diyizhangzhangmuxianglidejiushiguanglinweidezhijianchudaozhangmuxianggaishi，
zhifuxianyuzhangxinganshoudaoneicengboerrendebaojiang。liuyuedemeiyujigangguo，
laoyangfangdegeloulihaipiaozhedandandemeiwei，weiduzheizhilizaiqiangjiaodemuxiang，xiankaideshunjianyongchuqingkudezhangxiang，
xiangturanzhuangjinlewaiposhengqianchangdaidexixiangfang。“zheixiangzilidedongxi，niwaipoteyizhufuguo，dengtazoule，
douliujini。”jiumazhanzaigeloumenkou，shoulizuanzhekuaiyinzhelanbaisuihuadeweiqun，shengyinguozaichaoshidekongqili，
ruandefachen，“qitajiajudouchulidechabuduole，jiuzheizhixiangziheshuzhuangtai，niwaiposhuoshenmeyeburangdong，
shuonixiaoshihouzuixihuanzaigenqiandazhuan。”linweidunxiashen，zhijianshunzhemuxiangbianyuandetongkoumosuo。
tongkoushangdelvxiucengzaizhifu，liuxiaqiandandehenji，xiangwaipodangnianjitashutoufashi，fayoucengzaierhoudechugan。
tajinnianershiqisui，shigeziyouchahuashi，dujuzaishiqulaoxiaoqudeyijushili。
waipozoudeshihoushiquniandongtian，naoyixue，daozaixixiangfangdeshuzhuangtaiqian，
shoulihaizuanzhebanzhikuaiyongwandemeiguisekouhong。xiangzilipuzheyicengxidefabaidecumianbu，xiankaishisusuzuoxiang。
dixiadiezhewaipodejiuqipao，zangqingsede，lingkouxiuzhejixiaodeyulanhua，buliaoyijingcuile，
shaoyichejiuhuiqimaobian；haiyoujibenxianzhuangdejiuxiangce，fengmianshianhongsedepige，
tangjinde“jinian”erzidiaoleyiban；zuidixiayazhede，shineimiantajileershiduoniandeshuzhuangtai。
shuzhuangtaibitajiyilixiaoxie，hutaomude，biaomiankezhechanzhiqiangweidehuawen，huabandebianyuanyijingbeimodeyuanrun，
luchulimianqianzongsedemuxin。taimianzhongyangqianzheyimiantuoyuanxingdejingzi，bianyuantongyangkezheqiangwei，
zhishihuawenbitaimianshangdegengqian，xiangshibeirenyongxishazhiqingqingmoguo，zaigelouhunchendeguangxianxia，
jingmianmengzhecengbohui，kanbuqingdaoying。“zheishuzhuangtaikeyouniantoule，”jiumacouguolai，
shenshoupenglepengjingzibianyuan，youhenkuaisuohuiqu，xiangshipapenghuaishenme，“niwaiponianqingshicongsuzhoudaihuilaide，
shuoshiminguoshiqidelaowujian。tazheibeizizuibaobeizheige，meitianzaoshangdouyaozuozaigenqianmobantianlian，
shuozheijingzizhaorenqingchu，lianyanjiaodexiwendounengzhaochulai。”linweimeishuohua，zhishidunzaixiangziqian，
dingzheneimianjingzi。taxiangqixiaoshihou，zongaichenwaipobuzhuyi，caizhexiaobandengcoudaoshuzhuangtaiqian，
dianzhejiaokanjingzilideziji。neishihoujingzihenliang，nengzhaochutazhazheyangjiaobiandemoyang，haiyouwaipozhanzaishenhou，
xiaozhebangtabasuitoufabiedaoerhoudeyangzi。dangtianxiawu，linweijiaolebanjiagongsi，
bazhangmuxiangheshuzhuangtaiyundaolezijidegongyu。gongyuzailiulou，meiyoudianti，
lianggebanjiashifutaizheshuzhuangtaiwangshangzoushi，chuanzheqishuo：“guniang，zheizhuozikanzhebuda，zazheimechen？
”linweiyebuzhidao。takanzheshifumenbashuzhuangtaifangzaiwoshikaochuangdeweizhi，
hutaomudeyansehedibandeqianxiangmusebutaida，queqiyidirongjinlefangjiandefenweili。dengshifuzouhou，
