第3章
linshuwanbuyiweirandexiaolesheng，“e？shima？neiwojiujinghouxuxiaojiedejiayinle。”
“zhikexifucifalvshangdeqizixianzaihaishiwo，woxiangxuxiaojieyinggaishigeyoufencunderen，buhuizhisandangsan，guyijiuchanbierenlaogong。”
huayinluoxia，dianhuaneitouchuanlaiyizhenpilipalashuaidongxideshengyin，meiguoyihuier，fucishengqidezewensheng，suizhierlai。
“linshuwan，nizenmezheimeedu？”
“qingxitabenlaijingshenjiubutaihao，shoubudebandianciji，nimingzhizheiyidian，jingranhaidadianhuaguolaitiaoxin，nishibushifeiyaobatabisicaiganxin？”
raoshizaojiumingbai，zaifucineili，xuqingxishiduyiwuerdecunzai，kezuotianhaixianghezijifashengguanxidenanren，cishiquelishengzhoumazheziji，linshuwandexinqing，huranchenzhongruqian。
tazaifushijingjingyeyezheimeduonian，daotoulai，haibibuguoxuqingxideyigenshouzhi。
linshuwandelianse，zhujianbiandecangbai，yuanbenminglianghaokandeqianhesemouzi，yeandanwuguang。
tajinhumamudetingzhefucineixienanyiruerdezuzhouhemanma，dengtachedixuanxiewanzijideqingxu，caikailekou。
“bamashuoyaoguolaikankanwomen，nibuxiangjizijizhaomafandehua，jiulimaguolai。”
wenyan，fuciweinandeniutoukanlexuqingxiyiyan，zuichunweimin，“xing，wozheijiuguoqu，dizhi？”
“juligongsizuijinderencaigongyu，18haolou，1601。”
huayingangluo，fucihaobuyouyudeguaduanlelinshuwandalaidedianhua，kanzhedishangdeyipianlangjie，yigumomingdefanzao，yongshangxintou。
tayanjianweichui，wunaidefulefue，shangqianqingqingdebaozhukudeshangqibujiexiaqidexuqingxi，tanleyikouqi，roushenganweidao：
“qingxi，buyaozaikule。”
“nibenjiutiruo，yaoshikuhuaileshenzi，wohuixintengde。”
yibianshuozhe，fuciyibianxiaoxinyiyide，yongkuanhoudeshouzhang，qingpaizhexuqingxidehoubei。
xuqingxishunshikaojinfucidehuaili，suihoujinjindebaozhuta，shengyingengyan：
“keshiaci，wozhendehaoxianghaoxiang......heniguangmingzhengdadezaiyiqi。”
“womenyijingcuoguolesannian，xianzaiwohaoburongyihuilaile，niyehaishiaiwode，neiweishenmebuneng......？”
“womendeshengmingli，youyouduoshaogesannian，keyilangfeini？”
shengxiadehua，xuqingxibingmeiyoumingshuo。
danqizhongdeshenyi，tazhidao，fuciyezhidao。
xiangdaozijihelinshuwanneiduanhuangtangdehunyin，fucidezuichunjinbengchengyitiaozhixian，chenmoleliangjiu，caihuanhuandechulesheng：
“qingxi，zaiguobannian，wohelinshuwanjiuyaolihunle。”
“nizaidengyideng，bannianzhihou，woyidinghuijiniyigejiaodaide。”
jianfuciyiliandeduding，xuqingxibuyiyouta，tahuluandenashoucadiaolianshangdeleishui，jichuyimomanyidexiaorong。
“hao，aci，woxiangxinni。”
“wozhidaoshushuayidoutingxihuanshuwande，suoyiyixiefengchangzuoxi，zaisuonanmian，woyenenglijie。”
“danshi，ninengbunengbuyaoheta......jinxingdaoneiyibu？”
shuozheihuadeshihou，xuqingxiweiweitaiqitou，hefucisimuxiangdui，yandidaizhejifenqiqiu。
fucizhengleyixia，suihoubatasongkai，ditoukanzheneizhangchuchukeliandexiaolian，zhengzhongqishidediandiantou，“ng，fangxinba，wobuhuihetayoushenmede，woaideren，congshizhizhongzhiyouniyige。”
“bamazhaowohelinshuwanyoushier，wodehuiquyingfuyingfu，niyaoshihaibushufu，jiujihanfengdadianhua。”
hanfengshifucidetezhu，zhuyaofuzechulifucidesishi，shendetadexinren。
xuqingxizhidaohanfengzaifucixinzhongdefenliang，guaiqiaodediandiantou，bushedemusongzhefucilikai。
“womeishile，nifangxinba。”
“kuaiqukuaihui，wozaijialidengzheni。”
......
