【002】身世

“fuqin,bushishuolebuyongdengwome,fancaiyouliangleba。”hanfengzoushangqianwunaideshuodao。

junyananzi,yejiushihanfengdefuqin,quanminghantiancheng,naishixianrujinhanjiadejiazhuhanyudisizi,zizhibingbugao,xianrujinyebuguoshidadaolerenjiesixingbale。

suishuozheiyangdeshilihelinjiaoguanxiangtong,zaihanjiayebusuantairuo,danlinjiaoguanbijingshiwaixing,xiuliandeziyuanyuanburuhanjiazhenzhengdedixi,genghekuanghantianchenghaishixianrenhanjiajiazhudisizi。

jinguanzizhibuxing,gaiyoudexiulianziyuan,hantianchengkeshiyidianyebushao。

zheiyangyiduibi,caiququrenjiesixingjiuyouxiebugoukanle,hanyudeqitasanzi,hanfengdeqiansanweidabo,zuichayeshirenjiebaxing,gaodekeshirenjiejiuxing。

ruguojinjinruciyejiubale,pianpianhantianchengganchuleyijian‘dandabaotian’zhishi,shidehanjiasunshijuda,liandaizhehanfengzaihanjiayebushoudaijian。

shuoqizheigeshi,hanfengyetingwuyude。

hantianchengyinweizizhideyuanyin,bingbuzenmewaixiang,shenzhikeyishuoyouxienuoruo,zaiyiciwaichuliliandangzhong,hantianchengyudaolechushenyudajiazudeyiweinvzi,jiuzheiyiyan,ranghantianchengyijianzhongqing。

hantianchengyezizhipeibushangneiyangdenvzi,yincizhishianzhongweisuineigenvziqianwangleyichushanmai,shuoqilaiyeshihantianchengdexingyun,zheigenvzizaijishaleyitouqiangdamoshouzhihou,zhonglezheitoumoshoude*du,zheixiahaole,neigenvziyixinxiuwu,zhibuzaishenmeqingyu,duishenmeqingaiyebuzaihu,gengmeishenmebixuyaojiangshentiliujizuiaizhirendexiangfa,yincizaifaxianlehantianchengzhihou,bianjianghantianchengjiquanquanchachale,wanshizhihou,gengshipaipaipiguyizoulezhi。

kehoulaidefazhan,nvziyeshishiliaobuji,jingranyiqiangzhongdan,huaishangle。

zheinvzisuiranyixinxiuwu,danduizheiduzineideshengmingyehenhaoqi,bianjuedingshengxialai,kexiangerzhi,zheizhongshiqing,zenmekenengmandexianvzisuozaidejiazu,ruofeinvziduishiqulezhenjiezheijianshibuzaihu,hanjiagujidouyaobeimiezu,raoshiruci,hanjiayeshifuchulecanzhongdedaijiacailejiecishi。

zaizheiguochengdangzhong,suoyourendouhushilehantianchengcaishibeipodeneiyifang。

zheinvzi,zhengshihanfengdeqinshengmuqin,erneigeyiqiangzhongdanhuaishangde,bianshihanfengle。

hanfengyishengxialai,cedingdezizhibuguoxiapinsidengeryi。

zairenzhongcheng,jihumeiyouchaoguoxiapinzizhide,xiapinsandengyishangdedouhenshaochuxian,yincirenzhongchengdewuzhe,zaishuowuzhezizhidengjideshihou,zhijiehulveleqianmiandexiapin,bijingyizhihanzhexiapinyebuhaoting。

danzaihanfengqinshengmuqinsuozaidejiazu,bieshuoxiapinsideng,jiushixiapinyideng,yeshifeichaiyiliu,zhiyoushangpinzizhi,caihuishoudaozhongshi。

zizhidengjigongfenxiazhongshangjisipinsanshiliudeng,meiyipindoufenjiudeng,jiudengzuidi,yidengzuigao。

yinweizizhibuhao,hanfengdeqinshengmuqinyekaolvdaohanfengzaineigejiazudangzhongdiweideganga,bianjianghanfengsonghuilehanjia,guoran,zaineigejiazubushouzhongshidexiapinsidengzizhi,zaihanjiaqueshixiyinlezhongduomuguang。

xiapinxiasandeng,yiweizheciwuzhezaiyoushidangdegongfaqingkuangxia,jinjierenjieqingsongzhiji,renpinzhongsandengzizhi,yiweizheciwuzhezairenjiedangzhongyenenggouxiuxingdaozhongshangdengdecunzai。

errenpinshangsandengzizhi,bianyiweizhezaiyouheshidegongfaheyidingdelilianzhixia,wanquanyoukenengtuporenjie,chengweixuanjiegaoshou。

renpinsidengzizhi,jiusuanhenkenengwufatupodaoxuanjie,zhishaoyeshirenjiejiuxing,shenzhizaijiazuquanlipeiyangzhixia,dadaorenjieshixing,renjieshiyixing,renjieshierxingyeshiyoukenengde。

xianrujinhanjiazuiqiangzheyebuguorenjieshixing,ruhebuzhongshi?

