《记忆断层》第2章

fujiashizuoweishangdeshoujipingmuyijinganlexiaqu,danneiemengbandehuamian——moshengxinlangqinwenlinweidechangjing——xiangluotieyiyangtangzaitadeshiwangmoshang,huizhibuqu。

不是我。

neizuowan……neigechuganzhenshi、qixijiaorongdeyewan,neigezaitajiyilikegumingxindexinhunye,youshizenmehuishi?hetazaiyiqide,zhendeshilinweima?haishishuo……lianneiduanjiyi,yeshibeijingxincuangaiguode?tashenzhikaishihuaiyizijishenticanliudeganjueshibushiyizhongcuojue,yizhongbeizhirudexujiatiyan。

lenghanshunjianjintouletadeshuiyi,nianniditiezaibeishang。kongjubuzaijinjinshixinlishangde,tabianchengleshenglixingdeexinhexuanyun。tamengdituikaichemen,wanxiayao,duizhejiudianhuatanganouqilai,queshenmeyetubuchulai,zhiyoudanzhidekuseyongshanghoulong。

neigejiamiyoujian……shisheifade?zheixiangshiweiyidexiansuo,yigezaichedifoudingtadexianshizhihou,youpaojitayisiguiyixiwangdegouzi。fayoujianderen,zhidaozhenxiang?huozhe,zheibenshenjiushineigecuangaitashenghuodemuhouheishou,lingyizhongxingshidechaononghezhemo?

tajianqishouji,shouzhizhandouzhehuifuneifengyoujian:【nishishei?zheishishenmeyisi?】

youjianfasongshibai。xitongtishi:fajianrendizhibucunzaihuoyishixiao。

guoran。duifanggenbenmeidasuanhetajiaoliu,zhishirengjitayikezhadan,ranhoulengyanpangguantabeizhadefenshensuigu。

tatanzuozaijiashizuoshang,danaoyipiankongbai。baojing?ganggangjingchadetaiduyijingshuomingleyiqie。zaitamenkanlai,tajiushiyigexuyaokanjingshenkedeyixiangzhenghuanzhe。nazhezheiduanlailibuming、jiaodu**deshipinqujitamenkan,zhihuigengjiazuoshitade“bingqing”。

huijia?huineigebeilinwei——huozheshuo,beineigezhanjuletaqizishenfenhejiyidenvren——zhangkongdejia?takantadeyanshen,shizhenshidekongjuheyane。ruguozheiyiqiebushizhenduitadejudayinmou,neimezaitayanli,tajiushiyigechetoucheweidechuangruzhe、genzongkuang、jingshenbiantai。

他还能去哪里?

ajie?muqin?tamendudingdefouren,cikezaitatinglai,buzaishijiandandeyiwang,ergengxiangshiyizhong……beitongyikoujinghoude“zhengquejiyi”。ruguoliantamendoubukexin,zheigeshijiehaiyousheikeyixinren?

guliwuyuan。zheigecicongweixiangcikezheiyangjutierjuewang。

tabixulengjingxialai。konghuangjiejuebulerenhewenti。ruguozheishiyigeju,neimebuxiazheigejudeliliang,qiangdadaokeyicuangaiwushurendejiyi,mochusuoyoudewulizhengju。hetazhengmianduikang,tahaowushengsuan。

danneigeshipin……neigeshipinshiweiyideloudong!tazhengmingletadejiyibingfeiwanquankongxuelaifeng。hunliqueshicunzaiguo!zhishixinlangbeitihuanle。zheishuoming,muhouheishoudenenglibingfeitianyiwufeng,taliuxialehenji,huozheshuo,yourenguyiliuxialezheigehenjijita。

xianzaideguanjian,bushiquzhengming“woshixinlang”,ershiyaoxiangaoqingchulianggewenti:diyi,zuowanhetazaiyiqidenvren,daodishishei?shilinweibenren,danbeicuangailejiyi?haishi……yigedingzhelinweimiankongdetidaipin?dier,neigeshipinlidemoshengxinlang,shishei?

