第1章
yingdizhangfushangyulejiemu，beitujijianchashouji。
zhuchirenkanjianlianxirenneilande“laopo”hou，lianhequanchangguanzhongcuanduozhangfuzaixianbotongdianhua。
wozuozaidianshiqian，xinruleigu，shiniandeyinhun，zhangfuzhongyuxiangyaoguanxuanwolema。
keduanzandedushenghou，xiangqideshoujiquebushiwode。
“wei，laogong......”
dianhuaneitoudenvshengneiyangqingxi，shiyingdizhangfudegeshouqingmei。
quanwangfeitengle，jinmayingdihechuangzuocainv，jintongyunvdedapeihaokedaobao。
我彻底心死。
sihuiweizhangfuqingmeichuangzuodeshishouxinququpu，liuxialihunxieyilikai。
diyiciyizijidemingzifabulezijichuangzuodegequ。
chongshangresouyipaoerhongdediertian，zhangfuheqingmeiquelianhefabushipin，zhikongwochaoxi。
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chengyounianhuilaideshihouwoganggangzhenglihaosuoyoudexinglizhunbeilikai。
tadeshenqingkanshangqugewaidepijuan，shuaichulezijidexiezihoubianzhijieshuaidaozaileshafashang。
wonazhexinglixiang，kechengyounianquegenbenmeiyoujiwoyigeduoyudeyanshen。
“shenmeng，woxianghetang，jiwozuopaigutangqu。”
chengyouniandeyuqidaizhemingling，kewoquezhanzaiyuandimeiyoudong。
tatingbudaowodehuiying，zhongyushedezhengkaiyankanwoyiyan。
“lengzheganshenme？meitingjianma？”
“xianghezijiquzuo，woxianzoule。”
wozhuanshenchaozhemenkouzouqu，kemeizoujibulu，yigeyanhuigangbiancazhewodeerduofeiguo，zazaileqiangshangsuichenglehaojiban。
wobeipotingxiajiaobu，zhuanguoshenqu。
chengyounianrengjiuzuozaishafashang，tazhouzhemei，nieleniezijidemeixin，pijuanbukandemoyang。
“wodouhenishuoleduoshaocile，wohexiaoyuzhishichaocperyi。”
“xianzaiwohetadouzaishangshengqi，jiranfensimenxihuan，womendangranyaomanzutamendexihao！”
chengyounianshuodeyizhengyanci，kewokanzheta，xinzhongquezhijuedewuli。
zheiyangdehua，wobuzhiyijingtingguoduoshaocile。
gangkaishideshihou，wohaichangshizheshuofuzijiyaoxiangxinta。
kehoulai，jianduoleyingxiaohaodewenzhang，kanduolebaguajizhemenpaixialaideaimeizhaopian，wobiankaishiyishenyigui。
wobuzhidaoyinweicishiyuchengyounianzhengchaoleduoshaoci，kedaolezuihoudoushiyiwodetuoxiezuoweijieshu。
“chaocpxuyaochaodaojinyijiajiudianma？chengyounian，shuochuzheizhonghua，nibuxinxuma？”
chengyouniandelianshangshanguoleyisinaonu。
santianqian，chengyounianhelinnuanyubeijizhepaixiaqianhoujiaojinrutongyijiajiudiandezhaopian，beicpfenmenrenweishitamenguanxidetiezheng。
neitian，woyuchengyouniandachaoleyijia。
weilehongwo，tadayinghuigongkaiwomendeguanxi。
kewodenglaide，queshitadajilinnuanyudeneitongdianhua。
wobushishazi，chengyounianyulinnuanyuzhijianjiujingshifouyouganqing，woyiqingerchu。
takanxianglinnuanyudeyanshen，tidaozheigemingzishiwufayizhideshangyangdezuijiao，haiyouxiayishijizhudeyulinnuanyuyouguandediandiandidi，doushitaaidezhengming。
zheixiedongxi，yuanbendoushishuyuwode。
woturanjuedepijuan，duichengyounian，yeduiwomendezheiduanhunyin。
“chengyounian，woziwenlianaisannian，jiehunsiniandezheiduanrizi，womeizuoguorenheduibuqinideshiqing。”
“jiranniyijingxiangyaochengweibierendezhangfu，neiwochengquanni。”
danchengyouniantinglewodehuaqueturanhuangleshen，taqishenzoudaolewodemianqian，xiangyaolazhuwodeshou，quebeiwoduokaile。
“shenmeng，nibienaole！nilikaiwonengqunali？”
“nibamadouyijingsile，niyoumeiyougongzuo，wobaozhengzheiyangdeshiqingyihoubuhuifashengle，keyileba？”
chengyouniandeyuqijicu，kewozhidao，tazheiyangwanliuwo，zhibuguoshipawolikaihouwurentitadeqingmeixiegebale。
qinianqian，chengyounianhaishiyigexiaoxiaodequnyan。
wowuyizhongjiuxialebeirenqifudeta，zineizhihou，chengyounianbiangenzaiwodeshenbianchenglexiaoweiba。
bishidewozijiyezhishiyidangyinlejiemuzhongdexuanshoubale，suiranyouyidingdefensijichu，kezaiyulequanneijihuchawuciren。
wojiuzheiyanghechengyouniantanqilelianai。
zhidaosinianhou，tayinyigepeijiaoyipaoerhong，chengledangnianzhishoukeredexiaosheng。
dianshijupojiludeneitian，chengyounianxiangwoqiulehun。
tashuo，tayidinghuihaohaobaodawo，erwozhixuyaozaijialixiangfujiuhao。
我自然是不愿意的。
kehunhouchengyouniandegongzuoyuefademangliu，weilezhaoguta，wobuzhibujuejiandanqulesuoyoudehuodong，chengletadezhuanshuguanjia。
shenzhi，tahaiyaozhaganwozuihoudejiazhi，rangwochengweilelinnuanyude**。
turanxiangqidezhendongdaduanlewodesixu。
chengyouniannachushouji，yishishoudoudianlewaifang。
linnuanyudeshengyinshunjianzaiwuneixiangqi。
“laogong，nikuailai，wochuanlenizuixihuandeheiseleisi...”
chengyounianshoujiyankuaidejiangyuyinguanle，kewoyijingtinglegeqingchu。
wogouchun，luchuleyigechaofengdexiaorong。
“wojiubudaraonimenle，gongxia，chengyounian。”
gongxitashixianleduonianqiandeyihan。
wolazhexinglixianglikailechengyouniandejia，shenhouhaichuanlaitaqijibaihuaidetuomasheng。
“nizoua！zouleyoubenshijiubiehuilai！！”
“shenmeng，wogongnichigongnichuannihaibuzhifu！niyiweilikaiwonihainengguoshangzheizhonghaorizima？！”
guanshangdedamengejuelechengyouniandeshengyin。
nengbunengguoshangzheizhonghaoriziwobuqingchu。
danzhishao，wobuhuizaibeirendangchengshazishuale。