sannianduanrou，qinianduangu，
nverbeibaofufenshidediqinian，tadeshiguhaisanluozaiwai。
laogongpeihuaishishishangzuilihaidejiangushi，tanengjiangsanluodeshigujianhuipincou，nengrangrenqisihuisheng。
kezheiyici，peihuaiwuquejianleyigengougutouhaidenverhaiyangshibai，
woqidaotuxue，kepeihuaiqueshuojiusuannverhaiyangyehuobudaoshibasui，daoburufangxiazhinianrangtalunhui。
dangwanwoqueshuadaotaxiaoshimeilinyuepaideshipin，
“diyicijiangujuranjianlegengougutou，renjiazhenshibenbende，xiwangzaodianchengweishixiongneiyangdedayingxiong。”
“youshibaile，shengxiadegutouyemeiyong，xinghaowojiazaizaihaozheiyikou。”
tajurannawonverdegutouquweigou！
wodangjijilinyuedaqudianhuarangtabashiguguihai，quemeixiangdaojiedianhuadeshipeihuai。
wozhiwenpeihuaishibushiyinweilinyuedeshiwuhaidenverbunenghuilai。
“qinianlenihaibunengshihuaile，qinshuangkankannixianzaideyangzixianggewuliqunaodepofu！”
“huangjiaoyelingde，yueyueyigexiaonvhaihaipakanzouyan，jiancuoyigengutouzenmele？”
peihuaiguaduanwodedianhua，laheilewodesuoyoulianxifangshi，rangwobiezaihunao。
wodingzheneiduanshipinfanfuguankan，luchuyigeguiyidexiao：“linyue，nidegoubushixihuanchisirengutouma？”
“neiwojiurangnimendouchigegou！”
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wodengleqiniandexinyuanpomiele，liannverzuihoudeyiguwodoumeinenghuzhu。
wobishangyanjing，leishuiconglianjialiuxialai，
nverdefangjianhaigentalikaishiyiyang，tadechuangtoudengyizhiliangzhe，wopatahuizhaobudaohuilaidelu。
wojiangnverdeyifushoushihao，kexiaowozhinengjitaligeyiguanzhong！
menbeituikai，peihuaideshengyinhenqing，tashuozhidaowoxinlinanshou，danjianguhaiyangbenlaijiuyouyiwai。
peihuaishenshouxiangtiwocayanlei，kewoquekandaotasuoguchuyidaohongyin。
tayishidaoleshenme，gangadizhezhuleneidaohongyin：“yueyuejiadegounaode，nibiegengouyibanjianshi……”
“nuannuanyeshinidenver，tadeshiguyiluozaiwaineimeduonian，niquediujibierendegouchi。”
“peihuai，nihaiyouxinma？”wozhiwentaweishenmenengzuochuzheimemeiyourenxingdeshiqing。
wohongzheyanzhiwenpeihuai，jiaoxiaozheyaolinyuechangming，quebeitayibazhangdapazaidi！
“goule，qinianleniyegaishihuaile，zheiqiniannijiezhenverqushinaoleduojiu，gongzuoyebuzuo，lianwobamaniyebuwanglai。”
“qinshuang，zheijiushigeyiwai！yuanbuderenheren，niyaozaiquwaimianluanshuoshiyueyuedezeren，wo……”
“离婚吧。”
peihuaideneidunjiaoxunhaimeishuowan，tingdaowobingliangdejigezi，tamengdiyijiang，jinjiezhehuanlekouwen。
tashuozijigangcaizhishitaiji，tayeshiweiwozhexiang，buxiangworenburenguibuguidihuoxiaqu。
“shizheyiyi，huozhederengaihaohaohuoxiaqu，shuangshuangbushuoqihua，womenbulihun。”
taguolaibangwoshoushinverdeyifu，shuohuihaohaodisongnverzuihouyicheng。
“nuannuanyidingkeyitougehaotaide，jiusuanjianguhaiyangchenggong，nuannuanyezhinenghuojinianeryi。”
wodexinhaotonghaotong，zheiqinianshijian，neimemanzhangjianao，kaozhezheiyisisinianxiangwocaichengxialai。