yaochaqingzheixie,taxuyaoziyuan,xuyaoxinxi,xuyaoyigeanquandeluojiaodian。ertaxianzaishenwufenwen(qianbaodagaihailiuzaineige“jia”li),chuanzheshuiyi,shoujiyekuaimeidianle。

taxiangqileyigeren。yigehuoxubuhuibeiqingyi“tongyikoujing”deren——tadedaxuedaoshi,qinjiaoshou。qinmingyuanjiaoshoushiyanjiurenzhikexuedequanwei,nianqingshiyeshelieguoyixiebianyuande、guanyujiyicaokongdeketi。tasiweikaikuo,erqie,zuizhongyaodeshi,tahetafuqinshigujiao,kanzhetazhangda,duitayouchaohuxunchangdexinrenhelejie。gengzhongyaodeshi,qinjiaoshoudeyanjiusuo,yongyouduliyugonggongwangluodeneibushujukuheanbaoxitong。

quneili!zheishitamuqianweiyinengxiangdaode,xiangduianquandedifang。

tadiaozhuanchetou,chaozhechengjiaodedaxuechengfangxiangshiqu。yilushang,tashenjingzhidiguanchazhehoushijing,zongjuedeyoucheliangzaigenzongta。renheyiliangputongbuguodesijiache,cikezaitayanlidouchongmanlekeyideqixi。

shoujizhongyuchedimeidian,zidongguanjile。yehao,qieduanleyiqiebeizhuizongdekeneng,danyerangtachediyuwaijieshilian。zheizhongjueduidegudugan,jiashenletadekongju。

yigeduoxiaoshihou,tazhongyudidaleqinjiaoshousuozaideyanjiusuo。neishiyidongyanyingzailvshucongzhongdehuisejianzhu,touzhexueshujigouteyoudelengjingheshuli。

tatinghaoche,guojinledanbodeshuiyi(xinghaochelichangbeileyijianwaitao),kuaibuzouxiangdamen。menkoudebaoanrenshita,kandaowozheifulangbeideyangzi,mingxianlengleyixia。

“chenxiansheng?ninzheishi……”

“wozhaoqinjiaoshou,youjishi!”tajinliangrangzijideshengyintingqilaizhengchang,dansiyadesangyinhebumanxuesideyanjingchumaileta。

baoanmeiyouduowen,botongleneixiandianhua。piankehou,tafangxiadianhua,dakailemenjin:“qinjiaoshouzaitadebangongshidengnin。”

chuanguoanjingdezoulang,laidaoqinjiaoshoubangongshimenkou。tashenxiyikouqi,qiaoleqiaomen。

“qingjin。”limianchuanlaiqinjiaoshouchenwendeshengyin。

tatuimenjinqu。qinjiaoshouzhengzuozaikuandadebangongzhuohou,daizhelaohuajingkanwenxian。kandaota,tazhaixiayanjing,lianshangluchujingyaheguanqie。

“xiaozhuo?nizenmenongchengzheigeyangzi?liansezheimecha,chushenmeshile?”

guanshangmen,gejuelewaimiandeshijie,tajinbengdeshenjingshaoweisongchileyidiandian。danjudadeweiquhehuangmiuganshunjianyongleshanglai,houlongxiangshibeishenmedongxiduzhule。

“jiaoshou……”tazhanglezhangzui,quefaxianbuzhidaocongheshuoqi。zenmeshuo?shuowodexinhunqiziburenshiwole?shuowodehunlicongshijieshangxiaoshile?shuosuoyourendoujuedewofengle?

qinjiaoshouzhanqishen,zoudaotamianqian,pailepaitadejianbang,shiyitazuoxia。tajitadaoleyibeiwenshui。

“manmanshuo,bieji。daodifashengleshenme?”

