第4章出卖自己
lianggemeidenghunlizhihoudecandianjuhuijieshu，jiulikailehuichang。
chenxiaogenzheqinyuhengshangleche，chezitingzaileyichuanggongyulouxiamian。
跟着秦宇衡上楼。
dianshishang，zhengbofangxinwen：zheixietianlaiyizhichuyujiaodianhuatideqinshijituan，jintianzaichuxinwen。zhiqianheqinshijituandagongziqinmuzexianshengdinghundechenxiaonvshi，yushuriqianbuxingchehuoshenwang，jiuzaiwomenyiweiliangjiaxianrulianyinweijishi。jintianzaoshangbadian，qinmuzexianshengdehunlizhaochangjuxing，genjujizhezaixianchangfahuidebaodao，chenshixuanzeyongxiaonverchenyuedaitijiejiechenxiaojiaruhaomen......
chenxiaodingzhedianshipingmu，niejinlequantou。
“zenmele？”qinyuhengzouchulehenyuan，quefaxiantazhanzaimenkoumeiyoudong。
“meishi，xiexieqinxianshengkenshouliuwo。”chenxiaoguanlihaolebiaoqing，caigantaitouhetaduishi。
qinyuhengpieleyiyanxinwen，xinzhongleran，“buyongkeqi。”
tahuilehuishou，shenbiandezhulizoudaoletadeshenbian，“chenxiaojie，zheichuanggongyushininweilaiyiduanshijiandezhusuo，zheishipeijinindeshouji。qingwubibaochidianhuachangtong，yibianyuxianshengzhaodaonin。”
zhulikantameihuiying，jiezheshuo：“zheishixianshengjinindehetong，chenxiaojie，qingninkanyixia，ruguomeiyoushenmewenti，jiuqianziba。”
chenxiaodakaihetong，shangmiantiaokuanchengshu，rangtacuoyiweiqinyuhengjingchangzuozheizhongshiqingle。
1、yifangbudexieluhejiafangdeguanxi；2、yifangbixujuzhuzaijiafanganpaidechusuo；3、yifangxutingcongjiafangdebiyaoanpai；......
chenxiaojiandandekanlekan，jiuqianshanglezijidemingzi。
zhulixianranyijingnengshuliandechulihaozheixieshiqing，duiyutameiyoujiuchandexingwei，daoshiyoujifenxihuan。
nadaolehetong，zhulijiulikailezheigefangjian。
chenxiaoyongshuiyibazijiguoqilai，zhanzailuodichuangqianmian。
taxianzaizhengzhanzaizheigechengshizuicuntucunjindedifang，yiyigequrudezitai。
“qinmuze，chenyue，wohuilaile。”
shouji**xiangleqilai，youshineigeren。
“yidingyaozhaogenanren？qinyuheng？”
tadeyuyan，kanqilaihenshengqi。
chenxiaobingbulijietaweishenmeyaoshengqi，dandanhuifuleyiju，“genniwuguan。”
zheiyici，duanxinhuifudefeichangxunsu，“likaiqinyuheng！wonengbangnibaochou，wohaizhidaohenduonibuzhidaodeshiqing，niyiweichehuozhishidanchundechehuoma！”
tadangranzhidaoneibushidanchundechehuo。qinmuzebuguoshizhangzhetaxihuantaeryi，cainengyongneixiehuayanqiaoyuhongzhetazaihunliqianyequjianta。ruguobushejineichangchehuo，tazenmenengshunlichengzhangdezhizaotabingweidejiaxiang，zenmenengshunlichengzhangdejichenyuehuanxin！
takezhizhezijidefennu，lizhidefenxiduanxinduimianderen。tayexushijianzhengleshiqingshimodepangguanzhe，huozheshiqinmuzehechenyuedechouren，fouzebuhuiyongzheizhongfangshihezijigoutong。tasihuhentaoyantaheqinyuhengzhijiancheshangguanxi，haishifenzifu。
“nizaiganshenme？”qinyuhengdingzheta，muguangtanjiu。
chenxiaoxinlijinglingdazuo，duanxinbunengbeitafaxian！
tataitoukanleyiyanqinyuheng，“qinxiansheng，shidasuanliuzaizheilima？”
qinyuhengzouhuidaotashenbian，“fangzishiwode，xianzainiyeshiwode，wozhuzaizheilibuxingma？”
chenxiaozuanzheshoujideshouzhiyongli，zhijiedoufanbai，taxiayishidebashoujifangdaoleshenhou。
“zheimexihuanwanshouji？”qinyuhenghenminruidefaxian，duiyushoujitahenjinzhang，wulunshixianzai，haishizaihunlixianchangbatashoujihediaoledeshihou。
“meiyou......”chenxiaobuyouzizhudehoutui。
