第4章 松手

tachixiaoleyixia,chelechezijidelingkouzoulejinlai。

zheigejia,tabisangyunhaishuxi。

zoujinlaizhijiequbingxiangnaleyiguanyinliao,ranhouniutoukanzheta。

sangyunzhangdejihao,yizhangbazhangdadexiaolian,genchushuifurongside,buhuazhuangzhanzairenqunzhongdoushanshanfaguang,gengbieshuohuawanzhuangneimoyangle,qiahaoxiwanzao,toufahaiyouxieshilulude。

taweiweizhouqimeitou,chaozhetahuilehuishou:“guolai。”

sangyunhenguaidezoudaotashenbian。

zhouciyibajiangtabaozaihuaizhong,molemotadetou,xiangmochongwuyiyang:“zenmetoufahaimeichuigan。”

sangyunwozaitahuaizhong:“zheibushidengnilaibangwochuima?”

“想得倒美。”

zhoucizuishangshuozhe,quehaishishuliandenaqilepangbiandedianfengchui,qingqingchuizhetadeshifa。

sangyunjiuguaiqiaodebaozheta,shuangshouyebulaoshi,zaitahoubeimolaimoqude。

“guaiyidian。”tajinggao:“xiaoxinwochileni。”

“nilaia。”sangyuntiaoxin:“wohaipanibugan。”

zhoucilengxiaoyisheng,zhijierengdiaochuifengji,yibajiangsangyunbaoqilaizoudaochuangshang,jiangtayazaishenxia:“sangyun,nizuijindanziyuelaiyuedale,ng?gantiaoxinwo?”

sangyunbeitadoude‘gege’xiaoleqilai:“jiutiaoxinni。”

zhoucikanzhetadexiaorong,meiyanwanwan,bizixiuting,jiulianchunbandoudaizhefensedeseze。

taconglaijiushiyigebuhuiyinzangzijixinshidenvren。

haodehuaidedouzhanxianzailianshang。

zhoucixihuantadezhenshi,xihuantadezhilv,xihuantadeyiqie。

唯独。

不爱她。

sangyunpazaitadejianbangshang,wangzhechuanghuwaimiandeyejing,kaikoushuo:“zhouci,xiazhouninengpeiwoma?”

zhoucimizheshuangyan,hengleyisheng:“buxing。”

“为什么?”

“语清回来了。”

tidaozheigemingzi,sangyunchuixiayanmou,weiweigengyan:“tahuilai,niweishenmebunengpeiwo?tasuiranshinideweihunqi,keshi……”

huayingangluoxia,zhoucimengdizhengkaishuangyan,yanmouzhongchongmanlebinglengyuyinzhi。

tashenchushou,yibazhuazhulesangyundebojing,zaiheiyezhong,tayourulieying,jinjinzhuazheta,lingwufahuxi。

tapinmingdezhuazhetadeshou,wushengdehandao:“fangshou!fangshou!”

zhoucimeiyoufangshou,fandaoshijiangshoulideliqiyuefashoujin,kanzhetadeyanshen,yiziyijudeshuo:“sangyun,dangchubushinicongzhongzuogeng,wogenyuqingzaoyijingjiehunshengzi,zheimexienianle,shibushiwobuti,niyijingwangjizheijianshile?”

她没忘。

她一直都记得。

tajidezhoucigaosuta,zijishilaishuzuide。

tajidezhoucigaosuta,zijibuguojiushisangyuqingdedaitipin。

danshineiyouruhe?tapeiletaneimeduonian,nandaohaibulezheigezhaima?

sangyunhongzheyankuang,pinmingzhengzhazhe,zaishiquyishidezuihouyike,zhoucisongshoule。

sangyunjiurutongpiaohuangdeluoye,yixiazizhuiluozailechuangshang,tapinmingdekesouzhe,dakoudehuxisheng,jiuxiangshiyuerzaicihuidaoshuiliban,zhengzhalehaoyihuicaimanmanhuifu。

tahuimoukanlekanzhouci,jiantayijingchuanhaoyifu,beiduizheta。

“nifanguile,chudaowodedixianle,niwoguanxidaocijieshu,zaiyebujian。”tadeshengyin,jinhukebo。

shuowanzheijuhua,taliantoudoumeihui,zhuanshenjiuzoule。

sangyunkanzhetadebeiying,shuangshoujinjinzhuazhebeizi,yanjingdengzhe,chongmanlebuganxinhejuewang,jingenzhe,yanleiwushengjiudeluolexialai。

zhoucidagaiyongyuandoubuhuilejie,dangchusangyuqingxuanzechuguo,genbenjiubushisuoweidechuguodushu。

tazaiwaimiangenbierenluangaohuaishanglehaizi,youpazhoucizhidao,jiusalegehuang,shuozijiyaochuguodushu。

bucengxiangdao,zheijianshibeisangyunyiwaizhuangpo。

sangyunqueshishiyongle‘weibiliyou’dekouwen,biposangyuqingganjinchulihaozheijianshi。

meixiangdaosangyuqingzhuantoujiugenzhoucisuku,shuosangyuncongzhongzuogeng。

zhici,sangyunxihuanzhoucidexin,chedibaolu。

zheixienian,sangyunyexiangguogaosutazhenxiang。

kemeicikandaotaneimewenroudetiqisangyuqing,sangyundaokoudehua,zhinengbiehuiqu。