kepeihuaiqueshuoyigehaizieryi，womenyihouhaihuiyougengduodehaizi。
tadehuaxiangshidundaoyiyang，yixiayixiagezaiwodexinshang。
womenshoushiwannverdeyifu，peihuaiyelianxihaoletadebangshou，tinverzuoyiguanzhong，songnverruhuangquan。
wobuxiangzaizheishihougentanao，danwoyebuhuifangguotagenlinyue。
kejiuzaiguanjianshike，peihuaideshoujixiangle，tajimangjietong，neitouchuanlailinyuedekusheng。
“shixiongbuhaole，zaizaitabeigutoukahoulongle，nilaiyixiahaoma？wohaohaipa，zaizaibunengyoushi。”
“hao，womashangguoqu。”
peihuaigualehouzhuanshenyaozou，danzhushirenlanzhuta：“xuyaofumuxueqindouzai，tacainengzoudeanxin，huaigenixianzaibunengzou。”
“woyoujishi。”peihuaishuotaxianzaibixuyaozou，haigenwoshuotahenkuaijiuhuihuilai！
wozuozaineier，yizhidengdaoshenye，gengshenluzhong，zhushirenshuozaidanwuxiaqupashiyaocuoguohaoshichen。
“不用等他了。”
“可……”
“woshinuannuandexueqin，napayaowozheshouwoyeyaosongnuannuanzou。”
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peihuaiyiyeweigui，yemeiyouzailianxiguowo。
chuliwanzheilideshiqinghou，wotuozhepibeideshenzihuidaojiali，gangzaishafashangheyanxiuxileyihui。
jiutingdaomenwaixiangqilinyuejiaodidideshengyin，
“zheiyanghuibuhuiyingxiangnimenfuqishenghuoa，wozhidao，shuangshuangjieyizhibuxihuanchongwude。”
“meishi，zheigejiawoshuolesuan。”peihuairanglinyuebuyaogujiwo，zhishibazaizaifangzaizheiliyangjitian。
zaineizhisigouhaimeikaojindeshihou，womengliedidalehaojigepenti。
“wogoumaoguominnibatadaizheililaiganshenme？”
wonuchidao，zhenggerenyixiadankai。
linyueyishunjianbianhongleyan，taweiqudishuo：“woyaochuchajitian，zaizaishiwodejiaren，wozaizheizuochengmeiqinmeigu，zhinengzhaoshixiongbangmang。”
“jiranshuangshuangjiebuyuanyi，neiwobudaraonimenle。”
leishuishunjiandiluo，neifumoyangshunjianrangpeihuaiqilebaohuyu，tamengdizhuazhulinyuedeshouwan。
“nayouneimejiaoqing，youburangniweigou，niduozhedianjiuxing。”
wodexinzangmengdiyiteng，xiangqiwogenpeihuaigangzaiyiqineihui，tamuqinyangleyizhijinmao，woqupeijialaozhaidiyitianjiuyinweigoumaoguominerzhixi。
beisongjinyiyuanqiangjiushi，peihuaigentamuqinchaoleyijia，tashuoyaotamasongzoujinmao。
“weileyigenvrennihutule，maomaoshiwodehaizi，wobutongyi。”
peihuaiqijiyaogenjialiduanjueguanxi，houlaishiwochumiandiaojie，wobuqulaozhaibianshenmeshiqingdoumeiyoule。
我的心里酸涩的很，
neigepianchongleduoniandenanrenyijingbujianle。
jiuzaizheishi，linyuedegouturangenfengleyiyangchaowopuguolai，woxiayishipaiguoqu，xiaogouwuyanleyisheng，chitongduokai。
“shuangshuangjie，wozhidaonihenwo，danniyebunengduizaizaixiazheimehendeshou。”
“xiaogouxinzanghencuiruode……zaizaishiwodejiaren，shuangshuangjieniyaodamawochongwolai，buyaoshanghaitahaoma？”
linyueputongyishengjiwoguixia，mengmengdejiwoketou，haoxiangwoyaoguyishasineitiaogouside！
“wojinidaoqian，nuannuandeshiqingshiwodecuo，niyaochangmingnawodemingchanghaihaoma？”
