xinkefangbang，rentouzandong。
shenlingheerzibeijisanle，tayinyuetingdezhuangyuanmingziyouge“rui”zi，chunjiaoqiaoqiqingqiandehudu。
“linrui，zhuangyuanjiaolinrui！”
tingquanleneigemingzi，shenlingmianshangxiaoyishuranjiangzhu，ruchunrirongrongshifengxuezhouzhi，hanchegusui。
夜深了。
jifengzhouyuqiaodazhechuangling。
“niang，duibuqi。”linruiguifuzaidi，shengyinchenchen。
沈翎的心，更沉……
tajijizhinianyuxiucailinxiuyuanchengqin，shenjiagongtachichuandushu，shengxiaerzilinruihou，tazufuguoshi，jiazhongzaiwujinxiang，zhinengpingjiecixiuyanghuozhenggejia。
gongfubufu，linxiuyuanershisisuigaozhongzhuangyuan，zaiyuhuixiang。
ketamanxinhuanxiyuqidai，zhidenglaiyizhixiushu。
zhuangyuanlangcaimaoshuangquan，dechengxiangfudinvgao**yijianzhongqing，jibiandezhitazaixiangxiayouqiyouer，yebucenggaibianxinyi。
yourenquanshenlingzibianweiqie，wulunruhegenzhelinxiuyuan。
dantasulaixinqigaoao，nanrenjiyibianxin，buyuanjiuchan，zhiranglinxiuyuangun。
linxiuyuanyaodaizouliusuideerzi，shenlingbushe，queyexinzhilanbuzhu。
linruiquesihuobukengenlinxiuyuanzou，baozheshenlingdetui，jiyukusiguoqu。
zhierwugu，weirenmuzhe，zongshigengxinruan。
shuangfanggebuxiangrang，zuizhongshenlingxuanliangxiangbi，linxiuyuanwunaifangshou，yangyanyulinruiduanjueguanxi，jiaotagaixingshen。
guerguamuxiangyiweiming。shenlingweigongerzidushu，riyecaolao，gangdaosishibinbianshuangbai，shizhiculi。
zhengzhengshiwunianguangyin，linxiuyuanbuwenbuwen。
zhizhijinri，linruiershisansui，gaozhongzhuangyuan。
是林叡，不是沈叡！
“weihe？”shenlingshenxiyikouqi，quezaitibuqizhuixiadexinshen，kaikou，shengyinqingpiaopiaode。
linruitaiyanqiaota，youlikelianlemou，yishengzhangtan：“niang！rujinzheishidao，jiusuanerzigaozhongzhuangyuan，meiyoukaoshan，yeyongwuchutouzhiri。wonengzhaodaodekaoshanzhiyoudie，shirenjiezhiwoshitadegurou。”
shenlingquejuekexiao，“jiruci，dangnianniweihebugentazou？shilinxiuyuanweinigaixingshen，bingfeiwoqiangqiu。”
linruiyanshenshanshuo，“dangnianwoshixianggendiezou，dandieshuobunengdaiwo。tashangweizaijingchengzhanwenjiaogen，woshitaxinfurendeyanzhongdingrouzhongci……”
shenlingshenziyizhan，ruzaoleiji：“nishuo……shenme？”
linruitaiqitou，duonianyinmixuanzhiyukou，junxiudelianshangluchujifensongkuaizhise，“niangbieshale！dangniandiegennizhengduowo，buguoshizuoxi，womenfuzibeizhenishanglianghaode！diexiuqijiubale，bijingniangdechushenyutazhishituolei，shirennapagoubing，yeduonenglijie。danpaoxiawoyuqingyulidouhuizaoqianfusuozhi，zhinengrangshirenyiwei，shiniangxunsimihuobidiefangqierzi，shiniangfengle！”
neimeduonian，suoyourendoushuoshenlingfengle，zhizetabugaiqiangxingliuxiaerzi，shuotahuileerzideronghuafugui。
“niangzhensha，wozenmekenengzhendegaixingshenni？zhishidieweilerangniangsixintadifuyuwo，caimaitongxianyapianniangde！”linruitanleyisheng。
shenlingwangzhezhenzhenyoucidelinrui，mouguangbinghan，“congtoudaowei，nixinzhiduming！”
linruixinxu，renggengzhebozidao，“yiqiedoushidiedeyisi。”
shenlingnujifanxiao，“linxiuyuanyuwozaowuxianggan，nishiwoqinsheng，wohecengyoubanfenduibuzhuni？！”
