4wodingzhejiankongshipin，shouzhizaiyaokongqishangandaofatang。fuershuaiwoshoujishineideyidexiao，
beierduozaisumiaoshenhoudeyanshen，helinmingdawoerguangshidebingleng——quanbeijingtoujizhe。yuanlaiwomeisahuang，
shitamenhehuopianta。“yaoyao……”linmingdeyuyinliuyanfalesanshiqitiao，meitiaodoudaizhekuqiang。“duibuqi，
wocuoguainile，qiunihuilai”“fuerdeshangshitazijinongde，wokanlejiankong”。kewozaobatalaheile。
xinglixianglizhiyoujijianhuanxiyiwu，haiyouzhangleledezhaopian——xibeixiaozhenjiandegunv，
xianzaiguanwojiao“mama”。shoujidanchutangdidexiaoxi：“jiefutiantianqugongsinao，shuoyaoshouhuigufen，
sumiaodaihaizizaibieshushuaidongxi，nihuilaikankanba。”woshanlexiaoxi。xiangqilihunneitian，sumiaokanwodeyanshen，
xiangkangeshibaizhe。xianzaitazhujinwohelinmingdehunfang，yongzhewoxuandeshafa，shuiwomendechuang。
lianbaoxianjumimadoushiwodeshengri。“xiansheng，xibeixiangmuxuyaoninqianzi。”zhuliqiaomendaduansixu。
wenjianshang“fangyao”lianggezigewaiciyan。zheishiwolikailinshihoudiyiciyongzijidemingzitanxiangmu，
bushi“linmingdeqizi”，bushi“linjiaerxi”。shoujiyouxiang，shipopo。“linmingkuaifengle，
sumiaoyaodaihaizihuimeiguo，shuonibitamenfuzifenli！”“nihuilairengecuo，
gufenkeyifenniyidian——”wogualedianhua。sumiaodesuanpanwozaokanqing：xianranglinmingkuijiu，
zaiyi“haizixuyaomuqin”weiyouduoquan，zuihoubawozheige“zuikuihuoshou”tichuju。kexitasuancuole，
woxianzainingyuanshuigongdiyingbanchuang，yebuyuanzaiwenlinjiadetongchouwei。shenye，shoujiturandanchumoshenghaoma。
“yaoyao，shiwo……”linmingdeshengyindaizhegengyan，beijingliyouhaizidekunaosheng，
“sumiaoshuoyaobabeiersonggueryuan，taweixiewo……”“qiunihuilai，wobagufendoujini，
linshihaishinide——”wogualedianhua，xintiaodelihai。dangniantayeshizheiyangkuzheqiuwobiezou，
shuo“linshibunengmeiyouni”，kezhuanshenjiubagufenjilewairen。xianzaitapale，pasumiaotunletadexinxue，
pazijizhongpanqinli。danzheiyici，wobuhuizaidangtadejiuhuoduiyuan。5linminglaizhaowoshi，
wozhengzaijilelezhabianzi。“yaoyao，”tashouleyiquan，yankuangfaqing，“sumiaoranglvshifahan，
shuoyaoyihaizimingyiqisuwo，zhengduolinshikongzhiquan。”leleduozaiwoshenhou，toutouzhuaiwodeyijiao。
zheishitadiyicijianlinming，quexiangzhidaoshenmeside，yanshenliquanshijingti。“tapingshenme？
”wobalelebaodaotuishang，“gufenshinisongde，xianzaixiangnahaizidangqiangshi？”linmingdiandiantou，
shouzhijiaozheyijiao，“bamayebangtashuohua，shuo‘haizibunengmeima’，rangwohesumiaojiehun。
”leleturankaikou，naishengnaiqiquedaizhediyi：“huaishushu，qiangzoumama！”linmingdelianbailebai，
xiangshenshoumota，youbugan。“yaoyao，wohouhuile，”tashengyinfazhan，“dangnianjiugaitingnide，
bupengsumiaodeshi，xianzaifuerbeierdoutingtade，lianwozheigebadouburen……”shoujizaizhuoshangzhendong，
shisumiaodeduanxin：“linming，xiannijintianqianguquan**shu，fouzefuermingtianjiuquxuexiaoshuonibuyaota。
”fulezhangzhaopian：fuerjuzhe“mamachugui，buyaowomen”dezhipai，beijingshilinshijituandalou。
wobashoujidijilinming，takanwanhunshenfadou。“tazenmenengzheiyang……”“tazenmebuneng？”wolengxiao，
“nidangchubagufensongchuqu，jiushijiletababing。xianzaihaizishitadewuqi，niyiweitazhenxiangyaoqinqing？
”lelezaiwohuailidalegehaqian，wopailepaitahoubei。xiangqizaixibeidiyicijianta，
dunzailajiduipangkenmantou，yanjingqueliangdexiangxingxing。xianzaitachuandeganganjingjing，
huiyongcaibijiwohua“mamahelele”，bilinjianeilianggebeijiaohuaidehaiziqiangbaibei。“yaoyao，qiunibangwo，
”linmingturanguixia，“wobagufenzhuandaonimingxia，nihuilaidangzongcai，
sumiaohehaizideshiwolaichuli——”“bubile。”wodaduanta，“linshishinihesumiaodeshi，
woxianzaiyouzijidexiangmu，youlele，zugoule。”tataitoukanwo，yanliquanshizhenjing。yiqiandewo，
zhiyaotadiaoyidilei，jiuhuixinruan；zhiyaotashuo“linshixuyaoni”，jiuhuiaoyejiaban。xianzaitazhongyumingbai，
renxinbushiwuxiantouzhidexinyongka，wodezhenxin，zaozaitabagufensongjisumiaoneitian，jiuchedizuofeile。
sumiaodedianhuazaizheishidajinlai，kaizhewaifang。“linming，kaolvdezenmeyang？”tadeshengyinlidaizhebunai，
“bieyiweifangyaonengbangni，taxianzaijiushigeqiongsuandegongdilao，lianhaizidoushijiande——”“pa”deyisheng，
linminggualedianhua。tadingzhewohuailidelele，turankuchusheng：“yaoyao，wocuole，
wozhendecuole……”“dangniannishuo‘dengwobupale，jiuhenishenghaizi’，kewopaleershinian，
zhidaoshiquni，caizhidaosheishizhenxin……”lelehedewangwohuailizuan，woqingqingwuzhutaerduo。
linmingdekushengzaibangongshilihuidang，xiangjileershinianqiantazaipochandelinshibangongshilikudeyangzi。kezheici，
womeizaidizhijin，meizaishuo“biepa，youwozai”。youxielu，zoudiulejiuzaiyehuibuqu；youxieren，
cuoguolejiuzhinengshiguoke。6fuerzuanzhesumiaodeyijiao，yanleidakedakewangxiadiao。“mamabiezou，
woyaohemamayiqizhu！”tataitoukanjianwo，turanjianjiao：“nishihuairen，qiangzouwobaba！”linmingdunxiashen，
想擦他的眼泪。