第3章
chuqingyancongkangwenyuandehuaizhongyangqilian，mianruotaohua，manyandekewang。
“duibuqi，wobushisuibiandenanren！”
neigehaotingdeshengyindaichuxiexudebunai。
“bu......qiuni......wokeyijiniqian......wocunlehenduoqian......”
tacunxialaijiehunyongdeqianquanbunachulai，zugouleba！
chuqingyanyijingshiqulizhi，yizhongshentidebennengzhipeizheta。
tajiangtayongdegengjin，lianzaitadexiongtangshangmoca......
kangwenyuanmeixiangdaochuqingyanhuirucidadan，shentimodiyijiang。
tameitoujincu，huxicuzhongqilai......
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yiri，chuqingyanzaiquanshendesuantongzhongxinglai，zaizhengkaiyanjingyiqian，tajiuyishidaozuowanzijizuolecuoshi。
很错很错的事！
haowuyiwen，zuotianshitazheibeizizuidaomeideyitian。
tazuizhenguidedongxidoumeiyoule......
惨淡的人生！
touzhenzhewennuandebeibang，erpanhuixiangzhejunyundehuxi......
zheiyiqiedoushineimedeyini。
chuqingyanxindiyizhendagu，suiranzuowandesuozuosuoweibingfeichuzitadebenyi，dancuodouzaita。
yanjingtoutoudezhengkaiyitiaofeng，yizhangjunmeidelianzaiyanqianwuxianfangda。
nongmidejianmei，xianzhangdejiemao，gaotingdebiliang，boliangdeshuangchun。
tian，yaobuyaozheimeshuaia？
youneimeyishunjian，chuqingyanhuaiyizijishibushishuilenagemingxing。
zheizhanglianbudangmingxinggongrenyyjiutaikexile。
tabuyoudezaixindiantan，haihao，shigeshuaige，xinlihaihaoshouxie！
diyicijigeshuaige，zonghaoguobaizainaomanchangfeidelaonanrenshoushang！
xiangqibeibiwuchidezhangqingsheng，chuqingyanhaiyizhenehan。
还好，还好！
不幸中的万幸。
shuilegeshuaige，tahaiyouyongqihuoxiaqu。
taqiaoqiaoqishen，xiangzainanrenxinglaiqianchuanshangyifu。
可全身酸痛。
chuqingyanshileliangxiayemeizuoqilai。
tayangmiantangzaichuangshang，zhengzaiaonao，erbianxiangqiyigeyonglanyouhaotingdeshengyin。
“醒了？”
“ng！”tabugankanta，jiangtouwangbeizilisuolesuo，xiwangnengjizandianliqiganjinzuoqilai。
“nidetouqilaiyidian，woshoumale！”
“啊？哦！”
chuqingyangangadeyangqitou，ganjuedaonanrenxunsudechouhuishou。
“谢谢！”
“不用！”
“起来吗？”
chuqingyanmeishuohua，zhijueshenbianyizhenliangfeng，nanrenjiuzuoleqilai。
suiranbuganzhengshita，danchuqingyanquenengcongyuguangzhongkandaotaxiachuangdakaiyijunayifudeshenying。
shencaiyaobuyaozheimehaoa？！
yanleyankoushui，tahaoxianghaizhuanle。
chuqingyanhongzhelian，guqiyongqishuochuyijubuyaoliandehua：“zuowandeshi......wo......wobuhui......fuzede......”
“嗯？”
ganjuedaonanrenchayidemuguangyidaodaodetousheguolai，chuqingyanxiunandejiangtouzaiwangbeizilisuolesuo。
banxiangdejingji，kangwenyuanmaozheyinlengqixideshengyinpiaolai：“nandaowozuowandebiaoxianhenzaogao？rangnipobujidaihewopieqingguanxi。”
wenyan，chuqingyandexinmengranyichou。
suiranzuowanyishimohu，danshentihaicanliuzhefengkuangdehenji，zhiyaoyaoganjuetadeqixi，xindijiuyouchunchunyudongdechaoyong。
chuqingyanquanquzheshenti，weiweinuonuodeshuo：“bu......shi......zhishiwo，duibuqi，wocuole......bugaiqiangponi......”