shiranhuanleyifudaolouxia，yuyaochumendeshihou，beimenwaibaobiaolanzhule。
“wolianzuijibendeziyoudoumeiyoulema？”
lianggebaobiaogongshigongban：“shi**，duibuqi，meiyouluzongdeyunxuwomenbunengrangnichuqu。”
shiranjuedehenqifen，zaoshangtacaishuoguode，buhuiwanquanjinguzijideziyou，neimexianzaiyoushizaiwanshenme？
tajuedehenqifen，xiangyaodadianhuaguoquwenwenta。
quefaxianzijimeiyoutadelianxifangshi。
tajiuzheiyangyizhiqidaolewanshang，lubeiyanhuilaijiukandaoyigeqigugudenvhaiershuangshouchayaozuozaishafashang。
kandaozijideshihou，neiguzinuqiyouxiaoshile，querdaizhideshihaipahejinghuang，fangfozijishihongshuimengshou，haipazaoyikeruguzili。
lubeiyanhaishijuedetashengqideyangzilingdong，taxihuantaneifuzhenshigulingjingguaidekeai，buxihuantazheiyangweiweisuosuoduizijizhiyoukongju。
taxiangshizuolehenjiuxinlijianshecaikaikou：“niweishenme，burangwochuqu，wozhixianghuijiayihui。”
lubeiyanzouguoqu，batalaodaozijituishangzuozhe，nvhaierqingxiangderuxiangweichongchizaibiyi，tajuedekaileyigexiawudehuihaoxiangyebusuanshenmeshile。
shiranbeipozuozainanrendetuishang，tacongxiaojieshoudedoushishunvjiaoyu，jiusuanzaiguowaidaileyinianduo，ketaguzilihaishichuantongdexingzi，xuebuhuizheimekaifang。
huanhuandi，nanrenbatoumaizaitahoubojing，qingqingchuiqi，yangyangde，tayouxiebushufu。
niudongshentiduolexia，quefaxian……
她呼吸一窒。
“nizaigandong，jiuzaizheibanibanle，xinbuxin？”
shiranwanquanmeiganzaidong，erhoushinanrennannaidedichuansheng。
“quyushibangwofangxizaoshui。”
shirandanaozaoyiyipiankongbai，tashixiangqilaide，keshiyaozhibeiyishuangkuandadeshouzhangjinjinjinguzhe。
tatiaomei：“meitingjian？”
“tingjianle……”shiranganjintiaoqilai，zhuanshenshanglou，jiaobudoukaishifaruan。
taningkaishuilongtou，wangyuganglifangshui，haishenshoujinqutanletanshuiwen，yuganghenda，shuizenmefangyebuman，tajiuzuozaiyipang，zhenglengdedengzhe。
lianlubeiyanshenmeshihoujinlaide，tadoumeifaxian。
lubeiyanbuzhidaoshenmeshihouyijingtuoleshangyi，tadeshencaijihao，fujiwenlifenming，queyoubuhuitaizhuangshi，shuyudianxingdechuanyixianshoutuoyiyouroudeleixing。
shiranzhuanguotou：“woxianchuqule……”
turanyaozhibeirengouzhu，wangqiangbishangdai，taxigaidizaitashuangtuizhongjian。
“yiqixi，jieyueshui……”
“bu……buxing，woyihoushaohedianshui……”
taxiangshimeitingdaotadehua，zuijiaoyigou，taishoujietabeihouqunzidelalian。
shiranhuangle，tazhendemeibanfazaizheimeduanshijianneiyaohezheigenanrenyouzheimeduoqinmijiechu。
“wuwuwu……”xiangshipadaoleguzili，doudadeleizhucitonglelubeiyanshuangyan。
“buyaozaizheili，haobuhao？”
“buyaozheimeduiwo，buyaozheimeduiwo……”
nvhaierqiuzhudemoyanglihuadaiyu，kelianxixide，xiangzhixiaomaomi，quegengjiajiqilelubeiyanshentizuiyuanshidefanying。
“guai，jintiannibushihaixianghuijiama？mingtianrangnihuiqu，xingbu？”
shiranhaishiyigejingerdiyaotou，ruguoyaoyongzheijianshiqinghuanhuijiamataneigefuqinyidundehua，buzhidangde，takeyibuhuiqu，dengdaolekaixue，meikedeshihouzaitoutouhuiqu。
“zheiyang。nibuxiangjianniwaipoma？zaoshangwomeigennishuo，wobatajiedaoleashi，baobei，guai，haobuhao？mingtiangaosuni，waipozainageyiyuan，dainiqujiantahaobuhao？”
外婆……
zheilianggezi，shishiranderuanlei。
zheigetiaojian，shiranyemeibanfajujue。
yushi，tabuzaijiliedekangju，xiaomaomisidetuitang，chuizaitashenshangjiugenmianhuaside，buyihuier，yifuquandoubeitajiekaile。
kandaotashenshangcanliudehenji，qingziyikuaiyikuaide，nvhaier**depifubiandeyouxieshenren，taxiangqizuoyehejinzaodemeikongzhizhu，shizaishichuchangrenshi，meixiangdaojingranshisuizhiwei，genbentingbuxialai。
他有些心疼……
danyoubushikaishichunchunyudong。
逐渐沉沦……
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ciri，lubeiyanguoranshuohuasuanshu，jiletachumendejihui。
tagengxiangqukanwaipo，quefaxianhaishimeiyoulubeiyandelianxifangshi，bieshuliqitarenyedoushuomeiyou，xianglaizhiyouluzongdadianhuahuilai，tamenyibanbuhuidaraota。
shiranzenmekenengchundaoxiangxintamendeshuoci，meiyoudehua，zenmehuizijideyiyanyixingdouzailubeiyandejiankongzhong，buguo，tamenbugaosuziji，yeshiyoutamendekaolv，shiranbubitamen。
tabuzhidaowaipozainajiayiyuan，jiuzhinengxianhuijiale。
wenwenneigecongxiaobazijipengzaishouxinlizhangdadenanren，shizenmenenghenxiayikexinzuozheiyangexindeshiqingde。
zhishi，tawanwanmeixiangdao，huijiahuijiandaoneiyangdeyifujumian。
tabenyiwei，fuqinzhishaohuidanyouziji，zhishaohuiliangxinbuan，zhishaohuichafanbusi……
meixiangdao，talianzuorenzuijibendedixiandoumeiyou。
jiali，qilerongrong，chuxianlelianggemoshengdenvrenheyigemoshengdenanzi，qizhongyigenvrenyuemosishiduosuideyangzi，quebaoyangdejihao，lianzhouwendoumeiyou，fengyuncancun。
neigenvhaiergentazhangdeyouqibafenxiang，yeshigepiaoliangdemeirener。
erneigenanhai，pipide，tanglegehuangtou，youxiediaoerlangdangdetanzaishafashangpengzheshoujiwanyouxi。
“aiyo，buyaodanineiyouxilela，ertong，yaobuyao？”
“ai！biedong，hule！”
男孩儿把牌一堆。
“zenmeyoushiniying？yixineryongdounengying，wobufu！”neigenianqingdenvhaiershouchayao，toufaweijuan，chuanzheyijianjiuhongsedexiushenqun，shencaigouledeaotuyouzhi，yaoshiyao，tunshitun。
“**？”
chenyideyijuhua，yinqilepaizhuoshangsuoyourendezhuyi，tamenfenfenchaomenkoukanguoqu，yigenvhaierzhanzaimenkou，xiangshizhufengerlaiside，meishenmechaoqidezhanzainei，haoxianglaiyizhenfeng，jiunengguapaoside。