diyizhang：sanchangzhihouchenmozouchudianyingyuanshi，houjingdehanmaohaowuzhengzhaodishuleqilai。
zheibuquanshishenyedeliangyi——xianchengdeqiuyezongguoxiezheyiguchaoshideguihuaxiang，shitakuobieshinianhou，
biqiangyirannengshunjianshibiedeguxiangmima。zheishiyizhongyuanyu“kong”desongran。
yizhongbeishijieqiaoranyiqihoudejueduijijing。tagangkanwanyibupaipianxishaodewenyipian，
sanchangshijiandinggezaijiudianban。zheibengaishixianchengyeshenghuojiancisuxingdeshike。raner，yingtingneidenghuotongming，
baisemubushang，pianweizhiyuanbiaorengzaiwushengdigundong，xiangyigeyongwuzhijingdegaobie。yipangdezuoweishang，
qingdaodebaomihuatongzaimisezhigaishangtuochuniannidejiaotangzi，rutongmouzhongninggudeshijianleihen。
jianpiaokoudefuwutaikongwuyiren，zhiyouyitiaofensedefuwuyuanweiqunweidunyudi，
zhanzhejiliweibeiqingsaode、jinhuangdebaomihuazha。“qingchangderenni？”chenmodishengziyu，
shengyinzaiguodukongkuangdeyingtinglizhuangchuweiruodehuiyin。taxiayishitikaijiaobiandeyigekongkelebei，
lvguanyudalishidimiandepengzhuangshengjianruididankai，xuanjibeigengdadejijingtunshi，xiangyikeshizitouruwudishenjing。
zheilishitadelaodifang。gaozhongshi，tacenghelinwei、laozhouliujinzheili，
zai《zhihuanwang》dehongdashenghuazhongzuozheyingxiongmeng。neishidesanchang，
yongyuanchongchizhenianqingrendejiaobu、siwujidandexiaoshengheduiqingjiezouxiangmianhongerchidezhengzhi。erjin，
zheilixiangyigebeianxiazantingjiandeshadingyuguantou，tashiweiyiweibeifengcundehuowu，
lianhuxishengdoubeipofangdadaozheneryulong。tajiakuaijiaobu，chuanguoluomanjiliaodeshoupiaodating。
bolimenbeitatuikaishifachu“zhiya”yisheng，zaiwanlaijujizhongxiandegewaicier。gebideyouxiting，
wurencaozuodetoubijipingmuwuzishanshuozhexuanlanerkongdongdeguang，neixiebengaibeipaidadepipazuoxiangdeyaogan，
cikejingmorumuzhiming，lianyisiweiruodedianliushengdoulinyujiyu。yanzhetingzhiyunxingdezidongfutixiadaoyilou，
touguojudadebolimuqiang，takandaojiedaorutongbeichouzouleshengdaidejushou，pufuzaiheianzhong。
bairidexianchengshishengyindebolanhui：zaocanpuzhenglongpenbodebaiqidaizhemianshidetianxiang，
wujindianlaobanyongdaizhejinshuxiushigandesangmenyaohe“xinjindeshuiguandazhela”，
fangxuedehaizimenzhuizhuzhezixingche，chelingdingdingdangdang，qiaodazheyitianzhongzuihuankuaidejiepai。ercike，
jiedaokongkuangdelingrenxinhuang，zhiyouqiufengjuanzhejipiankuye，zaiboyoulumianshangwuliaodidazhexuaner。
tatingzaishangchangmenkoudetaijieshang，taochushouji——xinhaogeshilingrenbuankongbai。tacujinmeitou，
yiweishishebeiguzhang，lianxuboleliangcilaozhoudehaoma。tingtonglichuanlaide，zhiyouguilverlengmodemangyin，yibian，
youyibian。laozhoushitagaozhongshidaidetongzhuo，rujinzaixianchengjingyingzheyijiaxiaoxiaodesheyingqicaidian，
yeshitaciciguilaide“hehuoren”。chenmozheicihuilai，jiushixiangyulaozhoulianshou，
paisheyibuguanyubendifeiyidejilupian，zhujiaobianshilaozhoudenainai，
neiweinengyimiantuanniechushijianbaitaide“mianrenzhang”。zaitaxinzhong，