tapengzhewenredeshuibei,zuzhizheyuyan,jinkenengqingxi、budaiguoduoqingxudibacongzaoshangxinglaihoufashengdeyiqie,baokuoneigeguiyideshipinyoujian,doushuolechulai。tashenzhitidaolezuowanmohudexinhunyejiyi,yijineizhongbeichedidabaideexingan。

qinjiaoshoujingjingditingzhe,meitouyuezhouyuejin,danyanshenlimeiyoujingchaneizhonghuaiyihelianmin,ershichongmanleningzhongheshensi。

tashuowanhou,bangongshilixianruleyipiansiji。zhiyouqiangshangguazhongdedidasheng,qingxidiqiaodazhetadeermo。

liangjiu,qinjiaoshoucaihuanhuankaikou,shengyindichen:“xiaozhuo,woxiangxinni。”

jiandandewugezi,xiangyidaonuanliu,shunjianchongkualetaqiangchengdedifang。tadeyankuangyixiazijiushile。zaizheizhongzhongpanqinli、beiquanshijiefoudingdeshike,zhongyuyouyigeren,yuanyixiangxintahuangdanbujingdexushu。

“xiexie……xiexienin,jiaoshou……”tashengyingengyan。

“xianbiexiewo。”qinjiaoshoudebiaoqingyichangyansu,“ruguonidemiaoshushizhunquede,neimeniyudaodeqingkuang,feichangfeichangyanzhong。zheiyijingchaochuleputongjingshenjibingdefanchou,gengxiangshiyizhong……zhenduixingde、gaoweidudexinxigongji。”

“信息攻击?”

“dui。”qinjiaoshouzoudaobaibanqian,naqibi,“womentongchangrenweijiyishizhuguande,cunzaiyudanaozhong。danxiandairenzhikexueyuelaiyueqingxiangyurenwei,jiyi,youqishishejiduorengongxiangshijiande‘jitijiyi’,qishishiyizhongfenbushidexinxijiegou。tayilaiyugetinaoneideshenjingbianma,yeyilaiyuwaibuhuanjingdeyinzhengheqianghua——biruzhaopian、shipin、tarendequeren。”

tazaibaibanshanghualeyigejiandandeshiyitu。

“ruguoyouyizhongjishu,nenggoujingzhundi、daguimodicuangaihuopingbiyumougetedingshijianxiangguandesuoyouwaibuyinzhengxinxi——shanchuzhaopian、mochuwangluohenji、shenzhi……ganraohuofugaixiangguanrenyuandejiyijiedian——neime,shenchuzheigexinxijiegouzhongxindegeti,tasuorenzhide‘xianshi’,jiuhuixiangshiquzhichengdejimuyiyang,chedibengta。”

takanzheta,yanshenruili:“nixianzaizaoyude,jiushizheizhongqingkuang。youren,huozhemouzhongliliang,xitongxingdimochule‘chenzhuoyulinweijiehun’zheigeshijiandesuoyouwaibuzhengju,bingkenengtongbu‘xiuzheng’lesuoyouxiangguanzhedejiyi。nichenglexinxigudao,nidegerenjiyi,zaiyubeicuangaihoude‘jitijiyi’pengzhuangshi,ziranxiandehuangmiuerbukexin。”

tatingdejibeifaliang:“keshi……jiaoshou,zheizenmekenengzuodao?zheixuyaoduodadenengliang?zheijianzhishi……”

“shenyiyangdenengli,shima?”qinjiaoshoujieguoletadehua,yuqichenzhong,“huozhe,shimouzhongwomenshangweilijiede、gaodufadadejishu。wozaoniancanyuguoyixiefeigongkaideyanjiuxiangmu,jiechuguoyixieguanyujiyiganyuhequntiyishiyingxiangdebianyuanlilun。dangshijuedeshitianfangyetan,danxianzaikanlai……”tameiyoushuoxiaqu,danyisiyijinghenmingxian。

“nei……neigeshipinni?”tajiqiediwen,“neigexianshixinlangshibierendeshipin!zheizenmejieshi?ruguoduifangnengmochuyiqie,weishenmeduduliuxiazheige?”

