zenmezheimehuang？youshinalilaideqiaoluodagudeshengyin？
gunanzhixiangyaochakanzhouweideqingkuang，kexiyanqianyikuaihongbudangzhulesuoyoudeshixian，tazhidetaishoubayanqiandehongbuchexia，naihezheiyidongdunjueshuangshouwuli，
taweiweizhoumei，shenmeshihoutadeshentizheimeruole，xuliyiguzuoqitaiqileyoushouchexialehongbu，yanjingyizhuanzheiyifangxiaotiandizhizhongdejingxiangjieruyandi，
lianzi？hongyi？gaitou？huajiao？
haiyouzheishuangshou......
budui，zheibushitadeshou，zenmehuishi？zheishinali？tamingmingyijingsile，yishizenmehuichuxianzaibierendeshentilimian，
“斯~”
头疼~
zheishiqingguoyuguiyi，gunanzhiyishinaodaihaiwufazhengchangyunzhuan，taweiyikeyiquedingdejiushiyidian，tayouhuole，zhishizhanyonglebierendeshenti，
dangwuzhijixuyaonongqingchucishishigeshenmeqingkuang，yuanshen，bu，xianzaiyinggaishizijile，taweishenmehuichuanzhejiayizuozaihuajiaozhizhong，zenmeyilaijiujiehunle？
gunanzhinulidehuixiang，xiangyaodiaoquyuanshendejiyi，keshizhiganjueyizhentouteng，yiwusuohuo，
zheixiajiugangale，tasuiranganxielaotianjiletayigezhonghuoyishidejihui，danshizheishijizijigandaonalilaile？
yizhenggechuyumengbidezhuangtaia，zheishidiyushikaiju？
suirantagunanzhimeiyoukanguoxiaoshuo，danshiyetingdaozhouweiderenshuoguo，yenengzhidaoneishenmezhongsheng，chuanyuedengdeng，
keneirenjiaduoshaohainenggoudiaoquyuanshenjiyiyenengyougeyingduizhicebushi，daolezijizheili，jiushayemeiyoule，
这是考验自己吗？
xingba，kaoyanjiukaoyanba，haodaitayebushishouwufujizhiliderouruozhiren，shangyishizijigaodiyeshigerenwu，shenmeduyi，shenmeheike，shenmequanji，sandadengdeng，neiyeshishenfenzhongduo，jinengmanfendeyigedameinv，
ruobushidayi，tazenhuibeiladaozheigemoshengdeshijielai......
bujiushiduizheigeshijiemeiyoujiyi，meiyourenzhima？meishenmedabulede，neijiuyidianyidianqulejie，haibuxintazheimedagerenhuobuchugesuoyiranlai，
gunanzhixinzhongpansuanleyifan，jiukaishishoujidangxiadexinxi，jianzhejiaozihaiyouchuanghu，tayongshouxianqiyidianlianzi，chakanzhewaimiandeqingkuang，
rumudiyiyanjieshishenzhegudaiyifuderen，kaojinjiaozidepangbianyoushangnianjidefurengenzheyitongwangqianzou，
jiedaoliangpangweimanlekanrenaodebaixing，
gunanzhizhengxiangzixiguanchayifan，ranerzouzaijiaozipangbianneigeshanglenianjidefurenfaxianleziji，lianmangniezhesangzi，taiqishouzuzhilegunanzhidexingwei，
“aiyou，wodeda**，nixinglea，nikebiexiazhetengkuaizuohaoba，bagaitougaishang，nayouzijixiangaitoude，zheikeshibujili...”
gunanzhicishihaibuqingchuzheixierenzhijiandeguanxi，queshihaibuhaoyouguoduodebiaoxian，yezhihaoshouhuilezijidemuguang，ranhoushuqilezijideerduoshitucongcaozadeshengyinzhizhongnenggoushoujiyidianyouyongdexinxi，
jiedaoliangpangkanrenaoderenyuelaiyueduo，erzeyilunzhishengyekaishizairenqunzhizhongciqibifu，
lurenjia：“zheishisheijiaquqina？zhenzhangzheimeda，”
lurenyi：“ei，zheinidoubuzhidao，zheikeshiyanwangfuquqin，wangyequqin，yingqinduiwuzishihaohaodangdang，”
lurenbing：“yanwangyeyequqin？zheiqudeshisheijiadeqianjin**？”
lurenyi：“zheiyanwangyekeshiwomendazhoudezhanshen，zheisheijiaqianjin**jiaguoqukezhenshixiangfule，”
lurending：“zheiqudebujiushishangshufudeqianjin**，tingshuozheihaishidangjinhuangshangcihun，buguoa，jushuozheihuajiaolimiandekebushineigehaochengjingchengdiyicainvdeshangshufu**，shishangshufudarenyuanpeishengde**，zheimeduonianyizhibeiyangzaizhuangzishangde......”