianzhuanjiawacaidui。”
“danwobuxiangqubeida，woxiangquguofangdaxue。”
shangbeizi，15suineinianmohedaxue，diyituantuanzhanglaomengweilejiujiangxinyueermaizaidaxuelisiqu。
jiangfujiangmujiangtadeyigumenghuixuedaihuijia，shuoyihoutajiushitamendediergenver。
kecongneishiqi，yiqiedoubianle。
zhiyaohemenghuixueduishang，jiangxinyuejiuderang。
rangyifu，rangfangjian，rangfumu……zuihou，tamenyaotababaosongbeidademingerangjimenghuixue。
kebeidayizhishijiangxinyuedemengxiang，taziranbudaying。
xiaoshuxiezhanganqueshuo，zhiyaotarang，tajiuquta。
zuizhongganqingdabailelizhi，weilejiajixiezhangan，jiangxinyuebashangdaxuedejihuiranglechuqu。
ranerjiehunhouxiezhanganquediaoqulebeijing，liuzaineilizhaogumenghuixue，batayigerenliuzailemohe。
zhonglaiyici，tazaiyebuyaojiajixiaoshuxiezhanganle。
yezaibuhuirangchushangxuedejihui。
“haohao，nixiangtonglelaoshijiufangxinle。nidechengjiquguofangdaxueyemeiwenti，jiushikexilezheigebaosongbeidademingele。buguomeiguanxi，nishiwozuijiaoaodexuesheng，laoshihuikanzhenibaoxiaozuguo。”
daoguoxie，jiangxinyuezhongxintianleyifengaokaozhiyuancailikai。
zouchuxuexiao,jieshangderenmenchuanzhelansegongrenzhuang，qizheerbada，zheiyike，tacaiyouzhongshengdezhenshigan。
tataishouzhezhuyangguang，xiaochulesheng。
真好。
zheibeizi，tayaoweizijierhuo，huodejingcai，baoxiaozuguo！
yiluzouhuijiashuyuan，yuanyuande，jiangxinyuejiukanjianzhangangtingpangtingzheyiliangjunyongjipuche。
erxiezhanganjiuzhanzaichebian。
gaodadenanrenshenbantingzhi，chuanzhezuozhanfu，liuzheduancibancun，junlangyingqi。
xieshouzhangdexiaoerzi，zhenggemohejungongdiyideyingzhang，bingshanjinyudeqizhi，danlinchunayigedoujiaorenweitacemu。
jiangxinyuedeyeyeyuxieshouzhangshizhanyou，suoyianzhaobeifenjiangxinyueyaojiaoxiezhanganyisheng“xiaoshu”。
shangbeizi，hezheiyangdenanrenchaoxixiangchu，qingdouchukaidejiangxinyuenanmianxindong。
ketazuidadecuojiushixindong。
zhengxiangzhe，xiezhanganqinglingdemuguangkanlai：“niqunaerle？”
jiangxinyuedunledun：“xuexiao。”
xiezhanganhaiyaozaishuoshenme，shenhoumenghuixuecongjipucheshangzouxialai，shoushangtizhedadaxiaoxiaoshijigegouwudai。
“xiaoshu，xiexienijiwomaizheimeduodongxi。”
jiangxinyueyuanyuankanleyiyan，xuehuagao，bulaji，meihuapainvshishoubiao……
xinlixiangbeicileyidaoneiyangteng。
menghuixuebeijiehuijialihou，tajiuchuchurenrang，zuihoudoudaolezhuyangtai、zhinengchicaiyezidedibu。
xiezhangankanbuxiaqu，jiangtajiedaolejunshudayuanzhu，tazheicaiguoshangchibaochuannuanderizi。
congqianneiyangdehaodongxi，xiezhanganzhijitayigerenmai。
kexianzaizheifenpianai，yemeiyoule。
jiangxinyuejuedeciyan，kuaibuzouhuilejia。
huidaofangjianhoutazuodediyijianshi，jiushicongjuzilizhaochuzhiqianshouqilaideyihedabaitunaitang。
tanghezaojiujiule，caihuidedabaituyebianleyanse。
taaichitian，congqiantayiku，xiezhanganjiubianxifaside，congyidoulitaochudabaitunaitangweijita，hongtakaixin。
houlaitashebudechile，jiuquandouzanleqilai。
tayiwei，dabaitunaitangjiushixiezhanganduizijishangxin，xihuanzijidezhengming。
kexianzaikanlai，doushitadeyixiangqingyuan。
baozhiqizaojiuguole，tangzhifahuang，genhualedenaitangzhanzaiyiqi，jiangxinyuehaoburongyisikaiyike，songjinzuili，quezaimeilejiyilineiguwennuantianmidenaixiang。
sisilvlvdekusezaichunchijianmanyan，tazhouzhemei，ditoutulechulai。
“guoqidetang，guoranbunengyaole。”
guoqidewennuan，yebugaichenni，wuxumianhuai。
tabaozhetanghezouchuquzhunbeidiudiao，zhenghaoyushanghuilaidexiezhangan。
takanleyiyantashouzhongdetanghe，bingmeirenchuzheishitasongde，fandaoshuo：“shaochitang，duiyabuhao。”
tingdaozheihua，jiangxinyuemeilaiyoudixiaoleyixia，xinkoushuobushanglaidemendu。
suihou，tadangzhexiezhangandemian，jiangtangdiujinlajitong。
“zhidaole，woyihouzaiyebuchile。”