tayongruanbuzhanzhewenshui，yidianyidiancazhetaimianhejingzi。cadaojingmianshi，
tafaxianneixieqiangweihuawenbirouyankandegengjingzhi，huabandewenluliqianzhexixiaojiejing，xiangshiluolecengmeihuadeshuang。
cawanjingzi，tazhanzaigenqian，kanzhelimiandeziji。jingzihenliang，bitayushilidehuazhuangjinghaiqingchu，
nengzhaochutayanxiadandandeheiyanquan，haiyouyinweibanjiazhanzaifashaodehuichen。taduizhejingzichelechezuijiao，
jingzhongderenyegenzhechelechezuijiao，dongzuotongbu，meishenmeyichang。neitianwanshang，linweizuozaishuzhuangtaiqianhuagao。
tajielegeertonghuibendehuo，yaohuayiqunchuanzhefuguqunzidexiaonvhai。taidengdeguangluozaitaimianshang，nuanhuangsede，
baqiangweihuawenzhaodegewaiqingxi。tahuadaoyiban，taishouroulerouyanjing，zaikanxiangjingzishi，turandunzhule。
jingzhongdeziji，toufahaoxiangbishijizhanglexie。tadetoufayizhishiqijiande，jintianzaoshanghaigangjianguoliuhai，
kejingzilideren，liuhaiquezhangdaolemeimaoxiamian，faweiyechuidaolejianbangyixia，xiangshituranzhanglejilimi。
talengleleng，shenshoumolemozijidetoufa，zhijianchudaodeshiqijiandezhangdu，liuhaiyequeshishigangjianguodeyangzi。
“dagaishidengguangdewentiba。”tadiguleyiju，zhuanhuitoujixuhuagao。kejiexialaidebangeduoxiaoshi，
tazongrenbuzhuwangjingzilikan，meicikan，doujuedejingzhongdetoufahaoxiangyouzhangleyidian，zhidaotabataidengguandiao，
huanlezhanlengbaisededingdeng，jingzhongdetoufacaihuifulezhengchang。tayiweishizijitailei，chanshenglecuojue。
zhidaowuyeshierdian，taqichuangshangcesuo，jingguoshuzhuangtaishi，wuyijianpieleyiyanjingzi。ketingdeyedengliangzhe，
weiruodeguangtouguowoshimendefengxizhaojinlai，ganghaoluozaijingmianshang。jingzhongderen，chuanzhetashenshangdebaiseshuiyi，
toufaquebianchenglebolangjuan，pizaijianbangshang，faweihaibiezheyigeyinsedefajia——neifajiabushitade，
taconglaibuyongzheizhongkuanshidefajia。linweidexinzangmengdiyitiao，taxiayishiditaishoumozijidetoufa，
haishiqijiandezhifa，meiyoufajia，yemeiyoubolangjuan。tadingzhejingzi，daqibuganchu，
yedengdeguangzaijingmianshanghuanglehuang，jingzhongdeyingxiangturandongleyixia，bushigenzhetadong，ershizijicelecetou，
luchuleyouerhoumiandeyixiaokuaizhushazhi。neizhi，tayemeiyou。tamengdibishangyan，houtuileliangbu，
houbeizhuangdaolemenkuang，fachu“dong”deyishengxiang。dengtazaizhengkaiyan，jingzilideyingxiangyijinghuifulezhengchang，
qijianzhifa，meiyoufajia，yemeiyouzhushazhi，zhiyoutazijicangbaidelian，heyinweikongjuerdengdadeyanjing。
neitianwanshang，linweimeizaiganhuiwoshi。tazaiketingdeshafashangquansuoleyiye，kaizhesuoyoudedeng，
zhidaotiankuailiangshicaimimihuhushuizhe。mengli，takandaowaipozuozaishuzhuangtaiqian，beiduizheta，
shoulinazheyizhikouhong，manmanwangzuichunshangtu。tazouguoqu，xiangjiao“waipo”，kewaipoyihuitou，
queshiyizhangmoshengdelian，liuyemei，danfengyan，zuichunshangtuzhexianyandemeiguisekouhong，youerhoumian，
youyikuaizhushazhi。dierzhangtunsedefajiayukouhonglinweishibeiyangguangshaixingde。ketingdechuanglianmeilayan，
