“anning，nigeweishenmeyaohaisiwoba，niweishenmeshiwoshafuchourendemeimei，woweishenmehuiaishangni?”
gaodadeqingnianqiazheshaonvdebozi，hunshenjiuqi，yingjundelianshangtongkuhechouhenjiaozhi，rutongkunshouyibanpaoxiao。
“wo、wobuzhidao，lixiaoge，nibiezheiyang……”
shaonvxiaoliancangbaijingkong，jingyingdeleizhuyikekegunluoxialai，beiliangwuzhu。
neifengkuangdeqingnianbujinmeiyoubandianlianxi，haisiyitoushikongdeyeshou。
yishangbeisisuidetongshi，liantongtadexinyeyiqibeisilegefensui。
“shigujiaqianwode!shiniqianwode!”
fangjianyipianlangjie，shaonvjuewangdekuqishengyuelaiyuexuruo。
xianxueranhonglebaiqun，taruposuideyangwawatangzaibinglengdedishang，neishuangmeilideyanjingzhengmanmanhuianshiqushengji。
“an、anning，wo……wobushiguyide，nichengzhu，nichengzhu，buyaolianniyelikaiwo!”
erbianshiqingnianjinghuangwucuodehuhuansheng，ketaxinlichulebinglenghebeiliang，jiuzhishengxiashenshendehouhui。
zijipaoqiyiqiepeitayuanzouyiguotaxiang，huanlaidebushitadegandong，ershibutingdishinve。
jiuyinweitashigujiadenver?
kedangchuchuguoqian，shuogegezuodeshiyutawuguandebuyeshitama?
她也想问为什么?
为什么要这么对她?
好痛!好冷!
ruguonengzhonglaiyicidehua……
*
“啊!”
安宁从噩梦中惊醒。
tajinjindizhuazhebeizi，qingchendeyangguangtouguochuanglianfengxiluozaitaxuebaidexiaolianshang，hainengkandaoqianqiandeleihen。
dengmenglibinglengdezhixiganhuanhuanxiaoshi，anningjinbengdeshenticaijianjianfangsongxialai。
tataiqishoucalecaetoushangdelenghan。
suirantabushiyuanshen，danrongheleduifangdejiyizhihou，anningyeshiqinshenjinglileyicineizhongtongdaojizhidesiwang。
nanzhudeaijiujingshiyouduoniuqukongbua?
huoshengshengdejiubarenjizuosile!
anningxizheqi，nvewennanzhubaiyueguangzheizhiye，zhentemegaowei。
“xitong，wozhendebixuzoujuqingma?”
pingpingwuqidefuerdaianningzaixianshizhongyinbingxiukehou，yeganshanglechuanshurechao。
zhibuguo，bierenchuanshukenengzhixuyaoquyigeshijie，eranningquezhijiebeishikongweimianxitongjizhualaidazhangqigongle。
tayaozaiyigegexiaoshuoshijielibanyannvewennanzhuneizaosidebaiyueguang。
jiushineigezainvzhuchuxianqian，xiangennanzhutanyichangnvexinnvegandeaiqing，danyoumeinvzhuhouhoudexuebao，meiduojiujiubeizhagounansanxiawuchuerjinvesile。
bingqiezaibujiuhou，sidiaodetahaiyaobianchengnanzhuqunvenvzhu，weitamendenvelianqingshentianzhuantianwadegongjuren。
zuihou，nanzhuzaizhuiqihuozangchangzhongmingbaizijizaoyiwanglebaiyueguang，zhenaishinvzhu……he。
yiju“wocaowuqing”yijingbunengxingronganningdexinqingle。
zheiyangdebaiyueguangjiaosesheding，meishiniannaoxueshuan，huoshimanxinbaosheshigaobuchulaideba?
xiangdaozijixianzaijiushizheigeshengqiansihoudouyaobeixuenvedebaiyueguang，anningrenbuzhudalegehanzhan。
【juqingbukegaidong……huoshishuo，yisuzhuboruodeqiyunzhishiwufahandongjuqingde，qiangxinggenggai，bushisuzhubeimosha，jiushixiangguanderenwuyincikuisan，zuihouzaochengzheiyiqiedesuzhuhaishiyaobeimosha。】
jiandanlaishuojiushianningkaweibugou，meinenglirangtiandaobabaweitakaihoumenxiugaijuben。
bijingtazhishigebeinanzhunveyinvejiugoudaidexiaojiaosebale。
安宁：“……”
tazenmejiuxiaojiaosele，tadecunzaikeshiguanchuanquanwende。
baiyueguangmeirenquanleshiba?