linruibochunjinmin，piankedao，“wozhidaoniangxingziganglie，shidaorujinyemeishenmebukeshuodele。niangyingdangganxiewo，ruofeiyouwozheigeerzizai，diehaixuyaoniangbangtafuyangwo，yidiedexingzi，zaobaniangchudiaole。zheihenrongyi。”
“buguodieyeshuoguobuzhiyici，niangzaitaxinlideweizhiwurenketidai，tabushedeniangsi，danyejuebuyuanjiannianglingjiataren。”
“dangniantaigongliuxiayishu，buzhunniangzaixingyi，fouzetasihoubudeanning。qishineiyishushidieweizao，yindiebuxiangrangniangpaotoulumianzaorenjiyu。zhenzhengdeyishubeidiezangqilaile，diezhitiguoyihui，bingweirangwokanguo，sishitaigongxiwangnianghejiujiuyouchaoyirinengchaqingwaizufuhewaizumushensidezhenxiang，weitamenbaochou。”
“wozhidaoniangzheixienianxinku，danbenbubiruci。dangnianniangzhiyaoditou，diekendingshebuxia，guogejinian，lingzhizhaiyuan，yanrenermu，diegenniangjixuzuoenaifuqi，woyenengguodeqingsongfuzu。niangzhenshihekulaizai？”
“qishijiujiuqucanjunbingweizhansi。tashoushangshiyi，sannianqianhuifujiyianzhonglaizhaoniang，neiriniangbuzaijia，jiujiujiandaowohengaoxing，dantiqidiejiunuji，shuozaowanyaobadieqiandaowangua。wodezhijiujiuchengleliangguojiangling，xinzhonghairan，danxintahuijiwohedie……jiwoheniangzhaolaishashenzhihuo，jiutounaleniangzangqilaidejuexinsan，jialeshaoxuzaiduanjijiujiudetangli。woyeshiwukenaihe。”
……
linruizhongyubuyongzaizhuang，fengcunduoniandemimizhakoufuyidakai，bianqingxieerchu。
yiziyiju，yourucuiledudegangzhen，henhencirushenlingwuzangliufu。
tasuozuodeyiqie，conglaibushiweilexianglinxiuyuanhuogaoshizhengmingshenme，zhishiyinweilinruizijixiangdushu，xiangkaogongming，tashigemuqin，neishitadeerzi。
shilinruikoukoushengshengshuo，yaoyangmingliwan，yaoweishenlingqingfenggaoming，yaoranglinxiuyuanhouhui。
zhenkexiaoa！qingurouyouruhe？youlangxingoufeidedie，jiuyoulangxingoufeideerzi！
tazufushengqianyizhiqianguadesunzishenfeng，jingsizailetazuitengaidezhongsunshouzhong。neiduyao，haishishenlingqinshousuozhi！
linruizhanqishenlai。waishengsijiu，shenlingtouguotademeiyan，huanghujiankandaoleneigezuishihuduandexiongzhang。
“niang，moguaiwo。”linruirushizhongfu，mouzhongyoukuijiu，gengduodeshijueran，“gaoshidejiejierujinguiweihuanghou，tajinrizhongyusongkou，tongyiworenzuguizong，zhiyao……”
“zhiyaowosi。”shenlingdaduanlinrui。ruofeiruci，zhishigaixing，yilinruixinjizihuihongtayuanliang，duanbuhuisipoweizhuangtanchenchoue。
shiyaosongtashanglu，linsirangtazuogemingbaigui。
linruiyaran，“niangzongshizheimecongming。ruoshinanzi，dingyenengyouyifanzuowei。kexi，zheishidaonvzijiuzhinengzuonanzidefuyong。zizunyouheyong？yuronghuafuguixiangbi，meiyourenheyiyi。niangshizhongbudong，dandiedong，wogengdong。”
shenlingmianqianduoleyizhangzhi。
yiyanbianzhi，shilinxiuyuanmofangtadebijisuoxie。tazuishanshufa，fangrenbijikeyijialuanzhen。
是遗书。
yanmingtayishengchilianlinxiuyuan，dangnianyisixiangbiliuxiaerzishikepanlinxiuyuannenghuixinzhuanyi，rujintatilinxiuyuanbaerziyangdale，tadeerzizhonglezhuangyuan，taduideqilinjialiezuliezong，cishengcongweigufulinxiuyuan，jinriyisimingzhi，xiwanglinxiuyuanyunlinruirenzuguizong，haohaodaita。
满纸荒唐言。
