考察完月子中心后,我流产了第八章

“yinwei,zheiyuezizhongxin,beihoudefarenshizhuangchi,touziren,shinifuqin。”

wozhangkoujieshe,nanyizhixin。

woshenbianzuiqinjindeliangren,jingranzaizuozheizhongshengyi?

tamenyigegemingmianshangshiyeyoucheng,bingbuqueqian,weishenmehaiyaozuozheizhongjianbudeguangdeshengyi?

wozhenjingzhiyu,qiangpozijiwenzhuxinshen,zhuantoukanxianglinshaojun。

“neinizaizheilizuolvshi,nihetamenshiyihuode?”

tameiyouzhengmianhuidawo,turanwenwo:“nihaijide,dangchudedinghunyan,woturanxiaoshilema?”

我怎么会忘?

qianyitianhaihewonongqingmiyideren,daoledinghunyanshangqueturanbujianrenying。

duanyashifenshou,wojiangzijiguanzaijializuzuyizhou,caijieshoulezheigeshishi。

“neitian,wotiyigeyunqizhangfuchuguijiabaodedangshirenquzheng,diyicilaidaozheigeyuezizhongxin。”

“tashuotazhaodaolezhengju,wodangshizhengzaishidinghundexizhuang,yifudoumeilaidejihuan,jiuganleguolai。”

“woshunzhediantishangqu,meixiangdaokanjianlenifuqin。”

“tanawomendehunshiweixiewo,rangwochengweizheiyuezizhongxinde**lvshi。”

“wodangshijiuxiadingjuexinyaoduandiaozheili,keneishiwocaiershisisui,caigangganglvjiezhanlutoujiao。”

“houlai,wozhuangzuoshikuai,yaolegaoxin,jujuelehenidehunshi。”

“nengzaishizhongxinkaixiazheimeyijiayuezizhongxin,qibeihoushilikejianyiban,congyikaishi,wojiumeixiangguohuo。”

“wobuxiangjiangnilajinlaide,kewomeixiangdao,tamenhuisangxinbingkuangdaoduinidongshou。”

“neiwanyanwo,shinilaizhiqian,zhuangchijiushouyihouchuzhunbeihaode。”

“weidejiushirangnifangqizhuzheijiayuezizhongxindeniantou。”

“yinweitamenpanifaxianduanni,jiangshiqingnaoda。”

“wodangchuhuirenzui,shiyinweiwohaimeiyouzugoudezixinnengdaohuizheili。”

“wobuxiangrangnichanjinzheijianshili,wopatamenduinidongshou。”

“我赌不起……”

tadeshengyinchanchan,ruyiguqingquan,zaizheiloutijianweiweidaolai。

kewoqueyuetingquantouzuandeyuejin。

“wokeyiheniyiqi……”

“你走吧。”

womenerrentongshikaikou,woxiangtongtabingjianzuozhan,taquezaiganwozou。

“为什么?”

tadao:“henweixian,tamendeshiliyuanbinixiangxiangdeda。”

“nimeixiangguoweishenmeshipinyouloudong,quemenghunguoguanlema?”

“nizaiyiyuandejianchabaogao,weishenmeliangjiayiyuandoushuoshinizishendewenti?”

xisijikong,xianrujinhuixianglai,wojingranli“e”neimejin。

keyouyidian,linshaojunxiangchale。

“nijiumeixiangguo,weishenmewoxing‘bai’,erwobaxing‘xiang’ma?”

dangnianwohelinshaojunjiajingchajujida,wopa**ta,xianshaotongtataolunwodejiashi。

taxiangdangrandirenwei:“nibamaganqinghao?”