shanzhongjingguaiyichangguiweinu，youpianguowangxingren。wowuruyaofu，beibicanyuyichangxuexingshengyan。xijian，
humianrenshendeyaoguaijubeitiyi：“jinrizhushi，biancongbinkezhongtiaoxuanyirenruhe？”manzuoyaoguaifuzhangjiaohao，
muguangqueqiqiluozaiwoshenshang。“qieman，”wohuranxiaodao，“zhuweikezhi，wozushangshiganshenmede？
”“sanbainianqian，wojiaxianzuzhuanzhiweitaizonghuangdi——tuyao。”---yueheifenggao，
mosedeyuncengjiangtianqiongwudeyanyanshishi，bulouyisixingguang。
mangmangqunshanzaishenchendeyeselizhishengxiaqifude、biheiangengnongzhongdelunkuo，xiangyitoupufuchenshuidejushou。
linshenbujianwu，weiyoushanfengchuanguolinxunguaishihegulaosongbodefengxi，fachuwuyanbandedixiao，
ouerjiazajishengbuzhimingyeshoudeyouzhanghaojiao，gengtianjifenshenren。
woshenyijiaoqianyijiaodicaizaihouhoudefuzhizhicengshang，jiaoxiashihuanianni。
shouzhongdedenglongzhinengzhaoliangshenzhoubuzuzhangxudefanwei，
hunhuangdeguangyunzaizhanchoudeheianzhongjiannandichengkaiyixiaopiankeliandequyu，guangxianbianyuanbuduanbeiheiantunshi、niuqu。
womilule，erqieshizaizheijushuoxiesuihengxingdelaoshanlitou。zhinanzhenzaozaibangeshichenqianjiuchedishilexiao，
zhizhenfengkuangdazhuan，liantongwoneifenhaoburongyinonglaidejianlouyutu，yechenglefeizhiyizhang。lenghanjinshileneishan，
jintiezaibeijishang，beishanfengyichui，hanyizhitougusui。wojinjinzuanzheyaojianneibaputongfangshenduandaodedaobing，
zhijieyinyonglierfanbai，shitucongneibingliangdechuganzhongjiquyisiweibuzudaodeanquangan。zhengxinshenbuningjian，
qianfangnongyudeheianzhong，huranliangqileyidianweiguang。neiguangqichujiruo，yaoyebuding，
xiangshisuishihuibeifengchuimiedecanzhu。danzaizheishenshoubujianwuzhideguidifang，wuyiyunishuizhewangjiandedaocao。
woxinzhongyijin，jingtiyuxijijiaozhi，youyupianke，haishichaozheneiguangliangchunuodonglejiaobu。zoujinlexie，
caikanqingneiguanglaiziyigetizhebaizhidenglongderenying。neirenchuanzheyishenbuheshiyidekuandabupao，beiduizhewo，
shenxingxiandeyouxiemohu。denglongdeguangyeshilenglengde，baideshenren。“zheiwei……”woshitanzhekaikou，
shengyinyingankehejinzhangershaya。neirenyinghuanhuanzhuanguoshen。denglongdeguangzhaozaitalianshang，
neishiyizhanghaowuxuesedelian，wuguandaiban，yanshenkongdong，zhigougoudikanzheqianfang，fangfoshixianchuantoulewo，
luozaibuzhimingdexuwuzhichu。“qianfang……youbifengchu……kexiejiao……”tadeshengyinpingbanwubo，
yigeziyigeziwangwaibeng，meiyourenheyudiaoqifu，tingzhebuxianghuorenkaikou。woxintoujinglingdazuo，
zheihuangshanyeling，zenhuituranmaochuzheimegeguiyideyinluren？danhuangusizhou，heianrujushouzhangkou，fengshengheli，
sihuyinzangzhegengduoweizhideweixian。huitouluyiduan，huoxu……neitizhebaizhidenglongde“ren”buzaiduoyan，
zhuanshenbianzou，bufajiangying，queyichangwending。tashouzhongdebaidenglongzaiheianzhonghuachuyidaocandandeguanghen，
