“anning，nigeweishenmeyaohaisiwoba，niweishenmeshiwoshafuchourendemeimei，woweishenmehuiaishangni？”
gaodadeqingnianqiazheshaonvdebozi，hunshenjiuqi，yingjundelianshangtongkuhechouhenjiaozhi，rutongkunshouyibanpaoxiao。
“wo、wobuzhidao，lixiaoge，nibiezheiyang……”
shaonvxiaoliancangbaijingkong，jingyingdeleizhuyikekegunluoxialai，beiliangwuzhu。
neifengkuangdeqingnianbujinmeiyoubandianlianxi，haisiyitoushikongdeyeshou。
yishangbeisisuidetongshi，liantongtadexinyeyiqibeisilegefensui。
“shigujiaqianwode！shiniqianwode！”
fangjianyipianlangjie，shaonvjuewangdekuqishengyuelaiyuexuruo。
xianxueranhonglebaiqun，taruposuideyangwawatangzaibinglengdedishang，neishuangmeilideyanjingzhengmanmanhuianshiqushengji。
“an、anning，wo……wobushiguyide，nichengzhu，nichengzhu，buyaolianniyelikaiwo！”
erbianshiqingnianjinghuangwucuodehuhuansheng，ketaxinlichulebinglenghebeiliang，jiuzhishengxiashenshendehouhui。
zijipaoqiyiqiepeitayuanzouyiguotaxiang，huanlaidebushitadegandong，ershibutingdishinve。
jiuyinweitashigujiadenver？
kedangchuchuguoqian，shuogegezuodeshiyutawuguandebuyeshitama？
她也想问为什么？
为什么要这么对她？
好痛！好冷！
ruguonengzhonglaiyicidehua……
*
“啊！”
安宁从噩梦中惊醒。
tajinjindizhuazhebeizi，qingchendeyangguangtouguochuanglianfengxiluozaitaxuebaidexiaolianshang，hainengkandaoqianqiandeleihen。
dengmenglibinglengdezhixiganhuanhuanxiaoshi，anningjinbengdeshenticaijianjianfangsongxialai。
tataiqishoucalecaetoushangdelenghan。
suirantabushiyuanshen，danrongheleduifangdejiyizhihou，anningyeshiqinshenjinglileyicineizhongtongdaojizhidesiwang。
nanzhudeaijiujingshiyouduoniuqukongbua？
huoshengshengdejiubarenjizuosile！
anningxizheqi，nvewennanzhubaiyueguangzheizhiye，zhentemegaowei。
“xitong，wozhendebixuzoujuqingma？”
pingpingwuqidefuerdaianningzaixianshizhongyinbingxiukehou，yeganshanglechuanshurechao。
zhibuguo，bierenchuanshukenengzhixuyaoquyigeshijie，eranningquezhijiebeishikongweimianxitongjizhualaidazhangqigongle。
tayaozaiyigegexiaoshuoshijielibanyannvewennanzhuneizaosidebaiyueguang。
jiushineigezainvzhuchuxianqian，xiangennanzhutanyichangnvexinnvegandeaiqing，danyoumeinvzhuhouhoudexuebao，meiduojiujiubeizhagounansanxiawuchuerjinvesile。
bingqiezaibujiuhou，sidiaodetahaiyaobianchengnanzhuqunvenvzhu，weitamendenvelianqingshentianzhuantianwadegongjuren。
zuihou，nanzhuzaizhuiqihuozangchangzhongmingbaizijizaoyiwanglebaiyueguang，zhenaishinvzhu……he。
yiju“wocaowuqing”yijingbunengxingronganningdexinqingle。
zheiyangdebaiyueguangjiaosesheding，meishiniannaoxueshuan，huoshimanxinbaosheshigaobuchulaideba？
xiangdaozijixianzaijiushizheigeshengqiansihoudouyaobeixuenvedebaiyueguang，anningrenbuzhudalegehanzhan。
【juqingbukegaidong……huoshishuo，yisuzhuboruodeqiyunzhishiwufahandongjuqingde，qiangxinggenggai，bushisuzhubeimosha，jiushixiangguanderenwuyincikuisan，zuihouzaochengzheiyiqiedesuzhuhaishiyaobeimosha。】
jiandanlaishuojiushianningkaweibugou，meinenglirangtiandaobabaweitakaihoumenxiugaijuben。
bijingtazhishigebeinanzhunveyinvejiugoudaidexiaojiaosebale。
安宁：“……”
tazenmejiuxiaojiaosele，tadecunzaikeshiguanchuanquanwende。