苦逼!
gengkubideshi，anningbunenggaidongjuqing，dantaderenwuqueshiyaoweiyuanshenduoguobeinvesidemingyun?
这特么不是悖论吗?
anningmazhuale，tazhendenengyikaozuorenwuhuodezaixianshisuxingdejihuima?
ganjuexitongshizailvtani!
【suzhubuyaozaoyao，woshizhengjingxitong。】
anning：ennnn……
【suzhumeinengligaidongjuqing，budaibiaobierenmeiyou。】
anningjingxile，“kuaishuoshuoshinaweijindatui?”
【yudaole，xitongzihuitixing。】
安宁叹气，好吧。
laidoulaile，zouyibusuanyibuba，buranbantuerfei，huidaoxianshi，tajiubushixiuke，ershiqushile。
【suzhuzaimocengxiaqujiuyaochidaole。】
anningyijing，lianmangqichuangshoushiziji。
xianzaideshijianxian，boqingzongcainanzhucaigangshanggaoyi，haishigeqingsedexiaoyuancitou。
jintiankaixue，zhengshijubenlibaiyueguanganninghenanzhuchuyudeshijiandian。
mairuqingchunqideshaonianshaonvchuyuweimei，pengranxindong，zhihouzaiyicicidejiaojipengzhuangzhong，zishengqingsu，yaoshengyaosideyiweineijiushiaiqing。
e，yuanshenkebujiushitangeqingchunqilianaibazijijitansilema?
suoyishuo，xiaoyuanjinzhizaolianyebushimeiyoudaolide。
jingzizhongdeshaonvwufarupu，liumeiwanwan，tongmouqingchemingliang，jifubainen，shuangchunjiaoyanyudi、fanzheguangze。
youdianyongzhongdelanbaixiaofuchuanzaitashenshangbingbuxiannankan，fanerweitatianlejifenchaoqipengbo，zhengshihuaerzuimeihaodenianhua。
anningmolemozijibailitouhongdeliandan，jiankangderangtameiyanwanlewan，xinmanyizu。
buweibiede，jiudandanweizheijujiankangdeshenti，tadouyaonulidihuoxiaqu。
……
【jiancedaodaqiyunrenwu：guyuan。】
gangxialoudeanningchadianbeixitongyinjianbandechushengjihedeshuailegegouchishi。
tahaishiyoudianmeifashiyingnaodailisuishibengchugeshengyinlai。
不过，这不是重点。
zhongdianshi……daqiyunrenwu?
jiushineiweiyongyougaidongjuqingnenglidejindatui?
anningyanlideguangmangshunjiandounengliangxiaxitongdegouyan。
jindatui?zainaerni?zainaerni?
“daqingzaode，bozituojiule?”
脖子怎么脱臼?
那会死的吧?
qingrundichendeshengyinluoruanningdeerduozhong，rangtadeshentitiaojianfanshediyizhen。
bushihuachi，shibeihede!
anningmengdizhuantou，zhizhiduishangyizhangwenrunsiwendejunlian。
shaonianshengaotuizhang，gentachuanzheyiyangdexiaofu，quedangbuzhuyishendeguiqi。
tarongmaojiweichuse，yanmouheideshenbujiandi，qiansebochunweiweiqiaoqiyidianhudu，lingrenrumuchunfengdetongshiyouzidaishuligan。
anningpengzhexiaoxinzang，daoxiyikoulengqi，butaicongmingdexiaonaoguazizhongyufanyingguolaile。
顾、顾渊?
bujiushitadebianyigege，zhengbuxiaoshuoritianrididedafanpaibossma?
ng，yeshineigegaosilenanzhudebabi，rangnanzhuhendenvesiletadetongfuyimugege。