xiangshizaiyinlu。woyiyaoya，wojinleduandao，genleshangqu。yebuzhigenzheneijiangyingdeshenyingzouleduojiu，
guaiguojigeguaishilinlideshanao，qianfanghuorankailang。yizuozhandijiguangdefudituwudichuxianzaishanaoshenchu。
zhuqidamen，menmeigaosong，yanjiaofeiqiao，menqianshenzhihaiguazheliangchuandahongdenglong，
jiangzhouzaoyingzhaodeyipianguiyidexinghong。zhishineihongse，nongchoudexiangshininggudexueye，
guangxianyetouzheyigubuxiangdenuanmei。yinludebaidenglongrenyingzaimenqiantingxia，ceshenrangkai，yijiumianwubiaoqing，
kongdongdeyanjingwangzhedamen。damenwushengwuxidihuakai，limiantouchugengjiamingliang，queyegengjiaguangguailulideguangmang，
haijiazazhesizhuguanxianzhisheng，zhishineilediaoguguai，tingzhebusirenjianzhiyin。
yigunongyude、hunhezhetanxiang、zhifenyijimouzhongnanyiyanyudetianxingqideqixipumianerlai，
xundewoyizhentouyunmuxuan。wozhidao，zheijuebushishenmeshandi。danmenneichuanlaidenuanyi、guangliang，
haiyouneisihudaibiaozhe“renqi”delesheng，duiwozheigangcongbingleng、heianhekongjuzhongzhengzhachulaideren，
youzhezhimingdexiyinli。genghekuang，shenhouneiyinludedongxi，suiranbuyanbudong，quesanfazhewuxingdeyali。
tarumenjiandeshunjian，fangfochuanguoleyicengwuxingdeshuimo，waijiedefengsheng、hanyizhouranxiaoshi，
beiyizhongwentun、zhanzhiderenaosuoqudai。menzaishenhouqiaowushengxidihelong，yansihefeng。
yanqianshiyigejidadetingtang，diaolianghuadong，chenshehuali，quechuchutouzheyigubuxiediaodeguaiyi。
liangzhushangdiaokedebushixiangruixianhe，
ershixieniuqude、sishoufeishoudetuan；qiangbishangxuanguadechouduansecaiguoyuxianyancimu，
tuanfanfudelingrenyanyun。tingneiyingyingchuochuo，jujizheshushi“ren”。tamendaduobaochizhedazhiderenxing，
danxikanzhixia，lingrenmaogusongran。youdingzhehushou，shenpijinpao，renlierxing，yanzhudiliuliuluanzhuan，
touzhejianhuade；youmianruqinglang，liaoyawailu，xianshuishibushicongzuijiaodiluode；youshenhoutuozhemaorongrongzhangwei，
niudongbuxiude；youpifufugaizhelinpian，zaidengguangxiafanshechubinglengguangzede；haiyoushenxingpiaohu，
mianrongjiaohaoqueyanshenmamu，xingdongjiandaizhesuolianbanjiangyinggande——neidagaijiushichuanshuozhongde“changgui”。
tamenhuozuohuoli，huojiaotoujieer，huojubeichangyin。beizhongzhiwuxinghongruxue，shizhemenduanzhepanzhanchuansuo，
panzhongzhiwugengshiqixingguaizhuang，youxieshenzhihaizaiweiweichouchu。kongqizhongmimandetianxingqizaizheiliyufanonglie。
wobeizheiguangguailuli、qunmoluanwudejingxianghaidejiangzaiyuandi，xinzangkuangtiao，jihuyaochongpoxiongqiang。
yigeduanzhekongpan、mianseqingbai、yanshenkongdongdechangguishinvjiangyingdicongwoshenbianzouguo，daiqiyizhenyinfeng。
“xinlaide？”yigejianxideshengyinzaipangbianxiangqi。womengdizhuantou，kandaoyigeshutourenshendeyaoguai，