“zheiyeshizuirangwokunhuodedifang。”qinjiaoshouchenyindao,“zheixiangshiyigeguyiliuxiadepozhan。youliangzhongkeneng:diyi,zheiguliliangneibuchuxianlefenqi,yourenguyixieluzhengjujini。dier,zheibenshenjiushijihuadeyibufen,shiweiledachengmouzhonggengshencengdemude——biru,rangnizaijiduderenzhishidiaozhongbengkui,huozhe……yindaoniqufaxianbiedeshenme。”

tazoudaodiannaoqian,feikuaidicaozuoqilai:“nibaneigeshipinyoujianzhuanfajiwo,woshishikannengbunengzhuizongdaolaiyuan,huozhefenxiyixiashipinbenshenyoumeiyouyinzangxinxi。”

tazheicaixiangqishoujimeidianle。“woshoujimeidianle,shipinzailimian。”

qinjiaoshoucongchoutilinachuyigechongdianbaodijita:“kuaichongshang。”

lianjiechongdianxian,dengdaishoujikaijideguocheng,meiyimiaodouwubijianao。zhongyu,pingmuliangqi,talikedengluyouxiang,zhaodaoneifengyoujian,jiangshipinfujianzhuanfajileqinjiaoshou。

qinjiaoshoujieshouwenjian,kaishiyongzhuanyederuanjianjinxingfenxi。pingmushanggundongzhewokanbudongdedaimaheshujuliu。

tazuozaiyipangdeshafashang,pibeihejinzhangjiaozhi,rangtajihuxutuo。danqinjiaoshoudefenxi,jiletayigekuangjiaqulijiezheifeiyisuosidezaoyu,zheirangtahunluandedanaozhaodaoleyisifangxiang。bushitazhendefengle。shiyourenrangta“beifengle”。zheigerenzhi,shaoweijianqingleneizhongduiziwohuaiyidekongju,danquerdaizhide,shiduiweizhidirendegengshencengdezhanli。

“fajianipjingguoduocitiaozhuan,zuizhongzhixianghaiwaiyigewufazhuizongdefuwuqijiedian,jishuhenlaolian。”qinjiaoshoudingzhepingmushuo,“shipinbenshen……dengdeng,zheiliyougeqiguaideyinpinboxing。”

tafangdaleyiduanyinpinpinputu。zaizhengchangdehunlibeijingyinzhixia,youyiduanjiqiweiruo、jihushirenerwufachajuedegaopinxinhao,xiangshiyitiaoxianxide、buduanbodongdexian。

“zheishishenme?”tacouguoqu。

“buzhidao,xiangshimouzhongzaiboxinhao……huozhe……biaoji。”qinjiaoshouchangshizhejiangzheiduanxinhaofenlichulai,jinxingjiangzaohefangdachuli。jingguoyixiliefuzadecaozuo,yiduanbeichuliguode、shizhendanyixikebiandeyinpinbeibofangchulai。

neishiyigejixiehechengde、meiyourenheyudiaoqifudeshengyin,duanduanxuxudizhongfuzhejigeci:

“……renzhi……bianjie……jingzi……kanqing……niziji……”

renzhibianjie?jingzi?kanqingniziji?

zheixiangshiyijumiyu,youxiangshiyizhongtishi,chongmanlebuxiangdeyuyi。

“zheishishenmeyisi?”tamangrandiwen。

qinjiaoshoudeliansebiandejiqinankan,tamengdizhuanguotou,yanshenfuzadikanzheta,neiyanshenliyouzhenjing,youlianmin,shenzhi……youyisikongju。

“xiaozhuo……nitingshuoguoyigejiao‘renzhibianjie’dejiduanzuzhima?”

tayaoleyaotou。zheigemingzitingqilaijiuhenweixian。

“zheishiyigefeichangyinmidezuzhi,huoyuezaianwanghemouxiebianyuankexuequan。”qinjiaoshouyadileshengyin,fangfopabeishenmetingdao,“tamenxinfengyizhongweixiandezhexue,renweirenleiganzhidaodexianshizhishi‘zhenshi’detouying,jiuxiangjingzilidedaoying。tamenzhiliyukaifagezhongjishu,qudaposuoweide‘renzhibianjie’,rangrenkandao‘zhenshi’deshijie……dantamendeshouduan,jiqijijin,shenzhifanrenlei。”

tazhizhepingmushangneiduanguiyideyinpin:“‘jingzi’、‘kanqingniziji’……zheihenxiangshitamendebiaozhixinghuayu。ruguozheijianshizhendehetamenyouguan……”

tadehuameiyoushuowan,danbangongshilidekongqifangfodouninggule。

ruguozheiyiqieshiyigejiao“renzhibianjie”dejiduanzuzhisuowei,neimetamendemudedaodishishenme?jinjinshiweilezhemota?haishishuo,linwei,huozheta,shenshangyoushenmetamenganxingqudedongxi?neigeshipinlimoshengdexinlang,youshishei?shizuzhideyiyuan?haishilingyigeshouhaizhe?