keshenhoujiushiqiang，tameituiliangbu，beihoujiudizaileqiangshang。qinyuhengxianranmeidasuanfangguota，yizhishouchengzaileqiangshang，“chenxiao，nidepengyoumenyinggaidouyiweiniyijingsile，nizaihesheilianluo？”
chenxiaodaoxileyikoulengqi，zhengdaleyanjingkanzheta，zheinanrentaijimin，yidiandiandeloudong，douhuiyinqitadehuaiyi。
qinyuhengmeishaoyangqi，shouzhiluozaitadexinkou，“wogenghaoqi，nishizenmehuoxialaide。”
chenxiaojinzhangdetunyanzhekoushui，yuwulunci，“wo......zhishi，womeiyouqitaxiangfa。”
“meiguanxi，heniyanxi，wohenkaixin。”qinyuhengfangxiashoubei，liuxiayijumomingqimiaodehua，jiulikailegongyu。
duanxinhaizaihongzhazhetadeshouji：“kanjiannanrenyanjingdouzhile？jiuzheimexihuanbeinanrenshui？”
“qinjiadenanrenmeiyouhaodongxi！nibeiqinmuzeshanghaiguoyici，haixiangzaibeiqinyuhengshanghaiyicima？”
chenxiaoshenhuxilejikou，yiziyijudedazhe：“ninengzhidaoduoshao？qinyuhengshiqinmuzedexiaoshu，jiejinta，wocainenghuodegengduo。”
denglehenjiu，doumeiyouduanxinzaifahuilai。
jiuzaichenxiaoyiwei，neigerenjiucibuzaihuifudeshihou，duanxinzhonghurantiaochuyizhangtupian。
tabizheyanjing，tangzaiyiyuanli，shenshang**，xinzangdeweizhikaileyigejudadexuedong，limianheiqiqishenmedoumeiyou。
tupiandechongjilitaiguoqiangda，rangchenxiaohanmaodaoshu，xiayishiguandiaole。
kejinjiezheyitiaoduanxinjinlai，“chenyuedexiongqiangli，tiaoyuedeshinidexinzang，neinidexiongqianglini？nizheimetonghenchenyue，neibeiniduozoulexinzangderenni？”
weiwandeyaoxie，rangchenxiaogandaochijing，haiyiweitazhishiyongciyaoxieziji，xiangbudaozhendeshitajiuhuileziji，“shinijiwoyizhilexinzang？”
duanxinneitouderen，xianranhuifulelizhi，“shiwo，suoyi，nizhiyoutingwode！”
chenxiaoyaoya，guandiaoleshouji。
tazheitiaoming，shihaoburongyicaijianhuilaide，tahuiduijiutayusijingderenbaoyouganxie，ketabuhuitingcongyuzheizhongweixie。
tadakaiyiju，limianfangmanledangjixinkuandeyifu。chenxiaosuibiannaleyijianhuanshang，likailegongyu。
qinmuzedebieshudamenkou，tayangmianzhanzhe。
zheibeizitadouwangbule，zaizheilifashengguodeshiqing。
qinmuzezaizheili，zhengzhongdexiangtaqiuhun，haobuzhiqingdetajingdaizaiyuandi。haimeixianghaoyaozenmedafudeshihou，jiubeisuoyoukankeqihongyiyangdesongzuodui。
neiyishijiandechongdong，tameihouhuiguo。suoyihoulaiwulunyouduoshaorenbukanhao，butongyi，tadoudingzheyali，yaoyajianchi。suoxing，qinmuzeduitayesuanhenhao，lianggerenduihunlimanshichongjing。
jiuzaihunlideqianyitian，tajiedaoqinmuzededianhua，yaotaqubieshu，shuohaoxiangta，xiangjianta。tachennizaitianyanmiyulimian，kesheiyounengxiangdao，tianyanmiyubeihoushiyipianjingjihedaozi。
chenxiaoshenchushou，gezheyifuqingfuzijixiongkoudeshangkou。
“zheiweixiaojie，ninyoushiqingma？”baoanzouguolai，jingtidekanzheta。
“qingwen，zheishiqinmuzexianshengdejiama？”taxiaodewuhai。
baoandianlediantou，“xianshengmeiyouzaijia，xiaojieruguoyoushiqingkeyiqugongsizhao。”
她道了谢，离开了。
chenxiaodachedaoleyijiahuwaiyongpindian，maileyixieanquankouheshengsuo。
dianyuannandekandaomeinvlaimaidongxi，shifenreqing，“meinv，zheigeguigedeshengsuoyibanyongyudengshan，ninruguoxinshouxianglianxi，wojianyininshiyongzheizhong......”
“ng，wodengshan，jiuyaozheizhong。”chenxiaofuleqian，huidaolegongyu。
zuozaishafashang，takanzheshoulidezheixiedongxi，youxiewenti，buqinzijiquzhengshiyixia，tazenmeyebuganxin。
tanachushouji，jiqinyuhengfaletiaoduanxin，“wanshangshidian，qinmuzebieshu，qingninbanggemang。”