jinsedeguangtouguofengxizhaozaitalianshang，nuanderangrenfakun。tazuoqishen，roulerouyanjing，
zuowandekongjuhaicanliuzaixinli，xiangyicengbobing，yipengjiuliang。tazoudaowoshimenkou，youyulebantian，
caiqingqingtuikaiyitiaofeng。shuzhuangtailizaichuangbian，yangguangluozaijingmianshang，fanshechuciyandeguang，
kanbuqinglimiandeyingxiang。tashenxiyikouqi，tuikaimenzoujinqu，jingzhizoudaoshuzhuangtaiqian，dingzhejingzilideziji。
qijianzhifa，liuhaizhengqi，meiyoufajia，yemeiyouzhushazhi。jingzilideren，liansecangbai，
yandiyoudandandeqinghei，chucizhiwai，hepingshimeishenmeliangyang。“kendingshizuoemengle。
”taduizhejingziziyanziyu，shenshounaqishuzhuangtaishangdeshuzi，xiangbatoufashushun。shuzigangpengdaotoufa，
tadezhijianjiuchudaoleyigeyingwu——zaitadefaweichu，biezheyigeyinsedefajia，kuanshilaojiu，
shangmianhaiqianzheyikexiaoxiaodezhenzhu，zhenzhuyijingfahuang，shiquleguangze。
neizhengshitazuowanzaijingzilikandaodefajia。linweideshoumengdiyidou，shuzidiaozaitaimianshang，
fachu“pa”deyishengxiang。tashenshoubafajiazhaixialai，fangzaishouxin，fajiadejinshubufenyijingyanghua，
moqilaiyouxiecucao。zheibushitadefajia，tadeshoushiheliconglaimeiyouguozheizhongkuanshidedongxi，zuowanshuijueqian，
tayemingmingbatoufasanzhe，meiyoubierenhefajia。fajiashizenmechuxianzaitatoufashangde？
tadingzhefajiakanlebantian，turanxiangqiwaipodejiuxiangce。takuaibuzoudaozhangmuxiangqian，dakaixiangzi，
fanchuneibenanhongsefengmiandexiangce，yiyeyiyedifan。xiangcelidezhaopiandaduoshiheibaide，
youwaiponianqingshidezhaopian，chuanzheqipao，zhanzaisuzhoudeyuanlinli；haiyouyixieshiwaipohepengyoudeheying，
beijingshilaoshanghaidejiedao，nihongshanshuo。fandaozuihoujiyeshi，tatingzhule。
zhaopianshangshiyigechuanzhebaiseqipaodenvren，zhanzaiyimianshuzhuangtaigenqian，
zishihetawaipozuowanzaimenglidezishiyimoyiyang，beiduizhejingtou，shoulinazheyizhikouhong。zhaopiandeyouxiajiao，
youyixingshouxiedexiaozi：“minguosanshiliunian，yuhushang。”minguosanshiliunian，jiushi1947nian。
linweidexintiaoyoukuaileqilai。tabazhaopiannachulai，coudaoyangguangxiazixikan。nvrendetoufashibolangjuan，
pizaijianbangshang，faweibiezheyigeyinsedefajia，hetashoulidezheige，yimoyiyang。
tashunzhenvrendetoufawangshangkan，suiranshibeiying，dannengkandaotadeyouerhoumian，
sihuyouyikuaixiaoxiaodeshenseyinji。tabazhaopianfanghuixiangce，youkanxiangshuzhuangtai。shuzhuangtaidechoutihaimeidakaiguo，
tazuotianzhiguzhecabiaomian，meiganpengchouti。tadunxiashen，wozhuzuishangmiandechoutibashou，
bingliangdemuzhichuganchuanlai，rangtadezhijianweiweifama。choutihenjin，tayongledianliqicailakai。
limianpuzheyicenghongsederongbu，rongbuyijingtunse，bianchengleqianfense。rongbushang，fangzheyizhikouhong，
meiguisede，waiqiaoshijinshude，shangmiankezhe“baiqueling”deziyang，kuanshilaojiu，
hetawaiposhengqianzuanzaishoulideneizhihenxiang。kouhongdegaizimeiyougaiyan，luchuyidiandiangaoti，