baiyueguangmeirenquanleshiba？
苦逼！
gengkubideshi，anningbunenggaidongjuqing，dantaderenwuqueshiyaoweiyuanshenduoguobeinvesidemingyun？
这特么不是悖论吗？
anningmazhuale，tazhendenengyikaozuorenwuhuodezaixianshisuxingdejihuima？
ganjuexitongshizailvtani！
【suzhubuyaozaoyao，woshizhengjingxitong。】
anning：ennnn……
【suzhumeinengligaidongjuqing，budaibiaobierenmeiyou。】
anningjingxile，“kuaishuoshuoshinaweijindatui？”
【yudaole，xitongzihuitixing。】
安宁叹气，好吧。
laidoulaile，zouyibusuanyibuba，buranbantuerfei，huidaoxianshi，tajiubushixiuke，ershiqushile。
【suzhuzaimocengxiaqujiuyaochidaole。】
anningyijing，lianmangqichuangshoushiziji。
xianzaideshijianxian，boqingzongcainanzhucaigangshanggaoyi，haishigeqingsedexiaoyuancitou。
jintiankaixue，zhengshijubenlibaiyueguanganninghenanzhuchuyudeshijiandian。
mairuqingchunqideshaonianshaonvchuyuweimei，pengranxindong，zhihouzaiyicicidejiaojipengzhuangzhong，zishengqingsu，yaoshengyaosideyiweineijiushiaiqing。
e，yuanshenkebujiushitangeqingchunqilianaibazijijitansilema？
suoyishuo，xiaoyuanjinzhizaolianyebushimeiyoudaolide。
jingzizhongdeshaonvwufarupu，liumeiwanwan，tongmouqingchemingliang，jifubainen，shuangchunjiaoyanyudi、fanzheguangze。
youdianyongzhongdelanbaixiaofuchuanzaitashenshangbingbuxiannankan，fanerweitatianlejifenchaoqipengbo，zhengshihuaerzuimeihaodenianhua。
anningmolemozijibailitouhongdeliandan，jiankangderangtameiyanwanlewan，xinmanyizu。
buweibiede，jiudandanweizheijujiankangdeshenti，tadouyaonulidihuoxiaqu。
……
【jiancedaodaqiyunrenwu：guyuan。】
gangxialoudeanningchadianbeixitongyinjianbandechushengjihedeshuailegegouchishi。
tahaishiyoudianmeifashiyingnaodailisuishibengchugeshengyinlai。
不过，这不是重点。
zhongdianshi……daqiyunrenwu？
jiushineiweiyongyougaidongjuqingnenglidejindatui？
anningyanlideguangmangshunjiandounengliangxiaxitongdegouyan。
jindatui？zainaerni？zainaerni？
“daqingzaode，bozituojiule？”
脖子怎么脱臼？
那会死的吧？
qingrundichendeshengyinluoruanningdeerduozhong，rangtadeshentitiaojianfanshediyizhen。
bushihuachi，shibeihede！
anningmengdizhuantou，zhizhiduishangyizhangwenrunsiwendejunlian。
shaonianshengaotuizhang，gentachuanzheyiyangdexiaofu，quedangbuzhuyishendeguiqi。
tarongmaojiweichuse，yanmouheideshenbujiandi，qiansebochunweiweiqiaoqiyidianhudu，lingrenrumuchunfengdetongshiyouzidaishuligan。
anningpengzhexiaoxinzang，daoxiyikoulengqi，butaicongmingdexiaonaoguazizhongyufanyingguolaile。
顾、顾渊？
bujiushitadebianyigege，zhengbuxiaoshuoritianrididedafanpaibossma？
ng，yeshineigegaosilenanzhudebabi，rangnanzhuhendenvesiletadetongfuyimugege。
zhiyu，weishenmeanningshigujiaqianjinbuxinggu？
jushuoshigufuaijiletadeerhuntaitai，yejiushianningdemuqin，bianrangnvergenzhemuqinxing。
buguo，kanguojubendeanningzhidaogengdademimi。
tayagenjiubushigujiafumudeqinshengnver，zhenshideshenfenshianmujialiyigesishengnvmeimeidenver。
haomenma，gouxindoujiao，gezhonggouxue。
anningdeqinshengmuqinyinyuanhentongfuyimudejiejie，suoyizaijiejieshengwashi，maitongleyiyuandeyishenghushilailechutoulongzhuanfeng，rangzijidenverbianchenglejiejiedenver。