chuanzhebuheshendechouduanyifu，cuozheliangzhiheishoudezhuazi，xiaoyanjingzaiwoshenshangdiliuliudidaliangzhe，
bijianhaiyisongyisong。“qiaozheixipinenroude……shengmiankonga。”taheiheixiaozhe，luchujiaohuangdebanya，
“zenmehunjinlaide？”wohoulongfajin，yigeziyeshuobuchu。jiuzaizheishi，
tingtangshangshoudezhuweichuanlaiyigedaizhexiaoyideshengyin，neishengyinwenheyueer，queyouzhongshuobuchudecixing，
shunjianyaguolechangzhongsuoyoudecaoza。“e？youshengkezhi？yuanlaishike，hebipanwen，qingruxiba。
”suoyouyaoguaidemuguang，bansuizheneixiechangguikongdongdeshixian，qishuashuadijujiaozaiwoshenshang。neiganjue，
rutongbeiwushubinglengdezhenzhatou。shuohuadeshizhuweishangneiwei。tahuaxingzuiweiwanquan，
zhayikanshigemianrongjunmei、qizhiyongrongdezhongnianwenshi，shenchuanyixixuanseanwenzhangpao。zhishi，
tatoushangneiyiduimaorongrongdehulierduo，yijishenhouneijitiaoqingqingbaidongde、pengsongdebaisehuwei，
zhaoshiletadebenti。huyaoxiaorongkeju，shenshouzhilezhikeximoweiyigekongwei。
neiweizhikaojinyigendiaokezheeguishirentuandeliangzhu，pangbianjiushiyigezuijiaobuduantangxiaxianshuidelangshouyaoguai。
yinwoqianlaideneigetizhebaizhidenglongdechanggui，buzhiheshiyiwushengwuxidilizailehuyaozhuweideyinyingli，
rutongyigecangbaidezhuangshi。wozhidao，woyiwuluketui。qiangxingzhendingxiajihuyaozhandoudeshenti，
woyibubuzouxiangneigekongwei，jiangyingdizuoxia。tunxiadejindianrouruan，querangworuzuozhenzhan。
pangbiandelangyaohoulonglifachudichendehulusheng，hunzhuodehuangseyanzhuxienizhewo，daizhehaobuyanshidetanlan。
sizhushengzaiqi，yanhuijixu。yaoguaimentanxiaofengsheng，neirongquexuexingkongbu，zhurumouchucunluoxueshifeimei，
mouzuoshantoudelingyaojijiangchengshu，youhuoshibijiaogezinuyidechangguinagegeng“deli”。gongchoujiaocuojian，
shixuejiuhuangdang，gurousiliedeshengyin。wodizhetou，buganyurenhe“ren”duishi，shouxinliquanshilenghan。
wonengganjuedao，wushudaomuguangyouyiwuyidisaoguowo，daizheshenshi、wanweihe**luodeshiyu。
zheichangsuoweide“shengyan”，wojiuxiangyigewurulangqundegaoyang，beizanshianzaixishang，
buguoshizengtianlexijiandequwei，zhidengzhurenjiayishenglingxia……shijianzaijidudejianaozhonghuanmanliushi。zhongyu，
zhuweishangdehuyaoqingqingfangxialeshouzhongdeyubei。neiqingcuidekoujishengbingbuxiangliang，
queqiyidirangzhenggexuannaodetingtangshunjiananjingxialai。suoyouyaoguaidoutingxialedongzuo，zhuanxiangzhuwei，
muguangzhongchongmanleqidai。humianrenshendeyaoguaichunjiaogouqiyimoyiweishenzhangdexiaorong，muguanghuanhuansaoguoquanchang，
zuihou，sishibujingyidi，luozailewodeshenshang。tadeshengyinyijiuwenhe，
quedaizheburongzhiyidequanwei：“jiuguosanxun，jiayaosuimiao，quezongjuedeshaolexieyazhoudezhushi，nanyijinxing。
”tadunledun，weizhiyouyadihuaguobeiyan，“buruo……womenjinribiancongzaizuodebinkezhizhong，tiaoxuanyiren，
