“woshuohaizini？”
wobingmeiyoulihuisuyechengdehua，danqishixinlizaojiuzhidaoledaan。
“yumo，neigehaizidechenyuanqian，yuniwodeqingyuanyeqian，fangtazouba。”
lei，zhongyuzhibuzhudediaolexialai，woyiweizijikeyipingjingdejieshouyiqiedaji，kewohaishibizijixiangxiangzhongcuiruotaiduo。
suyechengguolaixiangyaobaozhewo，woqueyibatuikaileta。
wohaoxiangjingjing，jiuyigerenjingyijing。
“luchenxingzheibeizi，douhuizaidalaoliduguo，tamayesile，neigezhangmanyesile。”
tingdaotadehua，wodezuijiaobujingouqileyizhenlengxiao，hehe，dousile，dousile。
“suyecheng，nipingshenmemeijingguowodetongyi，jiuduiluchenxingdongshou？jiusuanniyaotiwobaochou，niyeyaogenwodayishengzhaohua。”
wodeshengyinqiansuoweiyoudedanmoheqingleng，neigeshihou，woyijingshibangesirenle。
第十八章沉痛
wokanzhesuyechengdeyanshenliduoshibingleng，wochengrenneiyike，youdianzenghensuyecheng。
ruguotameiyoushanziduiluchenxingxiashou，baluchenxinggaodejiaporenwang，womayebuhuichushenmeyiwai，woduzilidehaiziyebuhuichushi。
danxianzaidouwanle，shuoshenmedouwanle。
“bushinixiangdeneiyang…”
suyechengjieshi，tadezuijiaoqingweipielexia，kanshangquyouxieluomoyeyouxiewunai，wolengxiaoleyisheng，“neizheijianshizhuigenjiediguaiwolou？”
shiwoshengbuchunanhai，shiwobuyaolian，shiwozhaorelesuyecheng，suoyicaibazijiyuanbendehunyinlubishangjuejing。
womasileguaiwo，wohuailesancihaizi，haizidouliudiaoleyeguaiwo？
“hahaha。”
woxiaole，suyechengkandaowodeyangzi，tahehuaile。
“yumo，nixianzaixuyaoxiuxi。”
“xiuxi？”
wofanfujujiaozhezheilianggezi，“woyoushenmezigexiuxinisuyecheng，nijuedewoxianzainengxinanlidedetangzaichuangshangchizhebupindiaoyangshengxima？”
woyixiataigaoleshengyin。
duishanglesuyechengdemouzi，manmuzhengning。
“nihaohaojingjingba。”
suyechengcongzuoyishangzhanleqilai，tadeshensepoweiwunai，tashibuxianggenwolilunxiaqule，huoxuzaizheigeshihouwogenshenjingbingrenmeiqubie，tashenzhidoubuyuanyiduokanwoyiyan。
erhou，wotangzaibingchuangshang，kanhuyishengcunbubuli，zheiyinggaiyeshisuyechengdeyisi。
youguolejitian，wozhengbeihushiweiyao，suyechengchuxianle。
taxiaoshoulehaojiquan，zhenggerenkanshangqudouyouyizhongtuirangan，tazoujinwo，xiaohushihenyouyansedefangxiayaowan，suyechengzhijiecongtashouzhongjieguolai。
tanaqishaoziyixiayixiadekaishiweiwochiyao。
woxiankaishihenkangju，wohaimeiyoudiaozhenghaoziji，qujienata。
“guai。”
suyechengroushengshuodao，jiusuanwoyizhizaijujueta，ketahaishineimeyounaixindeyibianbianbatangyaosongdaowokouqian。
“chileyao，wodainiqunimamuqiankankan，tayijingxiazangle。”
“shenme？”
wojingranbuzhidao…
woyonglidedianlediantou，zheihuibuyongtawei，wojiubayaowanqiangleguolai，yiyinerjin。
suyechengzongsuansongleyikouqi，womenbanleliyuanshouxu。
qumuyuandecheshang，wokanzhechuangwai，yinchenkumendetianqijiuxiangshiwoxianzaidexinqing，suyechengzhikailesuoyouren，xianzaijiuwohetayiqiqusongwomazuihouyicheng。