zheixiejijiangxiaoshideshouyiyutamensuochengzaidejiyi，caishizhenzhengzhidebeijingtoujiludegushi。“laozhou？
tingdaoma？nizainaer？”chenmoduizheshoujitulaoditigaoleyinliang，
suijishenxileyikoudaizheguihuaxiangqidelengkongqi，juedingqinziqulaozhoudedianliyitanjiujing。congshangchangdaoqicaidian，
buxingbuguowufenzhong。guoqutazongxianxianchengxiaodezhuanbukaishen，cikequejuedezheiduanlumanzhangdefangfomeiyoujintou。
qicaidiandemenxuyanzhe——laozhouyougegenshendigudexiguan，congbusuomen，
zonglehehedishuo：“zanmenzheixiaodifang，diudongxikeshixihanshi。”chenmotuimenerru，
menmeishangdelaojiufenglingfachuyichuanjicuerqingcuidedingdongsheng，quezaizhuangshangqiangbideshunjianjiaranerzhi，
fangfoshengyinyebeizheiwuneideyichangxizoule。dianneiyipianlangjie。xiangji、jingtou、sanjiaojiasanluoyidi，
xiangshijinglileyichangcangcudefanxun。laozhouneibenhouhoudesuxiebentanzaizhuoshang，
yemiantingliuzaiyongtanbigoulede、mianrenzhangnainaibumanzhouwendecelian。huazuopang，
youyixinglaozhouteyoude、lvedailiaocaodexiaozi：“mingripai《mianrenzhang》shoubutexie，zhongdianzai‘gen’，
yaopaichushengmingpanjudeliliang。”zhuojiaodemakebeili，kafeishangyouyinyunyuwen，sihuzhurenganggangfangxiabujiu。
chenmodexinzangmengdixiangxiayichen，yizhongbuxiangdeyuganjuezhuleta。taxiangqilaozhoudianlideyingjishoudiantong，
zongshiguazaishouyintaihoudeguagoushang。tajibuchongguoqu——guagoushangkongkongruye。jiuzaizheishi，
takoudailideshoujipingmuturanliangqi，youlandeguangcipohunan。shiyitiaoduanxin，
laiziyigewanquanmoshengdehaoma：“biezhaole，douzailaodifang。”dierzhang：laodifang“laodifang”。
zheisangezixiangyibayaochi，shunjiankaiqilechenmojiyishenchuneishanchenfengdemen。neishixianchengdezhonglouguangchang。
guangchangzhongyangchulizheyizuoxiujibanbandesushizhonglou，jianyushangshijiwushiniandai，shitazhenggetongnianjiyidezhouxin。
tacengwushucichanzheyeyelaizheili，kanneijudade、lvexianchizhidezhizhenruheqiegetiankong，
tingyeyeyongdaizheyandaiweierdesangyin，jiangshu“daliangangtie”niandai，zheizuozhonglouruhebeidangzuoxinhaota，
zaiweijiguantoujiulezhenggezhenzidewangshi。rujin，yeyenainaizaoyihuazuoqiangshangdeheibaizhaopian，
erlaozhouqianjirihaigentaniantao，shuozhonglouguangchangwanshangrenaodehen，tiaoguangchangwudeayimennengbadipizhendefazhan，
maikaohongshudewangdayetanweiqian，zongweizhebukensanqudetianxiang。
chenmoqishangtingzaidianmenkoudeneiliangjiudiandongche——tazheicihuilai，teyimeikaiche，juedezaibazhangdadexianchengli，
dianlvcaishibuerzhixuan。ningdongyaochi，yinqingfachuyishengchenmende、leisikesoudeqidongsheng，
zaizheisijidejiedaoshang，tuwudelingrenxinjing。zhonglouguangchangliqicaidianjingeliangtiaojie。qilebudaosanfenzhong，
neizuoshuxide、zaiyesezhongxianchupangdajianyingdezhongloubianyingruyanlian。erzhonglouzhouweidekongdishang，
heiyayadizhanmanleren。shitashuxi，queyouwubimoshengderenqun。tiaoguangchangwudeliayimen，
shouzhonghaigaogaojuzheweicengfangxiadehongchoushan，zitaidinggezaimougehuankuaidewubushang；maikaohongshudewangdaye，
neizhibiaozhixingdetiepitongrenglizaijiaobian，