chongzuozhushi，yixiangzhongbin，ruhe？”“miaoa！”“hujunciyidashan！”“zaogairuci！hahahaha！
”manzuoyaoguaixianshiyijing，suijibaofachureliedefuhesheng，fuzhangjiaohaozhishengciqibifu。
yidaodaotanlan、jike、canrendemuguang，buzaiyourenheyanshi，rutongshizhidegouzi，
qishuashuadi、sisididingzailewodeshenshang！neimuguangzhongyunhandeeyijihuyaojiangwosisui。
pangbiandelangyaoyijingliekailedazui，xingchoudetuxipenzaiwodejingce。judadekongjurutongbingshuidangtoujiaoxia，
sizhibaihaishunjianbingliangjiangying，xinzangsihudoutingzhiletiaodong。siwangdeyinyingcongweiruciqingxi、rucibijin。
jiuzaineilangyaodelizhuajijiangdashangwojianbang，xianshuijihuyaodiluozaiwoyipaoshangdeqianjunyifazhiji，
wobuzhicongnalishengchuyiguliqi，mengditaiqitou，
lianshangchechuyigeyuyanqianjuejinggegeburude、shenzhidaizhejifenkuangqidexiaorong。“qieman！”shengyinbugao，
queyichangqingxi，shenzhiyaguolequnyaodeguzao。suoyoudongzuoheshengyinjiaranerzhi。yaoguaimen，
baokuozhuweishangdehuyao，doulvedaichayidikanzhewo，sihumeixiangdaozheijijiangrukoudexueshi，linsiqianhaiganchusheng。
wowushineijihuyaocichuanwodewushudaomuguang，xiaorongbubian，shixianzhizhiyingshangzhuweidehuyao，yiziyiju，
huanhuanshuodao：“chengmengzhuweishengqing，yuyizaixiaweizhushi。zhishi……”woguyidunleyidun，
ganshouzhesijizhongneiwuxingdeyali，ranhoucaibujinbumandijielexiaqu，
shengyinlidaizheyizhongqiyide、fangfolaiziyaoyuanguoqudebinglengyududing：“zhuweikezhi，wozushangshiganshenmede？
”budengtamenfanying，womengditigaoleshengdiao，rutongjingleizhaxiangzaizheiguiyidetingtang：“sanbainianqian，
wojiaxianzuzhuanzhiweitaizonghuangdi——”“tuyao！”zuihoulianggezi，rutongliangkuaiwanjunjushi，henhenzaluo！
“tuyao”erzi，yuyinweisan，jingsizaizheihualideyaofutingtangzhongjidangqiyiguwuxingdechongji。
woyijiutingzhijiliangzhanzhe，lianshangneikeyichechude、hunhezhekuangqiyubinglengdexiaorongweicengshaojian，
fangfoxianzuderongguangyushaqiyifuyujishen。xiuzhong，zhijianshenshenqiaruzhangxin，jianruidetongchu**zheshenjing，
weichizhezheiyaoyaoyuzhuidezhending。lenghanzaoyijintouzhongshan，jintiezhepifu，binghancigu，danwozhidao，
cikejuebunengluchuyisiyihaodeqienuo。siji。fangcaihaichongchizhetanlanhongxiao、canrenqidaideyanhui，
cikeluozhenkewen。suoyoudeshengyin，sizhu、tanxiao、jujiao、naizhicuzhongdehuxisheng，douxiaoshile。
zhiyouneiliangzi，rutongshaohongdeluotie，tangzaimeiyizhiyaoguaideermoshang，luoyinzaitamenzhouranshousuodetongkongli。
liwozuijindeneitoulangyao，yuanbendaxiangwojianbangdelizhuajiangzaibankong，hunzhuodehuangseyanzhuli，
tanlanbeiyizhongnanyizhixindejingyiqudai，tahoulonglifachuyiyibumingde“hehe”sheng，xianshuiguazaizuijiao，
wanglediluo。pangbianneishutourenshendeyaoguai，gengshi“zhi”deyishengjianjiao，mengdixianghousuoqu，
