“yinweiwoshijingcha，woyeshinvxing。”tawozhewodeshou，qingqingdipaizhe，“qinaide，zheiduinilaishuoshiyichangmiedingzhizai，qingbuyaozaiguaizuiyuziji，nimeiyouzuocuorenheshi。”
duia，wozuoleshenmeni？
我到底做错了什么？
weiyizuocuodejiushitoutaidaolezheigejialileba。
wocaizhidaotajiaozuozhuoshengli，shianchengchengnanqudeyimingxingzhenjingcha，zheianzihenkuaijiubeitatishanglericheng。
danshiqueyizhimeiyoujinzhan。
wozhidaokendingshiwofumuzaizheiqizhongzuoleshoujiao。
qishiwobenshenyejiumeiyoubaozheduodadexiwang，zhishiwoxiangyaochedifangqideshihou，zhuoshenglilazhewo，zhuaizhewo，buyunxuwojiucixiazhui。
huranyouyitianzhuoshenglihuilai，choumeikuliande，wowentatayezhishirangwofangkuanxinhaole，zhengjuyijingzaishoujidangzhongle。
yejiushizaizheigeshihouwozhidaole，mamaweilebaofuwotaozou，baofuworangzhuoshenglijiangzheigeanzigongzhiyuzhong，jianggegedeneibenshuzaianchengzhijiefanyichulai。
shashijian，zhuoshenglidemenqianyijingbeirenzaotadebuchengyangle。
fenbian，lancaiyezi，polandebolichuang，zhiyounixiangbudaomeiyoutamenzuobudaode。
wojizhuoshenglizhaolailetiandademafan。
wangshangdesiyimanma，shenzhikaishichuaicezhuoshenglizheiyangyigegangzhengbuadenvjinghewozhijiandeguanxi。
hechengdeseqingxiaoshipinzaiwangshangliuchuan，zhuoshenglizaijingjulimianderiziyeshifeichangnanguo。
danshitaconglaibuhuizaiwomianqianshuorenheshiqing。
xiexialaizuihouyigezideshihou，wocaizhanqishen。
shishihouquzuogeleduanle。
ruguowomeiyoubanfashiyongzhengdangdeshouduandadaotamendehua，woyuanyishiyongqitadefangshi。
zhishigangdakaimen，jiukandaolewoma。
tazaojiubuzaishixianqianneigewenroudemuqindemoyang，xiangshihenbudedangchangbawosisuiyiyang，yibazhangjiuzhunbeizhaohuzhexialaile。
zhishizheiyici，womeiyouzairangzheiyibaluozaiwodelianjiashang。
wojinjindezhuaizhewomadeshouwan。
womameixiangdaowohuizheiyang，youxiejingya，“xiao**，biepengwo！nizheigeangzangwanyier！”
wodandandexiaozhe：“ma，jiusuanwoshiangzangwanyi，yeshicongniduzilimianpachulaide，woshiangzangwanyi，niyoushishenme，nishibushiwohaizang，cainengshengxiawozheiyangdeangzangdongxi。”
tashuangmuxiangshiyaowanxialaiwoyikuairouyiban，danshizheijuhuatadequebuzhidaogaizenmehuidaowo。
woxianzaiyiranbuweijutaruhekanwo，zhishijixuwenzheta：“ma，wojiuxiangzaiwenniyici，nidaoxianzaiweizhi，haishijuedeshiwodecuome？”
wodeyanshenhuoxushiyouxielengde，mamazuixianlenglexia，“sumingzhu，bushinidecuo，haishisheidecuo？！wohenbudemeiyoushengguoni，nijiushiyigehuohai，nijiushiwodechiru，nihuozhezhihuirangsuoyouxiangshichilesicangying，xiangshikandaolefenkenglimiandequchong。”
wokuxiaoleyixia，“mamaa，womentongyangshenweinvxing，niweishenmeyaozheiyangzimeni？danshiruguowohuozhenengrangnimenexindehua，woyuanyihuozhe，zhidaonimensileweizhi。”
wodemuguangyishunjianbiandexionghenwubi，zheishimuqincongweijianguode。
“nineimecongming，mingpaidaxuebiye，boshixuewei，nandaojiuhuibeineixiewenzinazhuleme？nandaojiumeiyoumingbianshifeidenenglime？！haishishuomama，niconglaidouzhishixiangyaobaozhuneigeren？nihebabakuaisudezuochulainimendepanduan！jiushibaohuneigeren！shibushi！”