kexihanjiagaocengfaxian,hanfengdeshenti,jingshichuxianle‘wenti’,sihaochanshengbuleneijing,huozheshuo,neijingjingchangmomingqimiaodexiaoshibujian。

ziranerrande,hanjiagaoceng,duihanfengyejiubuzaineimezhongshile。

buguohanfengdemuqinbijingchushenyudajiazu,hanyudengrenjinguanduihanfengshiwang,yebugandaimanhanfeng,yezhiyouhanjiahanfengzheiyibeikenenghuiandiliduihanfengbuxiebale。

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hantianchengkuijiudekanzhehanfeng,xianranduihanjiapingriliduihanfengdeqingshiyeshikandedaode。

hanfengzaizheiyangdemuguangzhixia,yumendechiwanlezaofan,tagenbenjiubuzaihuzheixieqingshihaoba,kebuguanzenmeshuo,hantianchengqueyizhineijiuzhe,shijianzhangle,hanfengyejiubuquanle。

zaofanshiliangde,qitahanjiarenziranbuhuishizheiyangdedaiyu,danhantianchenghehanfengkebuyiyang。

hanfengduicibingbuzaiyi,shenzhiyexiangkaocilaijifazijilaobadedouzhi,buyaozaineimenuoruo,kexiwuyong,zuizhonghanfengyefangqile,ruofeizheiyiduanshijianneijianshiqingmashangjiuyaojiekaileneishenmidemiansha,hanfengshuobudinghuiganshecishi。

xianzaidehanfeng,yijingbuzhiwangzijidefuqingaidiaonuoruodepixingxiongqile。

hanfengdeyumenbuzhizheimeyijianshiqing,zenmeshuotadefuqinyeshijunmeinanzi,tingshuomuqingengshimeilizhiji,zenmetadezhangxiangjiuzheimeputong?zhishimianqiangjiejinqingxiu,zheirangtazheigechuanyuerenshiqingheyikan?

chifanwan,hanfengqishenlikai,zhunbeifanhuidaozijidefangjianjixujiekaineishenmidemiansha。

“shaoye,ganggangxunlianwanbi,laonujishaoyeshaolereshui,shaoyexixishenziba。”

hanfenggangjinruzijidefangjian,yilaozhebianshangqianxiaodao。

“yulao,duoxiele。”hanfengliansewenhedao。

yulao,shihanfengmuqinneibianyiqisonglaide,zhaokanhanfengzhangda,zaihanjia,wurenganzhaoreyulao,jutingshuo,yulaohenkenengshixuanjiegaoshou,keyishuoshirenzhongchengdiyigaoshou,kexiyulaodeguanzhudianzhiyouhanfengyiren,duiqitadoubuzaihu,burandankaoyulao,hanjiazairenzhongchengdediweidoujianghuiyijutishengdaodingdian。

yezhengshiyinweiyulaodecunzai,hanjiarenzhiganandilishuoxiehantianchenghehanfengdexianhua,quebingbuganzuoxieshenmebuhaodejudong。

shiyizheishijinian,hanfengderiziguodesuishuobuhao,danyebucha。

qishihanfengduizijideshenshi,guranyinweishichuanyuerenshieryouyixieyinxiang,dangengduodehaishicongyulaokouzhongdezhi。

gujizhenggehanjia,zhiyouyulao,hanfenghedangshirenhantianchengzhidaoshihantianchengbeipodeyifang,erbushihantianchengzhudongjianghanfengqinshengmuqinqiang.bao。

jiangyiqiezhufuhaozhihou,yulaocaituichufangjian,hanfengganjingliluodeqingjinglezijideshenzi,ranhouzuozaichuangshang,wuxinchaotianpantuierzuo。

xiulianzhehanjiadejichugongfa,jianjiande,weiruodeneijingziyehandantianneichansheng,liurudaotineijingmaigechu,quezaijingguoxinzangweizhideshihou,shunjianjinrudaolemouyigedifang,hanfengganggangxiulianchulaideneijing,beixishoudeyiganerjing。

yucitongshi,yehanxinzangchudeweizhi,jianjiandeshanguoweiruodejinhongliangseguangmang。

zheixienianhanfengzhisuoyiwufazaidantianneichucunneijing,jiushiyinweixinzangchuzheiguiyidejinhonglianseguangmang。

hanfengbingbuzhidaozheijinhongliangsedeguangmangshishenme,danhanfengzhidao,zhiyaozijijiekailezheimemituan,duirihoudexiuxinglu,jueduiyouhendadebangzhu,yincihanfengcaihuiyizhirenliuzheijinhongliangseguangmangtunshizhezheixienianlaichanshengdeneijing。