第二章 封存的记忆

“laoyezirendinglenizuosunxifu。”sumoanmilemiyan,yuqifenminghehuan,querangyuhuanjuedebeihoufaliang,yinsensende。

tabeisumoandeqishiyadechuanbuguoqilai。

“bangwocongliwudejuzishangqutanjiulai。”yuhuanhuanlekouqi,“woshanggeyuexinniangdejiu,liedehen,yaobuyaolaiyikou。”

“nishoushangle,bunenghejiu。”sumoandandanshuo。

sumoanmeicijiantadeshihou,douduitawenroushenshi,zixititie。

dantahenqingchu,zheiqizhongbingmeiyouyisiyihaoqingfen。

jiuxiangtamanbeideshang,sumoanlianyijusongtaquyiyuandoumeishuoguo。

takeyiweitajiejuemafan,zuoxieshiqing,dantayongyuanbuhuizhenzhengguanxinta。

酒还是拿来了。

mifengzaitanzili,zhayixiankai,jiuxiangsiyi,daizheqingliehexinladeweidao。yuhuanzalezazui,yongcutaowanjizijizhenman,xiangshiwuyitiqibandao:“nizuihouyicijianwobamashishenmeshihou?”

jidakouliejiutunjinduzili,congsangziyanyizhigunzhetangdaoleweili。

lianzhebeishangdeshangdoumeineimetongle。

“xiaojiugui,nizaishenwenwo?”sumoanqingxiaozhepailepaiyuhuanxuelinlindebei。

yuhuanyikoujiumeishunxiaqu,mengdikeleqilai。

“nixianzouba,wodeguanmenquyiyuanle。”yuhuanbawanzhongdejiuyiyinerjin,xialezhukeling。

kanlaitacongsumoanzheier,duanshijianneishitaobudaohuale。

sumoantaochupazilaicashou,dichuizheyan,shengyinlidaizhexiaoyi:“jinkuaiyanghaoshang,zhourishouyan,wolaijieni,laoyeziyinianduomeijiannile。”

neifangshoupashang,zhanmanleyuhuandexue。

sumoanyanlimeiyouyisixinteng。

yuhuanchechuxiaorong:“zhenxiwangzheiciqunijianengpinganhuilai,erbushixiangshangci……”

yishunjian,fangjiandekongqidoufangfolenglejidu。

zhishizaikanxiangsumoandeshihou,tayijinghuifulexiaomimideyangzi,shouquefugaizaiyuhuanbeishanglaihuifusuo,shiqingshizhong:“shangcishigeyiwai,jizhulema?”

jikuaicipianwanquanmeiruleyuhuandepirouli,shashiyongchugengduoxuelai。

yuhuanfanlegeshen,beibusisitiezhuyaoyi,cipiansuizheyaoyidefudugezhetadepifu,ciruleigu,tengtongrangtagengjiaqingxing,yuanbenjiucanbaidezuichungengshitengdeweiweifazhan。

taquehaobuzaiyiside,lanyangyangdidalegehaqian:“jizhule,suzong。”

shuozhe,yijingbishangleshuangyan。

chenmobanshanghou,sumoandeshengyinzaicixiangqi:“laoyezixiwangwomenjinkuailingzheng,jubanhunli。”

yuhuanmeiyouhuiying,shenzhilianyanpidoumeitaiyixia。

脚步声,关门声……

dengyuhuanzhengkaiyandeshihou,dianliyijingzhishengxiataziji。

结婚么?

taturanfengcidexiaolesheng,dichenshaya,beibudexianxuetouguofengxisaleyidi,yaoyidoubeiranchenglehongse。

yigeduoyueqiandejiyiyongrunaohai。

gudongdianguanmenhou,taxiangwangchangyiyangqujiubashangban。

taxihuanhejiu,diaozhideshouyigengshiyijue。

zhishimeixiangdaoyouchaoyiri,taquezaizailejiushang。

zhidaorujin,tadoumeixiangmingbai,zijicongjiujuquchudeweishiji,zijiqinshoudiaozhi,zheigeguochengmeiyourenherenjingshou,dantaweishenmehaishizhongzhaole。

那天夜里下了暴雨。

jiubaquanchangdedengmie,huangluan,qiangsheng,kuhan……yejiuzaizheigeshihou,yuhuanbeirentuolechulai,tongshiyongheibudaizizhaozaitatoushang。

tabuzhidaozijibeirengzaishenmedifang。

jiazazhebingbaodeyushuizazaiyuhuanshenshang,rangtashaoshaohuifulexiexulizhi,zhishi……jiexialaifashengdeshiqingwanquanshikong,yuhuanjihumeiyouyidianfankangdenengli。

tadeyanqianyipianqihei,yinweitengtongheyaoxiaoerhuanghudenaohaili,shenzhifenbuqingrujinshixianshihaishiyichangemeng。

tadediyici——meiyouwenrouqianquan,meiyouai,shenzhilianyigeshushidehuanjingdoumeiyou。

baoyutian,moshengnanren,hefengkuangbaoli。

zaiyaoxiaodexijuanxia,yuhuanjianjiansangshileyishi……

dengdiertianyuhuanxinglaideshihou,tazairenlairenwangdejiebian。

yexutagaiganxieneigemoshengnanrendehaoxin,meiyourangtaquanshenchiluobaoluzairenqian,ershifeichangrencidejitaguoletiaotanzi。

erzaineigeshike,yuhuanjinghuangshicuo,zuanjinletanzipaqilai。

zhouweijulongleyiquanren,duizhetayilunfenfen。

“zenmehuishia,yaobuyaobaojing。”

“shuobudingshinagexitoufangdexiaojie,wandalebeirenrengchulai,biejizijiremafan。”

“你看,她醒了!”

“buzhidaoduoshaoqianyici,zhenxiangshishi……”

污言秽语和侮辱。

tayijingbuganjingle——hunyin?aiqing?tazheibeizidoubukenengyongyou。

congneitiankaishi,tajiandiaolezijidezhangfa。

tayanezijishenshangsuoyounvxingtezheng,yanezijidexiongbu,xianzhangbaixidesizhi,pingtandexiaofu,yanezijidezhangfa,shouruodeshenti,qingtiandesangyin……

zhidaosumoantiqihunli,zheixiebeiyayizhedejiyicaizaicifuxianzaiyuhuannaohaili。

结婚么?

sumoanxiaomimideyangzizaiyanqianzenmedouwufaqusan。

yuhuanchuimou,conglajitonglijianqilebeisumoandiuqideshoupa,taxujiadewenrou,duiyuzaishamolixingzouderenlaishuo,napazhishihaishishenlou,yewufakongzhizijiqianwang。

dansumoanhuibiyangfumushizongdeshi,rangyuhuanyixincongsheng。

shiqingyoushenmeneiqing?huozheshitamenjigerenyoulefenqi,sumoanjuedinghuishimieji?

yisumoandexingge,zuodechu。

yuhuantiqishoupa,nalegedahuoji,jiangneitiaoyuebaisedesichoushoupazhenggedianran。