第四章

6、

wozuozaiyanxiudebangongshi,kanzhetajiwofadezuihouyitiaoduanxin。

zhenggerendexinqishangbaxiade,zongjuedeshenmeshiqinghuifasheng。

daolediertianzaoshang,jiedaoleyanxiugugudexunxi,yanxiuhetaershuzaixiagaosudeshihou,zaoyudaolechehuo,xianzaiqingkuangbuming,yanxiudegugunaowo。

[duanchadaoshuipurendouhuizuo,genbenbuxuyaowozheimefeixin,yanxiuxuyaodeshiyiweimendanghudui,keyibangzhutashiye,buxuyaotalianzhouzhuanjitianmeifaheyandehunshi。]

woqiangrenzhexinzhongdetongchu,yanlihanzheyanlei。

danshiwobunengliuyanlei,wobixuyaojianqiang,yanxiugugudehuawobunengfanbo,tashuodedequeshishishi。

woxiangyanxiugugudatingyanxiubeisongwangdeyiyuan,woxiangyaozaijianjianta。

yanxiuguguchixiaoyisheng,shuodao。

[不必了。]

wotongkudediezuozaileqiantingdezuoweishang,yanleibukeezhideliulexialai。

[sheizaiqifuwojiaqinqinbaobeilaopo?]

woyigejilingqiaojianyanxiudaizheshirandexiaorong,zhanzailewodemianqian,tamanliandepibei,kandaowozaiku,woshenshoubawobaojinlehuaili。

[gugu,yaoshiwozuoshiyekaonvren,hainengsuannanrenma?]

yanxiuguguchayidekanzhezhanzaitamianqiandeyanxiu,bukezhixindeshuo。

[你不是……]

yanxiumeiyouduokantayiyan,baozhewojiuhuiletadebangongshi。

[laopo,woele,woyaochitangcupaigu,woyaochihongshaorou……]

womolemoyanxiudelianjia,tawanhaowusundezaiwomianqian,woyoukuleqilai。

[wohaoxiangbangnide,yanxiu,wobunengkanzhenizheiyangshoulei,woxiangweinifendande。]

yanxiumolemowodenaodai,qinleqinwodexiaozui。

[nizaiwoshenbian,jiushijiwozuidadebangzhu,qiaoqiao,nishiwodeshengmingzhizhu。]

woyoubeitashuokule,woyibiancazheyanleiyibianshuo。

[nimeishijiuhao,yaoshinizhendechushile,wogaizenmebana?]

yanxiupileidexiaoyixiadaizheyisikanbumingqiedemanzu。

[laopo,kuaijiwozuotangcupaigu,woyaobuyibu,ganzaimingnianwomenyaoyigedapangxiao。]

wojitadunlecantang,shuomingnianbushihounian,meiyouxiaohouzile。

yanxiuxiao,zhiyaonitongyilejiukeyile。

tatuizhewojinlechufang,yanxiugaosuwoershuneibianyijingzhaodaolexindetouzi,taguanlidedianmianyeyijingmanmanzouchukunju。

tajiazushangdeshiqingbingbuxuyaowoduofeixin,wozhixuyaomeitianzuoziji。

wowenyanxiuchehuodaodishizenmehuishi,tashuoxiagaosudeshiqingyanjinghuale,neigeshihoutadiyishijianxiangdaodejiushiqinqinlaopodarendewo。

tamozhewojitadehushenfu,jieguochezizhuangdaolelubiandedashushang,bingmeiyoufanche。

zaiyiyuanzuolejianchahou,guanchaleyixieshijian,jiukeyihuijiale。

yanxiushuozheiyidingshiwozaiqifubaoyouta。

worangyanxiuxianhuifangjianxiuxiyixia,tabaozhewobukensashou,shuozhendehaoxianghaoxiangwo。

wozhudongqinleqinyanxiu,talikexiaoleqilai。

chiguofancaihou,wotuizheyanxiuhuifangxiuxi,dengwozouchuxiuxishicaikandaoershubangzheshabuzuozaileyanxiudebangongshili。

tawushengzhongtanleyikouqi。

[zhenxianmunianqingrendeaiqing。]

fangxiazheijuhua,ershubianlikaile。

houlaiwolejiedao,yanxiushoulebuxiaodeshang,haiduanleyigenleigu。

tapawodanxindekuqi,biantoupaohuijia,yiyuandalaidianhuayidingyaoyanxiuhuiqufuzhen,tashuotalaopojiushiyisheng,buxuyaoyiyuandanxin。

yanxiuayanxiu,woshixiaoerkedeyishenghaobuhao?

yanxiuxiaoshuotazhidao,suoyirangwoyizhijiubutongle,xiaoerkedeyishengshizuiwenroude。

talaoposhizuizuizuiwenroudeyige。

wonatameibanfa,meitiantixingtachiyao,jitashangyao。

tameitianchaozheyaowojitazuotangcupaigu,jitazuohongshaorou,danshihongshaobijinghaishiduishangkoubuhao,woquandougaichengleqingzhengde。

tasuiranpoyouweici,danshihaishiguaiguaidechilexiaqu。

yanxiudeguguhoulaiyejiechudeshaole,tingshuoyijinghuiquniangjiale。

yanxiushuogenzheigeguguguanxibingbujin,tashuodehuayebuyongtaifangzaixinli,yanxiuhaishuo,zhiyaowozhidaotaxinlizhiyouwojiuxingle。

huashizheiyang,talianzhouzhuanbushuijuedexiguan,haishirangwotouda,woxiangzhebanfabixuyizhihaotazheigewanji。

[yanxiu,haijidenidayingwoshenme?]

[laopo,yaohongshaorou。]

wobeishuodemeilepiqi,danshibixuyaojianchi。

[yanxiu,niyoutongxiaolesantianmeihuijia,wozheicizhendeshengqile。]

woshizhendewufarenshoutalaoshiguolaogongzuo。

woyibianmozheyanleiyibiankusu。

[yanxiu,nibuweiwokaolvyixia,yeyaoweinizijideshentikaolvma?]

yanxiushizuikanbudewokuqide,tashoumangjiaoluandebaozhewo,youshiqinyoushihong。

[qiaoqiao,nibieku,wobaozhengyidingyidinganshihuijia。]

[gongzuoshizuobuwande,nizheicidayinglewo,yidingyaozuodao。]

wozhidaoyanxiubunengjianwokuqi,woyoujileliangdiyanleichulai。

yanxiuyizaibaozhengxia,woshaoshaoanxin。

meiguojitian,wobianyouzhongxinhuidaoleyiyuanshangban。

wofumuzhidaowoweileyanxiudeshentiqingjialehenjiu,zuishangmeiyoushuoshenme,danshirenhaishicongwaidiganleguolai。

liangweilaorendouyijingtuixiu,yixuejingyanbiwogengjiadefengfu,genyanxiuyijiajianmianhouxiangliaoshenhuan。

wozheicaizhidao,yanxiujiazuhaijingbanyaodian,wofumujilebushaojianyi。

wogenyanxiujiehundeshihou,wofumuqinglailehaichengyibansanjiayiyuandeyishenglaihexijiuzhufu。

eryanxiuyijiaqinglaidedoushiyixuejiedezhongliangjirenwu,wozheicaizhidaoyanxiujiazuzuodeshidajiankang、yiliaochanyedemendian。

aiqinglibingbushiliangxiangqingyuanjiugoude,jiehunshilianggejiazudeshiqing。

suirandouqiangdiaomendanghudui,danshihenduoshihou,haishixuyao“qinseheming”