yisiruoyouruowudetianxianghunhezheqiucaodeqingkuqixipiaolai；gebibaozipudezhangshu，
shouliwenwentuozheyigebaibaipangpangdebaozi，
fangfozhengyaojiangtadijimougekanbujiandeguke；tashenzhikandaolegaozhongshidebanzhuren，zhanzaiguangchangdebianyuan，
jingpianhoudeyanshenkongdong，haowujiaodiandiningshizhezhongloubanbodeqiangti。suoyouren，
douweichizhemouyigeshunjiandedongzuo，xiangyijuanbeianxialezantingjiandedianyingjiaopian。tamendelianpangmeiyourenhebiaoqing，
pifufanzheyizhongleisishigaoxiangde、haowushengqidecangbai，lianxiongtangdoukanbuchuyingyoudeqifu。
guangchangzhongyangdepenquanchili，shuishimande，pingjingrujing，qingxididaoyingzhezhongloudeanying，
yedaoyingzhezheiqunrutongbeishiguangyiwangde“huosiren”。chenmodediandongchefachuyishengcierde“zhiya”sheng，
tingzailubian。zheishengyinbingweiyinqirenhefanying，renqunrutonglaxiang，duizhouzaodeyiqiezhiruowangwen。
tamengdixiangqineitiaoduanxin：“douzaizheili。”taxialeche，jiaobuyouxiexufudizouxiangguangchang。
jiaoxiadeqingshibanlubushenpingzheng，xiediyushitoudemocashengzaijijingzhongbeifangdadeyichangqingxi。ranhou，
takandaolelaozhou——chuanzheneijianxidefabai、shenzhiyouxiemosundeniuziwaitao，beiduizheta，
shoulijinjinwozheyitaixiangji。chenmorende，neishiqunianlaozhoushengrishi，tashengchijianyongmaixiadezhuanyejixing。
laozhoudejianbangjiqiqingweidihuangdongleyixia，buzhishifengdechuifu，haishitazhengditouningshizhexiangjidepingmu。
“laozhou？！”chenmodeshengyinbushoukongzhididaizhezhanyin。tapaoguoqu，shenshouqingqingpaixianglaozhoudehoubei。
laozhoumengdizhuanguoshen。tadeyanjinglimeiyoujiaodian，xiangshimengshangleyicenghouhoude、huizhibuqudebaiwu。
zuijiaojiangyingdixiangshangchedong，xingchengyigeguaiyiermoshengde“xiaorong”：“chenmo？nizenmelaile？”“laozhou！
nikanqingchu！zheidaodishizenmehuishi？”chenmojiqiedizhuazhutadegebo，lidaodadejihuyaoniesuigutou，
“dajia……suoyourendouzenmele？”laozhoudeyanshenmeiyousihaobianhua，
zhishiyongyizhongjinhujixiede、meiyouyudiaoqifudeshengyinzhongfuzhe：“dianyingkuaikaishile……nibushishuo，
yaopaiyibuguanyuzhongloudedianyingma？”dianying？chenmoyileng。taxiangqidianyingyuanneishangweiximiedepingmu，
xiangqiyouxitingliwurenwenjinquewuzishanshuodetoubiji……zheixieren，tamendeyishi，
sihudoubeidongjiezailemouge“zuori”desuipianli，zhongfuzhedangshizuiqiangliedeniantou。linwei！
tamengditaochushouji，zaicibodalinweidehaoma。zheiyici，dianhuazaixianglewushushenghou，jingranjietongle！
tingtonglichuanlailinweidaizhemingxiankuqiang、duanduanxuxudeshengyin：“chenmo？shinima？nizainaer？
wo……wojinidalehaoduodianhuadoudabutong……”“wozaizhonglouguangchang！linwei，nizainali？nihaihaoma？
”陈默急切地追问。
men……tamenbiandehaoqiguai……”linweideshengyinturanbeiyizhenjianruide、rutongjinshuguacadedianliuzaoyinyanmei，
suiji，tongxunchedizhongduan，zhishengxiadandiaodemangyin。chenmodexinxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshoujinjinzuanzhu，
tongdejihuwufahuxi。linwei，tadeqiannvyou，rujinzaixianchengkaileyijiaxiaoxiaodehuadian，