fucigandaorencaigongyudeshihou，yijingshiwanshangbadianle，julitabamadedaolai，ganghaohaishengbanxiaoshi。
jinlemen，fucishunshoubashenshangchuanzhededayituoxialai，guazaixuanguanchudeyijiashang。
yishunjian，yigudandandezhizihuaxiang，mimankailai，suihouhenkuaijiuchongchilezhenggeketing。
linshuwanbuyuedezhoulezhoumei，xiayishidezhanqishen，dakaipangbiandechuanghu。
tabenlaijiuduiqiweibijiaomingan，gengbieshuo......zheishuxidebunengzaishuxi，zhuanshuyuxuqingxishenshangdeweidaole。
“xiaciguolaideshihou，mafantiqianbashenshangdeliezhixiangshuiweiqingyiqing，wenzhetouteng。”
“nibuxianqi，budaibiaowowendeguan。”
linshuwanxianglaibuxihuanrenqitunsheng，youshenmebuman，dangchangjiushuole。
ziranerrande，meicitahefucidexiangchu，doushizhenjianduimaimang。
fucifangyifudedongzuodunleyixia，jinjiezhemaizhezhangtui，haobuyouyudechaozhelinshuwanzouguoqu，yipiguzaitashenbianzuoxia，gouchunqianxiao：
“meiguanxi，duowenwenjiuxiguanle，bamashenmeshihouguolai？”
jianfuciqingmiaodanxiedezhuanyilehuati，linshuwanyemeiyouzaizheigeshiqingshangguoduojiuchan。
tataimoudazhisaoleyanqiangshangguazhedeshizhong，lengdankaikou：
“chabuduohaiyouershifenzhongba，gangcaimajiwodadianhua，shuorangwomennulinuli，shenggehaizi。”
“wozaidianhualiyijingfuyanguole，buguoyihuiergujitahaidezaitizheigeshier，daoshihounigaizenmeshuo，jiuzenmeshuo。”
linshuwanyanjianyigaide，hefucijiaohuanzhezijideqingbao，fucizedandingde“ng”leyisheng，biaoshizijizhidaole。
tahefuci，jiuxiangshilianggedahuoguorizideren，haowuganqing，danshigaiyoudemoqi，haishiyouyidiande。
zhishaozaiyingfufucitamazheiyifangmian，taliangnenggounandededachengyizhi。
yishidaozheiyidian，linshuwanhuranbuzhidaogaiweizijigandaokebei，haishiyinggaiqingxing，tadehunyinshenghuo，qishixiangjiaoyuqitahaomenzhufulaishuo，xingfudeduo。
youwutiaojianzhichizijidepopo，laogongsuiranbuhuijia，danshigaijideqian，yifenbushao，oueryenenghetazuoxialai，xinpingqihedeshuoshuohua。
除了——
他不爱自己。
其他都还好。
linshuwanjuanqiaodejiemao，butingdepushanzhe。
huoxushibuxihuanfucishenshangdeqiwei，yihuoshikangjuxianzaideshenghuo，linshuwanzaifucipangbianzuolemeiyihuier，jiuqishenquleshufang。
fucimeigenshangqu，dangranyebuzaihu，jiuneimeqiaozheerlangtui，baochizhegangcaidezishi，youzaiyouzaidezuozaishafashang，wanzheshouji。
倏然。
门铃响了。