“jiaoshou,woxianzaigaizenmeban?”tagandaoyizhongqiansuoweiyoudewuligan。duishoushiyigekanbujianmobuzhe、yongyoukongbujishudejiduanzuzhi,erta,zhishiyigechuanzheshuiyi、beiquanshijiepaoqideputongren。

qinjiaoshouchensilepianke,zhanqishen,congbaoxianjuliquchuyibulaoshide、meiyourenhezhinenggongnengdeanjianshouji,dijita。

“yongzheige,buyaozaiyongnidezhinengjile,takenengyijingbeijiankong。zheilimianzhiyouyigehaoma,shiwodejiamixianlu。”tayouxiexiayigedizhiheyibayaochi,“zheishiwoyiqiandeyigeanquanwu,henyinbi,nixianquneililuojiao,bibifengtou。”

takanzheta,yanshenjianding:“wohuidongyongwosuoyoudeziyuan,congxueshuquanhedixiaxinxiwangliangtiaoxianquchazheige‘renzhibianjie’helinwei,haiyouneigemoshengnanrendexinxi。nijizhu,zaidedaowodexiaoxizhiqian,buyaoxiangxinrenheren,baokuo……nijiyilizuiqinjinderen。baohuhaoziji,dengdaiwodelianxi。”

tajieguoshoujiheyaochi,xiangshijieguolejiumingdaocao。yaochibingliangdewendu,rangtashaoweiqingxingleyixie。

“xiexienin,jiaoshou……”chuleganxie,tabuzhidaohainengshuoshenme。

“kuaizouba,chenxianzai。”qinjiaoshoupailepaitadejianbang,“congyanjiusuodehoumenlikai,bikaijiankong。jizhu,nixianzaikandaode、tingdaode,doukenengbushizhenshide。baochijingti,danyebuyaowanquanmishiziji。neigeshipin,neigeyinpintishi,yexushiguanjian。”

tadianlediantou,jiangneibulaoshishoujiheyaochixiaoxinshouhao,chuanshangwaitao,shenxiyikouqi,zouchulebangongshi。

zoulangyijiuanjing,dancike,zheifenanjingquechongmanlewuxingdeyali。meiyibudouganjueyouyanjingzaianchudingzheta。anzhaoqinjiaoshoudezhishi,tachuanguofuzadeneibutongdao,congyishanbuqiyandehoumenlikaileyanjiusuo。waimianshiyitiaopijingdexiaoxiang。

talanleyiliangchuzuche,baochuleqinjiaoshoujitadeneigedizhi。chezishilidaxuecheng,huiruchengshidecheliu。

takanzhechuangwaifeisulveguode、kansizhengchangdeshijie,xinzhongchongmanleqiansuoweiyoudeshuligan。qinjiaoshoudehuazaitanaozhonghuixiang:“renzhibianjie……jingzi……kanqingniziji……”

zheiyiqie,nandaozhendezhishiyimianjingzi?tasuojinglidexinhun、aiqing、shenzhitaguoqudezhenggerensheng,nandaodouzhishijingzhongdedaoying?

erxianzai,jingzi……yaosuile?

neigemoshengdexinlang,tashiwozai“zhenshi”shijielidedaoyingma?haishishuo……wocaishineigedaoying?

judadekunhuohekongju,zaicijiangtatunmei。tajinjinzuanzhekoudailineibulaoshishoujihebinglengdeyaochi,tamenshitacikeyuzheigefengkuangshijiezhijian,weiyide、cuiruodelianjiedian。

安全屋,会安全吗?

qinjiaoshou,zhendewanquankexinma?

tabuzhidao。zaizheigelianzishenjiyidoukeyideshijieli,xinren,yijingchengweizuishechiheweixiandedongxi。

taweiyinengquedingde,jiushibixuhuoxiaqu,bixuzhaodaozhenxiang。napazhenxiang,biyanqiandefengkuanggengjiakongbu。