tazheiyichu，yuefarangpeihuaixinteng。
nanrenhechidao：“qinshuang，ninengbunengbienaole，yueyueyijingjinidaoqianle，nihaiyaozenmeyang？”
peihuaiyaolinyuexianbaxiaogoudaiguoqu：“jiuzhunuannuanneijianfang……”
“nigan！”wonuhoudao，falefengyiyanglanzhe，zheitiaosigoukenwonverdegutou，xianzaiyouyaobazhantadefangjian。
凭什么？
wohongzheyangenpeihuaisimuxiangdui，cengjingneiyangchongainverdehaobaba，weishenmebiandezheiyangwuqing。
“peihuai，niganrangzheisigoujinnuannuandefangjian，wojiushaleta！”
啪。
tamengdiyitaishou，youshiyibazhang，dadewoleishuiduanluo。
“zhenghaochenzhezheihuibatagaichengchongwufang，miandeniyizhizaishiqunverdebeitongzhongchubulai。”
peihuaizuishangshuozheweiwohao，pawoduwusiren，tayaobanverdefangjiangaichenggouwu。
woxiangshangquzulan，danshenshanghenkuaiqilemimimamadehongzhen，wohuxiyizhidaolexiaqu。
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zaixinglaideshihou，woyijingzaiyiyuanle，womimihuhujiantingdaoliangrendiaoqingdeshengyin。
neixiewuyanhuiyu，yiziyijuchuanruwodeerduo。
peihuaishishijianzuilihaidejiangushi，shicongxuanmen，taxianglaizuishouguiju。
zaiyaokaishijianguyigeyuebianbuhuigenwo**，tashuoneishixuanmendeguiju，yeshipajingqiliushihouhuiyingxiangpanduan。
我神色麻木的很，
jiuxiangshizaianchuchuguidenanrenbushiwolaogongyiyang。
woyaoxiayikoupaigu，leishuixiongyong，peihuaideshengyinhenwenrou，tawenwoshibushiyouxiangdaonuannuanle。
“shuangshuang，wobushiburangninanshou，yezhishipazheiyangtaishangnideshenti，womenhaihuizaiyouhaizide。”
buhuide，peihuai，wobukenengzaigenniyouhaizi，woxiannizang！
keweileburangpeihuaigenlinyueqiyi，womeiyoufazuo，woguaishundixiangshirentongtashuodehua。
wojieshoupeihuaideyijian，banuannuandefangjiangaichenglinyuegentajiagoudefangjian，duilinyuededengmenyeshushiwudu。
“kuaizhongqiule，yueyuegenwomenyiqiguo，zheijitianbanjinlaizhuzhe……”
“meishi，zhujinlaiyerenao。”
peihuaibianlehenduodejiekou，dantameiyouxiangdaowozhijietongyile，meiyoubandianzulandeyisi。
liantayeyouxieyiwai，zheiduanshijianwomendeguanxihuanhelebushao，peihuaishuotajielegedadanzi，santianhouyaotijingquantaiziyedemeimeijiangu。
zheiciguohou，tajiukeyimaiyitaobieshu，rangwozhuzheshuxin，yebuzaiduwusiren。
“shixiongduishuangshuangjiezhenhaoa，woshenmeshihouneng……jiajizheiyangdenanren，zheibeizi……douwuhanle。”
fanzhuoshang，linyuedejiaobutaianfen，tachuanzheheisidejiaoyijingshendaolepeihuaideshenshang。
nanrenduanzhengdizuozhe，kezaojiuyijingxinyuanyima，woyongyuguangjiangyiqiekanzaiyandi。
“changchang，nishuangshuangjieqinshouzuodetang。”
hebaheba，zuihaodouheganjingle，wodaoyaokankanzaizuijizhideyaoxia，nimenlianggetouxingdenengrendezhu？
peihuaidagaishikuijiu，zheidunfanchilebushao，youqishiwodundeneiwantang，meiduoyihuijiujiandile。
dangwanwojiekouwomayoushiqinghuiniangjiayitang，guoranchenzhewobuzaideshihou。
