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womeiyoudayingwenyan,ershigaosutawohuikaolvdesongtahuilejia。

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“xiaoshihounigenxiaoyanhenyaohaoni,nitiantianpaodaotajiazhaotawan。”

“houlaitabalingzhetazoudeshihou,nikuleyiwanshang。”

womashuodezheixiewoyouyinxiang,danjibutaiqingle。

huidaofangjian,wenyanjiwofalailexiaoxi:

“baoqian,jintianhedaonile。”

“qishiwoyizhimeiwangjini,yemeiwangjixiaoshihoudeshi,houlaiwodatingdaonitanlianailebenlaibuxiangzaidaraonile。”

“danshixianzaiwomameiduoshaorizile,taxiwangkandaowoxingfu,duiwolaishuojiajiwoxihuanderenjiushixingfu。”

xiangdaozhei,woburenxinzaituozheta,chengshidao:

“duibuqi,wenyan,wobangbuleni。”

“wogangfenshou,duinilaishuobugongping。”

“meiguanxi,womenkeyijiechukankan,lianggeyue,nibuyuanyidehuawoyebuduoqiu。”

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五年了,已经够了。

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“duoaolexie,wohewomachibuwan,jinichangchang。