第3章
diyicifaxiantachuguishi,wojuedetiandouyaotale。
neitian,tanandeyoujihuihuilaozhai,yuefuyuemuchiwanfanxianhuifangle,wofangmanchifansudu,zhishixiangduogentadaiyihui。
yinweiwobuqueding,fanhou,tahuibuhuiyinweiyigedianhua,youbeijiaoqugongsile。
zheiyangdeshifashengguobuzhiyici。
taquxishoujianshi,fangzaizhuoshangdedianhuaxiangle。
yiqiantashuoguo,tadedianhuawokeyisuibianjie。
guoqujinian,woqueshijieguotabushaodianhua。
suoyi,woxiayishijiunaqidianhua,anlejietong。
duimianchuanlainanhaishayasajiaodeshengyin:“jintianwanshangguolaishi,bangwodaiyibaochaobanli,zuichanle,jiuxiangchineige。”
kenengshibutainengjieshouzijitingdaoleshenme,woganjuezijidedanaosihusijile。
yizhiyuwogenbenmeikongsikao,kaikoushiyuqichengdeshangpingjing:“shenme?nizaishuoyibian?”
duimianlenglepianke,zhijieguaduandianhua。
dengdaoweiruoyuzouguolai,wocaifanyingguolai,gangcaizijijinglileshenme。
wowangzheta,yankuangshire。
yizhangkou,shengyindoudebuxianghua:“ta,tashuorangnijitadaiyibaochaobanli——”
weiruoyuhuangzhangdiguolaiyongzhuwo。
“duibuqi,jingyang,wobushiguyide,wozhishiyishihutu,niyuanliangwohaobuhao?”
wokuzhezhiwenta:“weishenmeya?weiruoyu,nizenmenengbeipanwomendehunyinni?”
woconglaimeiyouxiangguo,youyitian,weiruoyuhuichugui。
neicishanghaijiwodedajihenda,wobinglehenjiu。
weiruoyumeitianhuijiapeibanwo,qinzijiwozhuzhou,tiexinzhaoguwo。
tayibianbianjiwodaoqian,qiqiuwodeyuanliang。
woshebudeguoquneixieniandeganqing,xinruanyuanliangleta。
keshibujiuhou,tazaicichugui。
mianduiwodexiesidili,talengyanpangguan。
buzaixinxu,yebuzaidaoqian。
“jingyang,womenquanzibenjiushizheiyang,niyaoxiguan。bulunwozaiwaimianzenyang,niweijianvxudediweibuhuidongyao。”
neiduanshijian,woxianrulejidudeziwohuaiyiheziwomaodunzhong。
woxiangbutong,weishenmemingmingxiangaiderenhuibeipanduifang。
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wokaishijiaolv,yanzhongshimian,fengkuangdiaotoufa,qiaocuibukan。
fajuezijidezhuangtaibudui,woqukanlexinliyisheng。
wodezijiunengliyixianghenqiang。
zaiyishengdeganyuxia,womanmanxiangtong,buzaijiujieheneihao。
caiyongyizhongjinhuqiangyingdejieduanfangfa,woshengshengjiangweiruoyucongwodexinliwachu。
dangyouyitian,wonengmianbugaisedikantaqianzhebiedenanrendeshouzoujincanting,womingbai,wozijiuchenggongle。
shide,wocongmeixiangguolihun。
zicongwoheweiruoyujiehunhou,wojiadeshengyiyilufuyaozhishang。
weijiabingmeiyouzhijiegenwojiayoushenmeshengyihezuo,wojiadeshengyitilianghaibugouweishijituankanzaiyanli。
danzhiyaoyouzheicengguanxizai,neixieshengyichangshangderenjingzihuiqiangzhesongrenqing。
zaijiashangganzaifangdichanjingpenshibaofadejinian,wojiayesuanshihundefengshengshuiqi。
womeikaolvlihun,jialideshengyishiyifangmian。
lingyifangmian,shiyinweijiehundetouliangnian,wohaizaiweishijituanshi,canyubingzhudaoleyigedaxiangmu,yingdeleyuefudezanshang。
tazuozhu,jiwofenleyidianjituandegufen。
meiniannadaoshoudefenhong,duiwolaishuojiushiyibijukuan。
erqiezheigejinemeinianhaizaishangzhang。