zhuanmaibendideguihuahemoli。gaozhongshi，tazhuiletazhengzhengliangnian，neixiebenzhuoerzhenchengdexindong，
zhijinrengshijiyilizuirouruandebufen。houlaitazhiyiyaoqubeijingzhuixunsuoweidedianyingmeng，tazexuanzeliuzaixiancheng，
chengweiyiminganjingjiaoshudemeishulaoshi。fenshoushi，tashuo“dengwohuilai”，queweicengxiang，
zheiyibiejiushishinianguangyin。taguaduandianhua，huanshizhezhouweizheixiebei“zhinian”dinggedeshenying，
yigemohudeniantouzhujianqingxi——zheibushijiandandeshizonghuojitihunmi，gengxiangshiyizhong……shikongdecuowei。
zhenggexianchengderen，tamendeyishidoubeiqiujinzailegezishengmingzhongmougezhiguanzhongyaodeshijianjiedian，huozheshuo，
shitamenzuishendezhinianzhizhong。neime，weishenmeweidutashiqingxingde？tademuguangsaoguorenqun，
huranzaiguangchangbianyuan，kandaoyigechuanzheshenlansebushandeaixiaoshenying。tashoulizhengniezheyituancaisedemiantuan，
dongzuohuanmanerzhuanzhu。shimianrenzhang！laozhousuxiebenshangdeneigelaoren！chenmojihushichongleguoqu：“zhangnainai！
zhangnainaininhairendewoma？woshixiaomoa！chenmo！”mianrenzhanghuanhuantaiqitou，
yishuangyuanbenyinggaichongmanzhihuiyucangsangdeyanjing，cikequezhiyouyipianhunzhuo。takanzhechenmo，
shouzhongdecaisemiantuanwushengdihualuo，zaidishanggunchengyigebanlandexiaoqiu。tadezuichunjiannandixidongzhe，
fachujigeposuibukandeyinjie：“……yaopai……《mianrenzhang》……shouwen……gen……”“gen？
”chenmolikelianxiangdaolaozhousuxiebenshangdeneixingzi，“shishouwenlidegushi，duima？
neixiezhouwenlizangzhedejiyi，jiushi‘gen’？”mianrenzhangdetoujiqiqingweididianleyixia，suiji，
tadeshentikaishibiandetouming，bianyuanfanqixiweidexuehuazaodian，xiangyitaixinhaobuliangdelaojiudianshijipingmu。
“bu！zhangnainai！biezou！”chenmoshenshouxiangquzhuazhuneizhujianxiaosandeshenying，
zhijianquezhichuantouleyipianbingliangdekongqi。mianrenzhangdeshenyingchedixiaoshile，fangfocongweicunzaiguo。
zhishengxiadishangneigecaisedemiantuanqiu，guangzexunsuandan，zuizhongbianchengleyikuaihaobuqiyande、huipupudeniba。
【yixiaweixuxiebufen】shoujipingmuzaiciyouyouliangqi，haishineigeweizhihaoma，
xinxijianduanerporen：“shijianbuduole。qushizhengting，daanzaidixia。”shizhengting？dixia？chenmojide，
shizhengtingshineidongweiyuxianchengzhongxinpianbeidesushihongzhuanlou，zaonianshixianweibangonglou，houlaigaizhichenglexianwenhuaguan。
laozhousihutiguoyizui，shuowenhuaguanxiamian，qishiyougebuduiwaikaifangdefangkongdong，
houlaibeigaichenglecunfangzaoqichengjiandangandekufang，limianduimanlexianchengjishinianshenzhigengjiuyuandelishisuipian。
nandaosuoweide“gen”，bujinzaiyuqingganjiyi，yemaizangzaizheixieshitide、beiyiwangdewulikongjianzhizhong？
takanxianglaozhou，laozhouyijiuyanshenkongdong，danshouzhongdexiangji，quebuzhiheshizaicijuleqilai，
jingtoumangrandiduizhunzhemianrenzhangxiaoshidekongdi。“laozhou，womendequshizhengting。”chenmoshituyutagoutong，
jinguanzhidaokenengtulao。chuhuyiliaodi，laozhoujiangyingdizhuanguotou，jingtouyesuizhetadedongzuohuanhuanyixiangchenmo，