peihuaiyoubeilinyuechanshangle。
wokanzheshipinlidelianggeren，luchuleyisilengxiao。
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peihuailaiwojiashuojiwozhunbeilejingxi，womayequanwo，nuannuandouzouleqinian，woyegaibaxinlineikuaidifangtengchulai。
tamendouyaowofangxiaguowang，zaigenpeihuaishengyige。
tadaizhewomamudizaishangchangchuansuo，zuihoujiwomaileyizhizhuozi。
“zhiqiannishidaiguohenduoci，wozhidaoniyizhihenxiangyao。”
“zheikeyaoliuweishu，peihuai，nishibushizuoshenmeduibuqiwodeshiqing，yaobuchangwoa。”
woguyidaqudao，nanrendeshensebiandehenbuduijing，tashuozheishiyinweinuannuandeshiqing，jiangudeyiwaitayeyaofuze。
peihuaishenshoumolemowodenaodai，tashuoguaishuangshuang，womenhaiyaoshenghenduohenduohaizi。
呕。
worenzheexin，daizheneigenzhuozi，huidaojialideshihouquetingdaolelinyuedetongku。
zaiwohaimeiyoufanyingguolaizhiqian，
linyuejiujiwoguixiale：“zaizaishiwodehaizi，tashiwodeqinren，niweishenmeyaodusita？”
“ninveryoubushiwoshade，weishenmeniyaobaofuzaiwodeshenshang。”
guangdangyisheng，peihuaizhandouzhanbuwen，takandaoledishangzhishengxiajikuaigousuipian，wenwoweishenmeyaozheimeedu。
“nifenggoulema？guaizheigeguaineige，weishenmebuguainiziji，yaobushinimeikanhaonuannuan，tazenmehuibeifenshi？”
peihuaiyixiaqiazhuwodebozi，tashuobunengjixufangrenwozheiyangnaoxiaqu。
wogegegedixiaole，neitianmingmingshipeihuaishuotaqujienuannuan，houlaiyinweilinyuedegounanchan，tarangwoqujienuannuan。
xianzaiquechenglewodeguocuo？
……
peihuaibawokunqilaisongdaohuangwudeshamobianyuan，yiciyouyicizhiwenwo，daodibagougoudeshigudiuqunalile。
“biebiwo，qinshuang。zaibushuochuneixieshigudexialuo，wobanidiuqushamoshenchuhaohaofansheng。”
wulunwoshuoshenme，peihuaidoubuxin，tayiranjuerandibawodiuxiache。
sizhouheiqiqiyipian，zheilihuangwudehen，dichushamozhongxin，yelilengbaitianre，wohuisizaizheilide。
可他根本不管这些。
fengshamanmandejiangwoyanmai，ercishi，linyueyebuzhidaozenmezhehui。
tabaozheshouchaofengwo：“qinshuang，nikezhenjian，shixiongzaojiubuainile，haibukenlihun。”
tashuoyiweiwonverdeminghuirangwoqingxing，kemeixiangdaowoneime**。
“shixiongyongzheiyishiweiyiyicikaitianyandejihuijiwozaizaizhaoshigu，taburenxingoudeshiguliuluozaiwai。”
linyuedeyidehen，zheiyangdejihui，peihuaijuranjileyitiaogou，doubuyuanyijiwomendenver！
kerujinwozaixindianxiao，buxuyaowodongshou，weiyiyicikaitianyandejihuilangfeizaigoudeshenshang。
wodaoyaokankanpeihuainashenmejishixuedejingquantaiziyejiangu。
yaozhidao，neishitaiziyeweiyidemeimei，ruoshichenggongbule，peihuaihelinyuezhinengpeizang……
jiuzaizheishi，peihuaixinggaocailiedeshengyinchuanlai：
“yueyue，**tianyanzhaodaozaizaile！”
huayingangluo，linyuedeyideyitieqiaodazaiwodetoushang，xueshunzhewodetouliuxialai。
yishimohuqian，wotingdaolelinyuedejiaoxiao：
“jiannvren，dengshixiongwanchengbaiyezheidan，nideqian，nidenanren，jiudoushiwodele……”