xianxiecongyizishangfandao，liangzhiheishoudezhuazisisiwuzhuzui，xiaoyanjinglichongmanlehairan。xijianzhuguai，
fanyinggeyi。youmianluningzhong，zhoushenyaoqibuzijuegudangde；youyanshenshanshuo，
jingyibudingdizaiwohezhuweihuyaozhijianlaihuisaoshide；yiyouneidengbaozaode，ruyigexiongshoujuhan，
dangchangbianyaopaianerqi，quebeishenpangtongbansisianzhu，dishengquanzu，zhishineitonglingdadeyanjingli，
xiongguangyujidanjiaozhi。kongqizhongneitiannixingsaodeqixi，sihuyebeizheituruqilaidebianguchongdanlejifen，
querdaizhideshiyizhongwuxingde、jinbengdezhangli，fangfoyizhanglamandegong，xiansisuishikenengbengduan。
suoyoudemuguang，zuizhongdouhuijuxianglezhuwei。neihumianrenshendeyaoguai——hujun，
lianshangdewenhexiaoyizaoyixiaoshibujian。tameiyouxiangqitayaoguaineibanshitai，
danneishuangyuanbenhanzhexiaoyidehuliyanzhong，cikeruiguangsishe，rutongbingzhui，zhizhicixiangwo。
tafangzaianjishangdeshou，xiuzhangdeshouzhiwuyishidiqingqingqiaojizhezhuomian，fachujiqingweide“kou、kou”sheng，
meiyisheng，douxiangshiqiaozaizaichangsuoyou“ren”dexintou。tameiyoulikeshuohua，
zhishiyongneishuangfangfonengdongchuanrenxindeyanjing，shangxiashenshizhewo，sihuyaocongwozheifukansiputongderenleipinangxia，
wajuechuneisanbainianqianlingren（yao）danhandechuancheng。shijianzaizheiyikebeiladewubimanzhang。zhongyu，
hujunhuanhuankaikoule，shengyinyijiubaochizheneifenyueerdecixing，quebizhiqianbinglengleshubei，
daizheyizhongjugaolinxiadeshendu：“e？tuyaozhehouyi？”taweiyinweiweishangyang，daizhehaobuyanshidezhiyi，
“jubenzuosuozhi，sanbainianqian，taizongjiaqianneizhi‘tuyaowei’，zaozaitaizongmonianbianyijiesan，chuanchengduanjue，
hourenxingsan，zaoyibuchengqihou。ni……kongkoubaiya，youhepingzheng？”tahuayinluoxia，
tingneineijinbengdeqifenweiweiyisong，bushaoyaoguaiyanzhongzhongxinliuluchuxiongguang，xianran，hujundehuadianxingletamen。
shia，yigebuzhicongnalimaochulaidexiaozi，hongkoubaiya，shuozijishituyaozhehoudai，sheixin？
yalizaicirushanbanqingyaerlai。woxinzhonglinran，zhidaozuiguanjiandeshikedaole。kongyanwuyi，
bixunachuyidianshishizaizaidedongxi，napazhishiyidianyingzi，yidianxiansuo，cainengzhenzhuzheiqunshixuedeyaowu。
woshenxiyikouqi，qiangpozijiyingshanghujunneidongchebandemuguang，lianshangdexiaorongshoulian，
zhuanweiyizhongchenjingde、fangfochendianzhesuiyuehouzhongdesumu。“hujunbowenqiangshi，jingzhituyaoweijiushi。
”wohuanhuanshuodao，shengyinbugao，queqingxidichuanrumeigeyaoguaierzhong，“bucuo，tuyaoweiqueyibucun，
chuanchengyiduosanyi。wozheiyizhi，bingfeidimai，buguoshipangxizhongdepangxi，zaoyiyuanlichaotang，
hunjiyujianghushijing。”xianzibianshenfen，jiangditamendejiexinyudiyi，
yeweizijihouxunabuchuguoyujingrendeshouduanzuopudian。huafengsuijiyizhuan。“raner，xianzurongguang，xuemainanwang。