erjiejiedenverzesuizhetaliuluominjian。
anningyebuxiangqutanjiuzheichulimaohuantaizidekecaozuoxingheloudong，fanzhengjuqingjiushizheimeshedingde，youwentizhaozuozhe。
zhongdianshi，taxianzaimingyishangjiushiguyuandeqinmeimei，yihoutahaihuiyinweizheiweidabossgegebeinanzhujinvesi。
rujinxitongjingrangaosuta，tayaobaituojuqing，wanchengrenwudexiwangjiuzaiguyuandeshenshang？
anning……anningdoubeiraomale。
zheigouxuedemingyunguiji，mobiwusihuandouyaozhihucijiba？
guyuanjianyanqianshaonvdaidailenglengdidingzheta，bainendexiaolianyihuierjiujie，yihuierkubi，biaoqingjiugenhuandengpianyiyangbianlaibianqude。
tajianmeiweiweiyitiao，yandihuaguoyisibumingdeguangmang。
wangrili，zheibianyimeimeiyijiandaotajiugenlaoshujianzhemaoyiyang，dizhenaodaiqieqiedisuozaiyipangliangentashuohuadoumeidanzide。
jintianjingranganduzaitamianqianzhishita？
shianzhihui（anmu）neinvrenyouxianggaoshenmeyaoezi？haishizheixiaoyatoushuaihuainaozile？
“能让开吗？”
shaoniansangyinwenrundaixiao，shizeyuqiqueshiburongweinidemingling。
wulunanzhihuiheanningxiangzuoshenme，guyuandoubuzenmezaiyi。
buguoshitiaoliangxiaochoubale。
anningxiaoshenbanweiweiyizhan，xiayishidirangkailu。
yuanshenpingriliduizheigegegebushiyibandeweiju。
qishiguyuanzixiaodaodayemeiqifuguota，zhibuguoshicongbudalitaeryi。
takanqilaiyeshiwenrunsiwendeshaonianlang，neiweishenmeyuanshenjiuzheimepata？
anningyoudianhuanghu，naohaizhongshinianjinbasuidexiaonvhaiduozaiqiangjiao，qinyankanzhecaigangshisuidenanhaizhuazheshitouyixiayouyixiadibayigebangfeidahandenaodaijizalegexibalan。
neimexiaodetayanshenlengmo，shenqingpingjingdefangfoshizaizahetao，erbushiyigerendenaodai。
neishiyuanshentongnianlizuiyinankongbudehuamian。
congci，yuanshenzaizheigegegemianqianjiugenanchunyiyangsesefadou，huadoushuobulisuo。
yanjianguyuanjiuyaozoule，anningyaxiayuanshendekongjuqingxu，zhanshengdihuandao：“gege……”
guyuandejiaobuyidun，“shenmeshi？”
anningxiaopaoguolai，naoziyirejiuwen，“niyaoqushangxuema？”
顾渊：“……”
jianbianyigegeyongyizhongkanshazideyanshenkanta，anningxiudelianjiatonghong，zhixiangjizijidenaomenyibazhang。
“wo、wobushineigeyisi，jiushi，gege，wonenggenniyiqizouma？”
shaonvjinzhangdizhuazheshubaodaizi，yishuangmaoerbandemouzishilulude，jinzhangyouqidaidikanzheta。
guyuanmomouweimi，sixiaofeixiaodiqichun，“suibianni。”
tadaoyaokankanzheibianyimeimeixiangwanshenmebaxi？
anningmouguangliangleliang，suiranxinlihenhuang，danbuguanshiyinweiguyuanshijubenlizuiniubidedaboss，haishiyinweitanengbangtaduoguojuqing，xiangentagaohaoguanxijiubuhuicuode。
然而，一分钟后……
guyuanyaoxiachechuang，wenrundixiaodao：“genzheba，mei、mei！”
suiji，chezixianglixiandejianfeilechuqu，daiqidefengpudeanningmanlian。
shaonvmengbidizhanzaiyuandi，kanzheshiyuandechezi，xiaonaoguazishangquanshimanmandewenhao。
跟、跟着？
她怎么跟？
抡起两条腿跑吗？
tadetuiyoubushifenghuolun，zenmezhuideshanga？
bianyigegezheishizaishuata？
suoyi，tazheishicaifanyingguolaima？
系统无语了。
anningguzhexiaolian，doukuaiqikule。
zheijiujingshishenmemoguipaidazhutigegea？
nanguaijubenxiezhetazhexianwaibiao，emoneizaini。
wu，zheiyangdedafanpaitayaozenmegaodingma？