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womeiyoudayingwenyan,ershigaosutawohuikaolvdesongtahuilejia。
wanshangchifandeshihou,womatiqiwenayi:
“tashigemingkude,nianqingshihouzhaocuoleren,laogongchuguizhihouguoduanlihunle,haiziyemeizhengquguolai,gugualeyibeizixianzaiyouhuanshangzheizhongbing,ai。”
“xiaoshihounigenxiaoyanhenyaohaoni,nitiantianpaodaotajiazhaotawan。”
“houlaitabalingzhetazoudeshihou,nikuleyiwanshang。”
womashuodezheixiewoyouyinxiang,danjibutaiqingle。
huidaofangjian,wenyanjiwofalailexiaoxi:
“baoqian,jintianhedaonile。”
“qishiwoyizhimeiwangjini,yemeiwangjixiaoshihoudeshi,houlaiwodatingdaonitanlianailebenlaibuxiangzaidaraonile。”
“danshixianzaiwomameiduoshaorizile,taxiwangkandaowoxingfu,duiwolaishuojiajiwoxihuanderenjiushixingfu。”
xiangdaozhei,woburenxinzaituozheta,chengshidao:
“duibuqi,wenyan,wobangbuleni。”
“wogangfenshou,duinilaishuobugongping。”
“meiguanxi,womenkeyijiechukankan,lianggeyue,nibuyuanyidehuawoyebuduoqiu。”
jirandoushuodaozheile,woyemeiyouzaituici。
woxiang,shuobudinglianggeyuehouwenyanhuigaibianzhuyi。
womenhudaowananhou,yitiaoresoudengshangxinwen。
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erxianzai,kandaonanrendezhenglianhouwohunshenxiangzhuirubingku。
nanguai,nanguaitadepengyoumenkanxiangwodeyanshenzongshibuxie,shuowoshiqingren。
nanguai,jianglingchudangchuhuiduiwoyijianzhongqing。
yinweiwohetachuliandelianyoubafenxiangxiang。
yuanlai,wozhishigetishena。
resouyichu,jianglingchuzhijiefalepengyouquan:
“hunqiyiding,weilaikeqi。”
zhaopianshilianggerenjinjinxiangyongdeshenying。
neiyishunjian,wohaoxiangturanshiranle。
yuanlaizaiwoyanzhongdeai,zaitaneilizhishiqingganjituo。
kanwanbaguahaodekepuwocaizhidao,dangchuliangrenfenshoushiyinweiweilaiguihuabutong,nanshengyaochuguo。
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zhongjianzheiwunianhaoxiangbucunzaiyiyang。
shanchuhaoyoudeshihou,wohaishizhandouleyishun。
suiji,wohaishidianjiqueding。
五年了,已经够了。
qimahainalewubaiwanfenshoufeini。
我在心中嘲讽自己。
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diertianyizao,menkouchuanlaiqiaomensheng。
woshuiyanxingzhongdikaimen,wenyanxiaomimidijuqishouzhongdezhou:
“duoaolexie,wohewomachibuwan,jinichangchang。