duanzhengdezizaishenlingyanzhongniuqutiaodong，pinchenglinxiuyuankezengdelian。
shidaoduinanrenzongshikuanrong。chuanchuqu，yexuyourenpipanlinxiuyuanfuleshenling，dangengduorenhuichixiaoshenlingchishafengmo，peifulinxiuyuanlianqifudouyaoweitashoujieyibeizi！
nanrenguanaiyongnvrenlaibiaobangmeili，linxiuyuanyouzuishixurong。
shenlingyishengshirenbuqing，beixueyuanqinqingbangjia，zhonghuochenglelinxiuyuanhelinruifuzidedianjiaoshi，tamenduitaqiaogushisui，wusuobuyongqiji。
yikouanhongdexuepenchulai，zhishangyinchudiandianhongmei。
shenlingshenzhongjudu，yedaoshihoule。
tahunshenwuli，zhigougouwangzhelinrui，canbailiansefangfodifusuomingdenvgui，tazaixiao，“ruoyoulaisheng，woyidingrangnimenfuzi，shengburusi……”
……
bojingjutong，yishipiaomiao，shenlingbizheyan，cangbaichunjiaoluchuyimojiannanerguiyidexiao。haoerziqinzisongtashanglu，jingshouruanle？
不，不可能。
“niang！niangkuaixingxinga！”
shenlingchunjiaoxiaohugengda，tayaofangshengdaxiao，zhangzui，queshijuliedekesou。
“娘！”
xiaoshoupaizaitaxiongkou，shengyinzhinentouzhekuqiang，fenmingshigehaitong！
yanpichenzhong，jiannanzhengkai，youyishishoubuzhuguangxian**，yanjiaoqingleigugu，muzhisuoji，yiqieshuxieryaoyuan，huangrugeshi。
naozhongguangyingshanshuo，shenlingbiyan，leishuiduanle，xinzhongyuanfenrujuanjuanxiliu，ruhe，ruhai，kuangfengqi，julangtaotian。
是隔世了。
“nizheichunfu，ruiercongmin，genzheninengyoushenmehaoqiancheng？”
“xiuyuannibielihuizhei**！ruiershilinjiaguxue，pingshaliujitayigeqifu？chengxiangfu**dadu，dinghuiduiruiershirujichu！”
linxiuyuanzhanzaibuyuanchu，qiranwangzheshenling，“shenshibijingshiwoyuanpeifaqi，shenjiayemeipangrenle，wozongbunengkantaxunsi。balebale，shiyizhici，ruierjiuguishenjiachengjixianghuoba！”
fanduishengjilie，shenlinghuanhuanzhengyan，kanxianglelinxiuyuan。
林修远怔住了。
shenlingshengdejihaokan，xianxigaotiao，fubairuci，meiyanruohua，yuanshengshengjingguinvgao**。linxiuyuanzhenzhenbusherucimeiren，taduomexiwangshenlingzibianweiqie，suitaqushengjing，tadinghaohaomibuta。suigao**diaomanshandu，dantazixinnengshuofutajieshou。
kexi，cinvshengxinggaoao，napaduonianfuqiqingfen，gongtongyunyuyier，douduanbukenengfudizuoxiao。
zuoritashuoxiuqi，zhideleyigebinglengde“gun”zi，rangtashenshicuobai，xinzhongnaohenbuyi：guowangqingfenduitaeryandaodisuanshenme？tayousuanshenme？
takeshishilibaxiangyoumingdemeinanzijiancaizi，zixiaoconghui，wunaijiapin，gongbuqitadushu。
shenjiazaicunlizuifu。chuanwenshenjuncengzaishengjingkaiyiguan，buzhifanleshenmeshi，xiesunzisunnvhuiguxiang，zuoxiangyelangzhong。
linxiuyuandangchuguizaishenjunmianqian，buzhuketou，qiurentazuoganyeye。
shenjunxinshanxicai，chengnuochuzigongtanianshu，youkaochajinian，caijuedingjiangbaobeisunnvjiajita……
linxiuyuanhuishen，jianshenlingmouzhongshayiyishanershi，xinzhongjinghai，zhayanzaikan，tayanmoudichui，daosicuojue。
“shenling，daodishiwoduibuzhuni，jiniqiangqiu，ruierjiu……”
huayinweiluo，xuruonvzituranyibatuikaishenshanghaitong，shouchibishou，chaolinxiuyuanciguolai，shengyincuzhongruocanglaonanzi，“lin**，laofuyangnizhangdagongnidushu，nijingruciqiruwodesunnv，wangenfuyizhugouburu，naminglai！”