neimeiyoujiaodiandeyanjingfangfochuantouleta，kanxiangmougegengshenyuandedifang。
tayongneizhongpingbandeyudiaohuiying：“dangan……jilu……shijiande……maodian。”maodian？chenmoxinzhongyidong。
nandaozheixiedangan，jiushigudingxianchenglishi、gudingzheixierencunzaihenjide“mao”？ruguomaodianbeipohuaihuoyiwang，
shijianjiuhuishixu，renjiuhuimishi？tabuzaiyouyu，qishangdiandongche，duilaozhouhanleyisheng：“genshangwo！
”laozhoumaikailejiaobu，dongzuosuiranyijiujiangying，quezhunquedigenzailediandongchehou。genglingrenjingyideshi，
suizhetamendeyidong，guangchangshangqitade“huosiren”yekaishiyoulefanying。liayimenjuzhehongchoushan，
maizhetongyide、rutongtixianmuoubandebuzi；wangdayetuizhetadetiepitong，
seshengxiang；zhangshubaochizhedichubaozidezishi；banzhurenzefulefubingbucunzaideyanjing……tamenyigejieyige，
wushengwuxidihuiruduiwu，genzaichenmohelaozhoushenhou，xingchengyiliechenmoerguiyide**duiwu，
chaozheshizhengtingdefangxiang，huanhuanxingjin。jiedaoliangpangdedianpujijingwusheng，ludengjiangtamendeyingziladehuzhanghuduan。
chenmoconghoushijinglikanzhezheizhipangdade、wushengdeduiwu，ganjuezijixiangyigeyinlingwanghundexiandaibaneerpusi，
zhishitayaoquwangdebushidiyu，ershishenmaiyudixiade、zheizuochengshidejiyihexin。
tashizheyushenbianbingpaixingzoudelaozhouduihua：“laozhou，nigangcaishuo‘maodian’，shishenmeyisi？neixiedangan，
jilulenengrangnimenhuifuzhengchangde‘yaochi’ma？”laozhoudetoubuyiweixiaodefuduzhuandongleyixia，
xiangjijingtousaoguolubianyijiaguanbidelifadianchuchuang。chuchuangli，suliaomotedejiafashangluomanlehuichen。
“jiyi……xuyaozaiti。”taduanduanxuxudishuo，shengyinxiangshicongyitaijiechubuliangdeshouyinjilifachu，
“zhaopian……wenzi……shiwu……shi‘gen’de……turang。
shiquzaiti……jiyipiaosan……ren……yejiusanle。”suoyi，mianrenzhangdexiaoshi，
bujinjinshiyinweizhinianbeichudong，
tajiyide“turang”——neixieguanyutazhangfu、guanyulaoshouyidejutiwujianhejilu——kenengzhengzaibeiyiwang，
huozhebeimouzhongliliangqinshi？chenmohuixiangqiqicaidianlibeifanluandewupin，neibujinjinshihunluan，
gengxiangshiyizhong……youmudedesouxunhepohuai？shishei？neigefaduanxindemoshenghaomama？ta/tashidishiyou？
duiwuxingjindaoxianchengdelaotushuguanqian。tushuguanshiyidonggenggulaode、youzhefeiyandougongdejianzhu，
cikedamenjinsuo。turan，laozhoutingxialejiaobu，jingtousisiduizhuntushuguancemiandeyimianbanbodeqiangbi。
neilitiezheyizhangzaoyitunse、canpobukandebugao，
neirongyixishiguanyujishinianqianyiciminjiangongyipingxuandejieguo。“neili……youdongxi……”laozhoushuo。
chenmotingxiache，zouguoquzixichakan。bugaobenshenbingwutebie，danzaiqibianyuan，kaojinqiangjiaopaishuigoudedifang，
tafaxianleyikuaibanmaizainitulide、yuanxingdejinshupian。tawanyaojianqi，caqunitu，
neishiyimeifeichanggulaode、shougongdiaokedetongzhihuizhang，tuanshiyikezhifanyemaodedashu，
shuxiashiyigezhengzainiemianrendexiaoren，beimiankezhelianggemohudezi：“jianghun”。
zheisihushimougezaoyibucunzaidexinghuizuzhidexinwu。dangchenmonaqizheimeihuizhangshi，tashenhouduiwuzhong，
