第1章别样安慰
hunanwuguangdesirenyingyuanli，zhinengkanjiantouyingyishanghushanhuliangdedianyingzaiwuyishidebofangzhe，dengguangrupubuyiyangsanluozaishenniandeshenshang。
shenniangouzhunanrendebojing，zaitadebochunshangyaoleyikou，daizheqingxiangdexiaoshoubuanfendezaitashenshangyoulizhe，dangtapengchudaonanrendeyupaoyaodaishi，aimeiyixiao。
neixiao，qianquanchanmian，fengqingwanzhong，chuchutouzhegouyindeweidao。
shennianbeijiangchenyuyazaiqiangshang，zhiredehuxibuduandisaluozaitawuxiadejifushang，nanrendiyadesangyintouchuyinrendeweidao，“nizaiwanhuozhibuzhidao？”
“wozhidao。”tachuixiamou，yimanjingtoudesudujianjianlakaitadeyaodai，xizhangdeshoubeibaozhutajingxideyaoshen，jiangzijicheditiezheta。
taxiang，shilianlezhaotongshianwei，anweidaochuangshangqude，quangongsiyinggaizhiyoutayigeba。
dantaxianglaidouhuozaidangxia，zhiyaokuailejiuhao。
jiangchenyumousefuza，yandihuianbuming，chunjiaoweixian，poweifengcideshuo：“wobushilajihuishouzhan，meixingqushouliuzaibiechushouleqingshangdenvren。”
tasuiranbushishenmehaoren，danyejueduizuobuchugennvtongshiyouranzheizhongshiqing，tuzihaibuchiwobiancaoni。
ruoshilaizhebuju，tachengleshenme？
“keniyemeiyoutuikaiwobushima？”shennianyiyankanchuan，tadefanyingbushijiade，“zheizhongshiqing，jiangjiuniqingwoyuan，niruoshibuyuanyi，nizenhuilaizheili？”
sirenyingyuanzheizhongdifang，shaoweidongyidianderendouzhidaolaizheiliderenmudeshishenme。
xuanzheili，benshenjiudaibiaolemudebuchun。
jiangchenyulouzhetadelidaoyijin，huxicuzhong，bochunluozailetadebojingshang，sishixiefenbanhenhenqinleyikou，sangyindaizheqingyu，yiweishenzhangdao：“wozhenmeixiangdaonihuizheimedadan。”
dadandaozuyirangtafengkuang。
zaigongsili，tayixiangdoushihenguaiqiaoshanliangdemoyang，qietahaishitebietaozhangbeixihuandeneiyikuan，sheinengxiangdaoguaiguainvdewaibiaoxiazangzheyikemensaodexin？
shihou，jiangchenyuchongwanzaojiuyijingshoushiganjingle，bangexiaoshiqiandeyinifangfosuizhetashenshangdeshuizhuzhujianxiaoshile，heisedexiufahaizaidizheshui，queyufadegouhunshepo。
shennianjinbuzhutadeyouhuo，pieguotou，menmendishuo：“batoufachuigan，womenzhijianyijingjieshule。”
chengnianrenzhijiandeyouxiguizejiushizheiyang，buyujubujiuchan。
“biewangle......”jiangchenyuzoudaoletademianqian，bochuntiezhetadeerbian，sangyinaimeiqueyoubaochiledianjuligan，“womenshiyigegongsidetongshi，duoshaorendingzheni。”
yuyimingxiandejinggao，tingdeshennianmengdiyizhan，niezhequnbaideshoushunjianshoujin。
xiangjiaotadejinzhang，jiangchenyudaoshilengjingcongrong，buhuanbumandizhanzhileshenzi，jugaolinxiadiwangzheta，“zouba，wanshanghaiyouniqiannanyoudehunliyaocanjiani。”
“tadehunli，wobuxiangcanjia。”shennianyoudianduqi，tameiwangjitadeyourouguaduan，“napadoushitongshi，woyebuxiangqu。”
jiangchenyuzhoulezhoumei，“youbudeni，zheigehunli，nibuxiangquyedequ。”
“走吧。”
yanba，tajiujingzilikailezheili，shenniannaqizijidebaoyezhunbeilikai，danlinqibaodeshihousihuguadaoleshenme，fachuleqingcuidexiangsheng。
tayileng，wangzheluozaiyangmaoditanshangdegaodangshoubiao，meiduoxiang，haishijiangtajianleqilaifangzailezijidebaoli，zheicailikai。