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bingfanglizaicihuifuanjing，baiqingyanxinlizhongyusonglekouqi。
“ng，nikeyizhunbeishouxule，duile，mafanniyijianshi，wohaishixianghuifujizhedeshenfen，zhongxinhuidaoyingmuqiangongzuo。”
zheishitanainailinzhongzhiqianzuihoudexinyuan。
baiqingyanzicongjiajiletazhihou，jiuchuchuanzhaoxiejiadejiaguixingshi，ciqulesuoweipaotoulumiandegongzuo，zaijiaxiangfujiaozi。
她想为自己活着。
“nizaihesheishuohua？wobushishuoguo，buxiangrangbierenjiandaonima？”
xieyanciquanshenqixizhouranfalengdezhanzaimenqian，baiqingyanshouyidou，lianmangshanchuletonghuajilu。
“wo......gongsideqiantongshishuoyougejihui，woxiangqushishi。”
“不可以。”
taxiangdoubuxiang，likedaduan。
“nishiwomenxiejiaderen，zenmenengchuqugongzuo？haishishuonixiangchuqululian，haosuishituoliwodezhangkong？”
baiqingyanneixinkuangtiao，xiangzhijinggongzhiniao，renyoutaqiazhexiaba，beipodetaiqitou。
fanqidezhenzhenshuiwurangtashixianyizheng，songkaileshou。
“nizhunbeiyixia，jinwanwozaigongsijiyimoanpaileshejizongjiandeweizhi，weilebimianqitatongshimenshuoxianhua，zheicidehuanyinghuibixudeyounilaijuban。”
tashenzijiangzhi，sisidedingzhexieyanci。
zijixiangyaoqudangjizhe，tabaibantuici，kepingshenmesuyimojiukeyichuqugongzuo？
“shejishitademengxiang！rujintahuaiyunle，xiangyaogezhiweiyuanmengbale，youyoushenmecuo？”
keshejizongjiandeweizhizaojiubeixiamiandeyuangongqiangpoletou，dajiashuipinggaochao，bicijingzhengdelihai，suyimomeiyourenheshuizhunhedaibiaozuo，tazheimekongjiang，kendinghuiyinqiqitarendexianhua。
“suoyiworangniyixiefurendeshenfenquanpai。”
“......hao。”
baiqingyanbaxiazhentou，qishentuoxiabinghaofujiuyaolikai。xieyancizuichunjinminchengyitiaoxian，shengyinjiazazhebuyue，“nishenmeyisi？weishenmebushuwanyezaizou？guyinaoqingxujiwokan？”
xujiudechenmohou，tazhuangshangyidaopingjingdeshixian。
meiyouzhiqiandexiesidili，yemeiyoukukuaiqiu。
平静的不像她。
“xiezong，xianzaizhishengxiasigexiaoshi，woruoshishuwanye，kongpajiulaibujicaobanle。”
baiqingyanyiziyidun，lengxiaozhebaikailetadeshouzhi。
再也没有回头。
henkuai，huanyinghuibianzhunbeituodang，shejibumendeyuangonghaiyiweishengzhidehaoshihuiluozaizijitoushang，gegecaijizhehuishishei。
kedangsuyimozoushangtaishi，quanchangzhourananjingxialai。
“zenmehuishita？tanalidongshenmesheji？！”
“zanmenpinmingzhengdezhiwei，zhishirenjiajinsiquesuibianshuishuijiunengdedaode，zhenshikexiao。”
“zheibushibaijiecaobandema？renjiaxiaoqueerdoudengmenrushile，tahainengmianbugaise，haomenhaizhenshiyouqu......”
taixiaderenyilunfenfen，yanzhongquanshiduisuyimodechaofenghebuxie。
taliansezhujianbiandenankan，henhenwanlebaiqingyanyiyan，jiaxiaozheshuodao，“bujiushijiangshuizuanzhenzhusuiyizuhepailieme，zhubaoshejieryi，woyehuizuo。buguowozheishenzibutaifangbian，jianglaihaidexuyaogeweitongshimenduoduozhaogucaixing。”
tashayouqishidefuzhehouyao，mingyanrendouzhidaozenmehuishi。
同情的望着白清颜。
xieyancizhouzhemeitou，bingweizaishuoshenme，zhishichanfuzhetahuiquxiuxi，errenshuangshuangluozuo，yinlaibushaowanweidemuguang。
zishizhizhong，baiqingyandouyiyanbufa。
zhiyaozairenren，tajiunengnadaolihunzhengle。
yuanzougaofei，likaizheixieren，yueyuanyuehao。
weiyinyinzuotong，taduozaijiaoluoli，qingroudewuzhexiaofu，meitoukuaiyaodachenggejie。
tayouhenyanzhongdeweibing，ruguowangjichiyao，jiuhuifazuo。
xieyancishizhidaode，meicifanbingshi，tadouxintengdeluolei。
而现在......
tamanxinhuanxidefumozhetaxiaofu，shoujilihaihuadongzheyingerfu，wanquanmeiyouzijideyingzi。
baiqingyantongkudesuochengyituan，jieguoshejibushixishengduanlaidereshuiyiyinerjin。
胃里**辣的疼。
shoujiwengdeyisheng，chuanlaixieyancidexiaoxi。
【laixiuxishierlou，woyoushiqingzhaoni。】