gaotishangyouchunyindehenji，xiangshigangbeirenyongguo。linweidehuxibiandejicuqilai。tashenshouxiangbakouhongnaqilai，
kezhijiangangpengdaowaiqiao，jiutingdaoshenhouchuanlaiyizhenqingweide“shasha”sheng，xiangshiyourenzaiqingqingtuodongqunbai。
tamengdihuitou，woshilikongwuyiren，chuanghuguanzhe，chuanglianyeladehaohaode，meiyoufeng，yemeiyourenheyichang。
kedangtazaizhuanhuitou，kanxiangchoutishi，kouhongdegaiziyijingbeigaiyanle，rongbushang，haiduoleyigenheisedezhangfa，
zhangerjuanqu，xianranbushitadetoufa——tadetoufashizongsede，erqieshizhifa。tabuganzaipengchouti，
yebuganzaidaizaiwoshili。tanaqineizhifajiahexiangce，kuaibuzoudaoketing，bafajiafangzaichajishang，
xiangcetankai，duizheneizhangchuanbaiseqipaodenvrendezhaopian。taxuyaonongqingchu，zheigenvrenshishei？
tahewaipodeshuzhuangtaiyoushenmeguanxi？fajiahekouhong，youshizenmehuishi？tanachushouji，
jijiumadalegedianhua。dianhuaxianglehaojishengcaibeijieqi，jiumadeshengyindaizhegangshuixingdeyonglan：“weiweia，
zenmezheimezaodadianhua？”“jiuma，wowennigeshi，”linweideshengyinyouxiefazhan，“waipodeneimianshuzhuangtai，
nizhidaotayuanlaidezhurenshisheima？haiyou，waiponianqingdeshihou，youmeiyourenshiyigechuanbaiseqipao，
youerhoumianyouzhushazhidenvren？”dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao，
ranhouchuanlaijiumadejinghusheng：“nizenmezhidaozheigenvren？niwaipoconglaiburangrentita！
”“wo……wozaixiangcelikandaoletadezhaopian，”linweishuo，“haiyou，wozuowanzaijingzilikandaotale，
jintianzaoshang，wodetoufashanghaiduoleyigefajia，hezhaopianlitadaideneigeyiyang。
”jiumazaidianhuaneitoutanlekouqi，shengyinbiandedichen：“zheishishuolaihuazhang。neigenvren，jiaosumanqing，
shi1940niandaishanghaideyigenvyanyuan，zhangdetebiepiaoliang，changkunqude。
niwaiponianqingdeshihouzaishanghaidaiguo，hesumanqingshihaopengyou，houlaisumanqingchuledianshi，
niwaipojiubatadeshuzhuangtaidaihuilesuzhou。”“chuleshenmeshi？”linweizhuiwen。“zishale，”jiumashuo，
“tingshuotaaishangleyige**dejunguan，houlaineijunguanpaole，haijuanzouletasuoyoudeqian。
sumanqingshoubuledaji，jiuzaizijidegongyulizishale，sideshihou，jiuzuozaizheimianshuzhuangtaiqian，
shoulinazheyizhikouhong，bazuichuntudetonghong，ranhougewanle。”linweideshouxinmaochulelenghan。
takanzhechajishangdefajia，youxiangqichoutilidekouhong，turanjuedeyiguhanqicongjiaodiwangshangcuan。“jiuma，
sumanqingzishadeshihou，shibushidaizheyigeyinsedefajia，qianzhezhenzhudeneizhong？haiyou，tayongdekouhong，
shibushibaiquelingdemeiguise？”“nizenmezhidaozheimeqingchu？”jiumadeshengyinlidaizhejingya，
“niwaiposhuoguo，sumanqingzuixihuanneigefajia，haiyouneigeyansedekouhong，tazishadeshihou，
queshidaizheneigefajia，shoulizuanzhede，jiushineizhibaiquelingdekouhong。”gualedianhua，linweizuozaishafashang，
dingzheneizhangheibaizhaopian。zhaopianlidesumanqing，beiduizhejingtou，zitaiyouya，
kelinweiquefangfonengkandaotazhuanshenhoudeyangzi，liuyemei，danfengyan，xianyandekouhong，