yigeyuanbendaidaizhanli、chuanzhejiushizhongshanzhuangdelaorenshentimengdiyizhen。
tayuanbenkongdongdeyanjinglishanguoyisijixiweideguangliang，suiranzhuanshunjishi，danchenmobuzhuodaole。zheihuizhang，
jiushiyuzheiweilaorenxiangguande“jiyizaiti”？chenmojianghuizhangxiaoxinshouhao。tayishidao，huanxingzheixieren，
huoxubujinjinxuyaozhaodaotamengerendezhinian，
xuyaozhaodaobing“jihuo”neixiesanluozaixianchenggegejiaoluo、yutamenshengmingjinmixiangliande、jutide“genzhiwu”。
daizhegengmingquedemubiao，talingzhezheizhichenmodeduiwu，jixuxiangshizhengtingjinfa。yesegengshen，
kongqizhongdeguihuaxiangsihuyeranshangleyisichenfudeqixi。qianfangdehongzhuanjianzhu，zaixibodeyueguangxia，
rutongyigezhefudejushou，dengdaizhetamendedaolai。disanzhang：juezeshizhengtingneidongsushihongzhuanlou，
zaixibodeyueguangxiaxiandegewaihouzhongeryinchen。damenrutongqicaidianyiyangxuyanzhe，fangfozaiwushengdiyaoqing，
youxiangshimouzhongbuxiangdexianjing。chenmotuikaichenzhongdemumen，
yiguhunhezhehuichen、chenjiuzhizhangheyinyuemeiweideqixipumianerlai，xiangshidakaileshiguangdeguanguo。
shoudiantongdeguangzhucipoqiantingdeheian，guangshuzhongchenaifeiwu。loutishezaitingtangshenchu，muzhifushouluomanhuichen，
caishangqufachulingrenyasuande“gazhi”sheng，meiyishengdouzaikongkuangdejianzhuneijiqihuixiang。jingguoloutizhuanjiaoshi，
guangshuwuyizhongsaoguoqiangmian，zhaoliangleyizhangfanhuangdejiuhaibao。neishishinianqian，
xianlijuban“laozhaopianzhan”dexuanchuanhaibao。haibaoshang，nianqingdelinweixiaodemeiyanwanwan，
yiweizaitongyangnianqingdechenmoshenbian，ertashoulijuzheyitaidangshihaisuanshimaodekapianji，
yanshenlichongmanleduiweilaidechongjing。zhaopiandejiaoluo，yixinengkandaolaozhoumohudeshenying，zhengmangzhediaoshisanjiaojia。
shinian。chenmodexinzangxiangshibeishenmedongxihenhenzhuangleyixia。taweilexuwupiaomiaodemengxianglikai，ertamen，
queliuzailezheipiantacengjingjiyutaolidetudi，shouhuzhezheixietarujincaidongdezhenguide“gen”。
“jiyi……xuyaozaiti。”laozhoupingbandeshengyinzaishenhouxiangqi，tabuzhiheshiyejuqilexiangji，
duizheneizhanghaibaoanxialekuaimen。shanguangdengduanzandizhaoliangleloutijian，
kuaimenshengqingcuidebuxiangzaizheigeguiyideshijieliyingyoudeshengyin。dengshangerlou，danganguandemenmeiyoushangsuo。
limianshiyipaipaidingdaotianhuabandeshenlvsetiepidanganju，rutongchenmodeshibing，shouweizhezheizuochengshideguowang。
huichenjilehouhouyiceng，shoudianguangsaoguo，nengkandaokongqizhongmimandekeliwurutongweixingxingyun。chenmogenjubiaoqian，
kuaisuxunzhaozhe。tademuguangzuizhongtingliuzaineigebiaozhuzhe“1983-1998”dedanganheshang。
laozhoushuoguo，1998nianneichangtedahongshui，shixianchengjindaishideyigefenshuiling，
xuduolaojianzhuhejiujiexianghuiyuyidan，zhiyoudishijiaogaodezhongloudeyixingmian。ermianrenzhangdezhangfu，
zhengshizaineichanghongshuizhongweileqiangjiuneixieshiruoshengmingdemianrenmojueryunan。taxiaoxinyiyididakaihezi，
limianshiyiluoyijingfanhuangfacuideheibaihuotunsecaizhao，yijijibenyongniupizhibaoguode、zhizhicucaodebijiben。