daolemuyuan，zheiliqunshanhuanrao，congyudeshumuhaiyoushanjianchuanlaideniaoqueshengxiang，rangwoganshoudaoyizhongbieyoudebeiliang。
suyechengnaleyibasan，tianqitaiyinyule，tapaxiayu。
woshunzhetadejiaobuwangqianzou，panpalehaojibaicengtaijie，zhongyudaolewomademuqian。
wozaiyerenbuzhule，yixiaguizailedishang，kanzhemubeizhongxindeheibaizhaopian，shangbiandenvrenheaiyoucixiangdeduizhewoxiao，tazhenshiyigeshanvrena。
wodeleirujuedidehu，renbuzhuxinzhongdenanguo，chouyezhe。
mamashineimeshanliangdenvren，tayibeizidouzaiweiwomenjiacaolaozhe，keshitadejieguoni？jiushibeiluchenxingneigewangbadanjihaisile。
ruguo，wozheibeizimeiyourenshiluchenxing，meiyoubuguyiqiedejiajita，mamadejiejujiubuyiyangleba。
shiwoduibuqita。
第十九章他的心事
wozaimamadefenqianbutingdeketou，shisuyechengbawocongdil̶l̶l̶shanglunqilaicaizhizhilewo。
“luchenxing，nengbunengbiefansha。”
talishengchize，erwohaimeizhanwenqian，tayouyixiabajiangwobaoleqilai。
“weilebimiannizaichuyiwai，haishigenwohuiquba。”
suyechengdedongzuofeichangqiangpo，daizhetianshengwangzhedeqizhi，rangrenwufakangju。
wozaitadehuailibutingdezhengzha，niudongshentixiangyaorangtafangwoxialai，kedouwujiyushi。
“nibiedongle！”
suyechengturanhenhendeduiwokaikou，wobenxiangfanji，zhishiganshoudaotashentimougebuweimingxiandebianhua，neijianyingdedongxigedewoyaoteng。
ʟʋʐɦօʊ wobuhuihuale，morenletademingling。
zheilishilingyuana，wokeyikongzhihaoziji，danwomeifaduisuyechengdezikonglizuochupanduan。
henkuai，wojiubeisuyechengbaodaolecheshang，xiaxiaoerbizedechexiangnei，woqingxidetingdaotadakoudakouchuanqideshengyin。
tasihuzainulidediaozhengziji，zhigufenmingdeshoujinjindizhuazhefangxiangpan，keshiyizhimeiyouqidongchezi。
“suyecheng，xiexieni，daiwolaikanwomale。”
liangjiu，wodapolechenmo。
“zheixietianzaiyiyuanli，wonaodeshiyouxiebutuo，baoqiana。”
“nibuyonggenwoshuozheixiede。”
suyechengzongsuanpingjingxialaile，takudangchuyijingpinglehenduo，ergendehongchaoyetunlexiaqu。
takanzhecheqianfang，tiankongzhongkaishipiaoyule。
“shiquzhiqindetongku，wonenglijie，neizhongganjueshengburusi，neizhongziwei…”
“niyeshiquguozhiqinma？”
wobujiedezhuiwen，qishiwobingbulejiesuyechengdejiashi，dansujiazenmeshuozaizheigechengshiliyeyoutouyouliande，tafumujianzaiwocongwangshangkandaoguo。
suyechengdeshenseturanyinyulehenduo，sihuwochujidaotademougeleiqule，wokanzhetadeceyan，taruoyousuosideyangzihendanmo，woqidaitanenggenwoshuodianshenme。
ketashenmedoumeishuo。
mole，caifadongyinqing，neiyilushangwomenlianggedouhenchenmo，jiuhaoxiangganggangrenshihaihenmoshengdepengyouyiban，shenzhilianpengyoudoutanbushang。
zhidaoneizuoshuxidebieshuyingruyanlian，huidaoneigewangrichongchileqingiyudefangjiannei，wocaizhaodaoleyisiguishugan。
suyechengyinggaitiliangwoganggangshiqumuqindetongku，bingmeiyouduiwotichuguofendeyaoqiu。
faner，neitianwanshangtameihuilaizhu，songwozhihoutayoulikaile。
youshihousuyechenghenshenmi，tazuoshenmeshiconglaibugaosuwo，tayemeiyouneizhongxiguan。