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jintian，shiwobeixuanpanzhixingsixingderizi。
wodaizheliaokaoheshoukao，beiyujingcongjianyulidaidaolefatingshang。
zheishiwodeweihunfuanhuaiyuchongshanglai，
henhenqiazhulewodebozi，fennusihou。
“sharenfan！weishenmeyaobadiaowomadeyangqiguan！”
“nishalewomahaibugou，haihaidedanweiduanletui！”
我眼神空洞看着他，
“woshuowozhendemeizuoguo，nixinma？”
“nifangpi！womaduinizheimehao，niweishenmeyaozheimezuo！”
“nihaiwomademinglai！”
jidongdeanhuaiyubeijingchachekai，tamenjiangwodaidaoleshenpantai。
wochenmozhe，renpingtamenchuzhi。
yinianqian，wobeianhuaiyuqinzizhikongsharen，
ersharendongjizhiyouyige，neijiushijidulidanwei、
bumananhuaiyumuqinbudayingwojinanjiademen。
danwoshibeiyuanwangde，womeizuoguo。
“sujing！”faguanqiaoleqiaofachui。
“bentingxuanbu，jinriduibeigaodesixingjikezhixing——”
“等一下！”
anhuaiyuchenzheliandaduanlefaguandehua。
“shenpanzhang，woqianglieyaoqiuduibeigaoshixingjiyishenpan！”
“jiuzheimezhixingsixingtaibianyitale！”
faguantingwanhou，hezuoyouderenyuantaolunleyihuier，zhuanguotou。
“yingyuangaoyaoqiu，xianzaiduibeigaojinxingjiyishenpan！”
wohaishichenmozhe，buzuobianbo。
wobeijingchatuishanglejiyishenpantai。
jiyishenpanchengxushizaibannianqianyanfachulaide，
nengfangzhizuifanburenzui、fangong；weipoantigongbangzhu。
jiyitiqushi，xuyaoyongchuancizhenguanzhijiecirudanao，
guochenghentongku，wanruonaozhongsuoyoudongxidoubeihuoshengshengchouchulaiyiban，
henduozhongxingfanyagenjianchibule，
wangwangjinxingdaoyiban，bianhuihuoshengshengtengsi。
dangtamenbajiyitiquchuanciqizhunbeihaoshi，wokanxiangleanhuaiyu。
“anhuaiyu，woyouyigewentiyaowenni。”
anhuaiyuliansebingleng，yanzhongquanshiduiwodeyane。
“你问。”
“ruguojiyibeitiquhou，nihuihouhuiduiwosuozuochudezheiyiqiema？”
安怀羽冷笑一声，
“永远不会！”
wobeiaikanzheanhuaiyu，xinzhongmamuyipian。
“jiyishenpanchengxuqidong！beigaosixingchengxuzhengshiqidong。”
chuancizhentouhenhenciruwodedanao，
wotengdehunshenjingluanjianjiaochusheng，kexinlijinggandaoyizhenqingsong。
bei“zhemo”leyinian，zhongyukeyijietuole……
erbeitiquchulaidejiyi，yemanmanzaidayingmushangdaochuchenglehuamian。