第4章
zheitiaoqunziwoyizhizhenzangzaiwodexiaoyijuli，congxiaoxuedaochuzhong，yizhidaowozugoudakeyichuandeshangzheitiaoqunzile。
neitianshiwoshengri，yeshiwoquzhenshangshanggaozhongdediyitian。
woteyichuanshanglezheitiaoqunzi，lushangshouhuolehenduoyiyangdemuguang，neishihouwohaiyiweishitamenjuedewoqunzihenhaokan。
dengwozhenzhengyishidao，shijinrubanjideneiyike，quanbanhongtangdaxiao，wohongzhelianzoudaowodeweizi，youhaojigetongxuedouzaidishengyilun：
“nikanzheitiaoqunzi，yetaichouleba。”
“jiuminga，zheishiduoshaonianqiandekuanshile。”
“zheigeyetaituleba，zenmeyouxinxinchuanchulaidea。”
“hahahahahahazheigequnzihaogaoxiao。”
......
neitianfangxuelingshengyixiang，wobianchongchulejiaoshi，paohuidaogueryuanshiyijingqichuanyuyu。
wobaqunzituoxia，huanxialepingshichuandezhangyizhangku。
yuanbenwoxiangbaqunzirengdiao，danzuihouwohaishidiehaolefangjinjuzili。
neizhihou，wohaoxiangduiqunzihuanshangleptsd，yichuanshangqunzijiuhuixiangqineitiantongxuemendechaoxiao。
zhenggegaozhongdoumeiyourenzhudonggenwoshuohua，wozhinengpinmingxuexi，yechengweilewomenneiliweiyiyigedaxuesheng。
neitian，guwulaijiangqunzisongjiwo，woqishihenkangju，erpangquanshineitiandechaoxiaosheng。
shiguwulaiyizhiguliwo，rangwochuanshanglezheitiaoqunzi。
zhouweibingmeiyouyiyangdemuguang，yemeiyouchaoxiaosheng，woyekaishimanmanshiyingqunzi。
“yunyun，nizenmele？zenmefadaile？”mamadeshengyindaduanlewodehuiyi。
budui，weishenmehaihuixiangqita？
渣男！退！退！退！
wonulijiangguwulaicongwodenaohailishuaidiao，kanlaiwodezhaodianshiqingzuo，rangwowanquanwangdiaoguwulai。
“meishimama，jiushixiangqileyiqiandeshi。”
“kanwodenverduomeia，suiwo！”mamaweizhewokanleyiquan，younachulejitiaowanlifurangwoshichuan。
zuihou，woxuandingleyitiaoqianjinsedetuodishuyaozhangqun，jiashangsuizuandianzhui，henchenwodepifu。
jiezhemamayoulazhewoxuanshoushi，xuanbaobao，xuangaogenxie......
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，mamahaishixingzhimanman，woqueyaoleitanzaidi，kanlaiguangjiebingbushimeigenvhaizidouxihuande。
mamayekanchulewodepijuan，“jintianxiandaozheierba，zanhuijia，mamajinijieshaoyigeren。”
mamayoufengfenghuohuodilazhewozuochehuijia，huidaojia，woyuanyuandikanjianyigenanshengzhanzaiwojiahuayuanli。
mamalazhewozoushangqian，nanshengzhenghewobazailiaotian，jianwomenguolaile，qingqingdiantouweixiaodao：“ayihao，zheishiyunyunba。”
nanshengshenxingxinzhang，pifubaixi，baichenshandelingkouweiweizhangkai，luchulebanjiesuogu。
yiqianwojuedeguwulaiyijinggouhaokandele，hezheigenanshengxiangbi，haishixiaowujiandawule。
“dui，ruiruia，yunyunjiubaituonizhaogule。”mamaxiaozheshuodao。
为啥我要他照顾？
“nihao，wojiaolinruishu。”linruishushenchushouwenroushuodao。
“nihao，zhuyunke。”woqingqingdiwolewotadeshou。
“shizheiyangdeyunyun，babamamanianjiyedale，yegaiqingxianqingxianle。”
“ruiruijiahewomenjiashishijiao，shengyishangdoushixixixiangguande，mamahebabashangliangleyixia，niyeyaokaishijieshoujialishengyile，rangruiruiduojiaojiaoni。”