suiwujianglongfuhuzhineng，queyeliuxiaxiexuweimojiliang，yiji……yidianbianrentongdao、mingjiwangxidexinwu。
”shuozhe，wotaiqiyoushou，shenxiangzijidexiongqianyijin。zheigedongzuolikeyinqilejiebei，
kaojindejizhiyaoguaishenzhiweiweifushen，houjianfachudihou。hujundemuguangyezhouranruili。wodongzuobuting，
zhishifanghuan，yishibingwuwuqi。shouzhitanruneishan，mosuopianke，ranhou，qingqingchechuleyijianwushi。
neibingfeishenmeshenguangyiyidefabao，zhishiyikuailingpai。bazhangdaxiao，sezechenan，feijinfeimu，
bianyuanyiyoumosun，xiandegujiuwubi。lingpaizhengmian，
kezheyigebichucangjing、quetongyangmosunyanzhongdeguzi——“lu”！lingpaibenshenhaowulingqibodong，
gengxiangshiyijianniandaijiuyuandeguwu。dantachuxiandeshunjian，zhuweishangdehujun，tongkongbuyichajuediweiweiyisuo。
xijianjigeniansuikanqilaizuizhang、qixizuiweishenchendelaoyao，yeshimianseweibian，sisidingzhuleneige“lu”zi。
“ciwu，naixianzusuishenfenpai，ming‘luyaoling’。”wochenshengdao，zhijianmosuozhelingpaishangbinglengdekehen，
“suishileshentong，danxingzhi、ziti，xiangbizaichangyouxieniantoudepengyou，hainengrende。”wojianglingpaishaoshaojuqi，
rangneichenandesezeheneigechongmanshaqide“lu”zi，gengqingxidibaoluzaiqunyaoshixianzhong。
“zhiyupingzheng……”woshouhuilingpai，zhongxinnaruhuaizhong，muguangzaicisaoguoquanchang，zuihoudinggezaihujunlianshang，
zuijiaogouqiyisiruoyouruowude、daizhelengqiaodehudu，“hujunshicaiyanji，tuyaoweichuanchengyiduan。cihua，dui，
yebudui。”wodunledun，ganshouzhetamenningjudezhuyili，huanhuanshuodao：“zhengtongchuancheng，huoxuqueyiyinmie。
danwojiazheiyizhi，lingpixijing，zushangcengyouyiweixianzu，buxiushafazhishu，zhuansi……jilu。”“jilu？
”hujunmeitouweicu。“bucuo。”wodiantou，
“jilutianxiayoumingyouxingzhidayaozhibenyuan、shentong、ruodian……naizhi，tamenzuizhongfuzhuzhixijie。
jisanbainiantuyaozhigong，jilidaixianzuzhixinxue，zhuchengyishu，mingyue——《baiyaopu》。”“《baiyaopu》？
”hujunzhongfuleyibianzheigemingzi，shengyinlidiyicidaishanglemingxiandeqingxubodong，
neishiyizhonghunhezhezhenjing、tanlanyujidujidandeqingxu。xijiangengshixiangqiyipianyayibuzhudejinghuhechouqisheng。
“cishufeishixiulianfamen，wubanfenlingli，gengwufalijiachi。”wojixushuodao，yuqipingdan，quezizizhuxin，
“qizhongsuozai，wufeishixiechennianjiushi，guzhiduilidexuexingbale。piru，sanbaiyishiqinianqian，
sinvenanjiang、shirenwushude‘yanyingmo’，qijuguangzhizheng，yuanyuqibentinaididiyinmaisuohua，
weichunyangzhihuo……”womuguangsishibujingyidi，
saoguoxijianyigeshizhonglongzhaozaidandanheiwuzhong、shenxingpiaohubudingdeyingzi。neiyingzimengdiyizhan，
zhoushendeheiwudoujuliefantengqilai。“……youbiru，erbaibashinianqian，panjudonghai，
xingfengzuolangde‘chixujiao’，qiyanhounilinxiasancun，youyijiushang，
shiweizhimingzhichu……”wodeshixianlveguoyimingbojingfugaizheximichiselinpian、qixizhuoredeyaowu。