haiyouyouerhoumiandezhushazhi。zuowanzaijingzilikandaode，jiushisumanqing。fajiahekouhong，yeshitade。
kesumanqingyijingsileqishiduonianle，tadedongxi，weishenmehuichuxianzaizijishenshang？jingzilideyingxiang，
youshishenme？linweibuganzaixiangxiaqu。tabafajiafanghuizhangmuxiangli，youbaxiangceshouqilai，
ranhouzoudaowoshimenkou，bashuzhuangtaidechoutiguanshang，yongyikuaibubajingzigaileqilai。taxiang，zhiyaobukanjingzi，
bupengneixiedongxi，sumanqingjiubuhuizailaizhaotale。ketacuole。neitianwanshang，tatangzaichuangshang，
fanlaifuqushuibuzhe。ketingdedengkaizhe，woshidemenyekaizhe，ketahaishijuedehaipa。kuaidaowuyedeshihou，
tatingdaoketinglichuanlaiyizhenqingweide“kada”sheng，xiangshiyourenzaidakaichouti。tamengdizuoqishen，kanxiangketing。
ketinglikongwuyiren，zhangmuxiangdegaiziquekaizhe，limiandejiuyifusanluozaiwaimian。tazouguoqu，dunxiashen，
faxianfangzailimiandefajiabujianle。tadexintiaoshunjiantidaolesangziyan。tazhanqishen，sichuxunzhao，zuihou，
zaishuzhuangtaidejingziqian，kandaoleneizhifajia——fajiabiezaijingzigaizhedebushang，bubeifengchuideqingqinghuangdong，
fajiashangdezhenzhuzaidengguangxia，fanshechuweiruodeguang。tazouguoqu，xiangbafajianaxialai，kegangpengdaobu，
bujiudiaolexialai，luchulejingzi。jingzili，yingchulesumanqingdelian，zhengduizhetaxiao，
zuichunshangtuzhexianyandemeiguisekouhong，youerhoumiandezhushazhigewaixianyan。“nizhongyukenjianwole。
”sumanqingdeshengyincongjingzilichuanlai，qingroudexiangyumao，quedaizheyigushuobuchudehanyi。
linweihedejianjiaoqilai，zhuanshenjiuxiangpao，ketadejiaoxiangbeidingzailedishang，dongdanbude。
takanzhejingzilidesumanqing，manmancongjingzilizoulechulai，chuanzhebaisedeqipao，qunbaituozaidishang，
yibuyibudixiangtazoujin。“wodenglezheimejiu，zhongyuzhaodaoyigenengrangwo‘huo’guolaiderenle。
”sumanqingzoudaotamianqian，shenchushou，zhijiankuaiyaopengdaotadelian，“nideshenti，henshihewo。
”linweixiangbishangyanjing，keyanpiquebutingshihuan。takanzhesumanqingdeshou，manmanchuanguotadeshenti，
jinrutadepifuli。yigubinglengdeganjuecongzhijianchuanbianquanshen，tadeyishikaishimohu，yanqiandesumanqing，
manmanhezijideyingxiangzhongdiezaiyiqi。disanzhanghuabixiadeguiyiyingxianglinweizaicixinglaishi，
shizaizijidechuangshang。yangguangtouguochuanglianzhaojinlai，nuanderangrenshufu。tazuoqishen，rouleroutaiyangxue，
zuowandejinglixiangshiyichangemeng，zhenshiderangtaxinji。taditoukanlekanzijideshou，meiyourenheyichang，
shenshangyemeiyoubinglengdeganjue。tazoudaoketing，zhangmuxiangdegaiziguanzhe，shuzhuangtaidejingziyebeibugaidehaohaode，
fajiabuzaibushang，yebuzaizhangmuxiangli，xiangshiconglaimeiyouchuxianguoyiyang。“zhendeshiemengma？”tadiguzhe，
zoudaoshuzhuoqian，dakaidiannao，xiangjixuhuazuotianmeihuawandehuiben。kedangtadakaihuihuaruanjian，
kandaohuabushangdeneirongshi，zhenggerendoujiangzhule。huabushang，bushitazuotianhuadexiaonvhai，
ershiyigechuanzhebaiseqipaodenvren，zhanzaiyimianshuzhuangtaigenqian，beiduizhejingtou，shoulinazheyizhikouhong。