第一章

wocongxiaofudaohunshadehunli,beiwojiejiezailiangbaiduoweilaibinmianqian,bianchengleyichanghuoshengshengdexiaohua。

tayechuanzheyixijiebaidehunsha,lanzhebenyingzhanzaishenbiannanyou,yibubuzoudaowomianqian。

“xiaojing,wohuaileanandehaizi。”

“womenyijinglingzhengle,taxianzaishinidejiefu。”

anningdehuayouruyikezhadan,zaiwoerbianhongmingzhaxiang。

tayibianzirudicaokongzhedapingmutoufangjiehunzheng,yibianjianghongbendijiwo,sishipawokandebugouzhenqie。

dahongmubuxia,liangrenxiaorongcanlan,youruyiduienaiduoniandebiren。

erlingzhengriqi,jiuzaizuotian。

“weishenme?!”wokanxiangfunan,duanduanjigezi,woquegengyanlehaojici。

funanweiweiningmei,tayandishanguoyisikuijiu,suijiqingtanleyikouqi,yuqixintengdao:“xiaojing,aningzhishengyiniandeshijianle。”

“zheishitazuihoudeyuanwang,nengzaisiqianhexinaiderenjubanyichanghunli,liuxiayigehaizi……”

“xiaojing,aningshinidejiejie,nihuitiliangtade,duima?”

那谁来体谅我呢?

wokanzhefunanneizhangweishandelian,turanjuedekexiaozhiji。

悲哀至极。

yanleiliudaolianjia,wotongkudesihou:“wotiliangta,jiudeyunxuwonanpengyoupeitashangchuang,jiuderangchuzijidehunlima?”

congxiao,jiejiejiuduxiangzhefumudepianai,ertazuirezhongde,jiushiqiangzoushuyuwoyiqie。

wodeyifu;wodewanju;wodepengyou……

zhidaowoyudaofunan,woyiweizijizhongyunengyongyoudushuyuwodeaiqing,meixiangdao,talianzheigedouyaoqiang!

“anning,qiuqiuni,nigunchuwodehunli!gunchuwoderenshenghaoma?!”

“goule!nishuohuabiezheimenanting!”funanyousinaonu,tayanshenfenglidikanzhewo,“ruguobushianing,wozenmekenenghenizaiyiqi?”

“nishenmeyisi?”wozhengzhengdikanzheta,nanyizhixin。

“xiaojing,duibuqi,woqiunimenbuyaozaiweiwochaojiale。”

zheishi,anningturankudao:“wozhishipawosihou,bamaxinlimeilepantouhuinanguo,zheicaixiangjitamenliuxiayigenianxiang。heananjiehun,yeshiwanbudeyi,wobuxianghaizishengxiahoumeiyoumama,yemeiyoubaba。”

“jirannijieshoubule,neiwoxianzaijiuqusihaole!”

shuowan,anningturanchongguoqu,yitouchaoqiangzhuangleguoqu!