neiyaowuliansezhoubian，shouxiayishidiwuxiangzijidebojing。wobingbuzhimingdaoxing，
zhishixinkounianlaijizhuang《baiyaopu》shangkenengjizai、youguangweirenzhi（zhishaozaiyaojiegaocengzhong）dejiuan，
dianchuguanjianruodian。meiyigelizipaochu，douxiangyijiwushengdejinglei，zaitedingdeyaowuxinzhongzhaxiang，
yerangqitayaoguaimianmianxiangqu，jingyibuding。zhei《baiyaopu》shizhenshijia？wosuoyanshixushishi？
tamenwufaqueding。danzhengshizheifenbuqueding，dailailezuishenchendekongju。ruguozheirenleixiaozisuoyanfeixu，
neitanaozilizhuangzhede，jiushizuyirangzaichangxuduodayaosiwuzangshenzhididemimi！napatashouwufujizhili，
danzhiyaotajiangzheixiemimixieluchuqu……wokanzhetamenyanzhongfantengdejingju、caiyiheshayi，
zhidaohuohouchabuduole。“cishuyuanben，zaoyihuiyubinghuo。”wojichulezuihouyiji，yeshianfu，
“wanbeibucai，zhiqiangjilexiexucanpianduanzhangyuxiongzhong，benshijiazhongxunjie，linghourenzhixiaoxianzubuyi，
jinyanshenxing，moreyaoxie。quebuxiang……jinrijingyouyuan，dejianruciduode……‘puzhongguren’zhihouyi，
huoshi……tongzu？”woweiweigongshen，yuqibiandeqianxun，
shenzhidaizheyisiqiadaohaochude“wunai”yu“gankai”，fangfozhendezhishiouranzhuangjianlelishijizaizhongdecunzai。
“wanbeirushanmitu，wuchuangbaodi，shishuwuyi。zhixiangxungechulu，jikeliqu，juebugandaraozhuweiyaxing，
gengbugan……wangyanxianzujiushi。”wojiangxuanzequan，kansigongjing，shizeqiangyingdi，paolehuiqu。
tingneizaicixianruyipiansiji，bixianqiangengjiayayi。shawo？huoxurongyi。danshalewo，
neikenengcunzaide《baiyaopu》jiyi，huibuhuiyimouzhongfangshiliuchuanchuqu？wosuodiandeneixieruodian，shizhenshijia？
ruoshizhen，sheiyuanmaoxian？ruoshijia，tayouruhedezhizheixielianxuduonianqingyaoguaidoubuqingchudemixin？
gengzhongyaodeshi，neichenande“luyaoling”，neisuikoudaochudeyaozumiruo，
yijineilengjingdebuxiangjijiangbeifenshizhirendezitai……zheiyiqie，douzhixiangyigekeneng——zheixiaozi，
huoxuzhenshituyaozhehouyi，erqie，zhangwozhezuyixianfanzhuozidemimi！hujunsisididingzhewo，
neishuanghuliyanliguangmangjijushanshuo，quanheng、suanji、jingyi、shayi、jidan……zhongzhongqingxujiliejiaofeng。
tafangzaianjishangdeshou，zhongyutingzhileqiaoji，huanhuanwochenglequan。liangjiu，
tacaihuanhuandi、jiqihuanmandisongkailequantou，lianshangzhongxinjichuyisijiqijiangying、shenzhiyouxieniuqudexiaorong，
shengyingansedishuodao：“yuanlai……shiguikezhihou。zhenshi……shijingle。”zheijuhua，rutongyigexinhao，
tingneineijinbengyuliedeqifen，zhouranyisong。suiranxuduoyaoguaiyanzhongyijiuxiongguangshanshuo，bugandizaiwoshenshangqunxun，
danneifenlikeyaojiangwofenershizhidepoqie，yiranxiaoshi。woxinzhongneigenjihuyaobengduandexian，
shaoshaosongchileyisi。duduilediyibu。danwoyeqingchu，zheijinjinshikaishi。huyaoneiju“guikezhihou”，
juefeizhenxinrenke，buguoshiquanyizhiji。woxianzaicongyigekeyisuiyizaishadexueshi，