第三章
wozuihouneijuhuazhongjiumeishuochukou,zhuanshenqulemachelingpai,jingzhiquletangyamen。
lijingdewenshubanqilaidaoshiqingeryiju。
zaoxienian,jialideyingshengjiudounuoquleguanwai,dienianghegegeyedoubanleguoqu,dudushengwoyiren,weileguwuchen,sishouzaizheijingcheng。
如今,我也要走了。
“wenshupixialai,yuemoxuyaoqiri。”shulikekeqiqidishuo。
wodiandiantou,jieguoneizhipingzheng,zhuanshenzouchuleyamen。
zheichangzhuizhu,zhongyuyaodaotoule。
顾无尘。
wojingzhuiletazhengzhengqinian。
haiwangxiangguo,nengbazheigaojiedefozilaxiashentan。
daotoulaicaimingbai,tazhongjiubushiwodeguisu。
wocengweitashoulianxingqing,peitarusu,peitafenxiang,mopinglewoyishendelengjiao。
kedaotoulai,taxindizuiyinmidejiaoluo,wolianyisiyihaodouweicengchuji。
woditoukanzheshoulidepingzheng,chechuyimoxiao,xintouquefanzhesuan。
bale,guwuchen,nibuxihuanwo,ziyoupangrenqingmuyuwo。
ruye,woyueleguiyouqulejingchengzuiyoumingdexiaojinku——zuichunfeng。
zidayimenxinsipuzaiguwuchenshenshanghou,zheizhongyanhuazhidi,woyixujiuweicengtazu。
jinye,wohuanshangleyixifeisemoxiongzhangqun,qunbaiyedi,lianbuqingyijian,yinyuekejianxianxidejiaohuai,yanboliuzhuanjian,shijiuweideziyi。
“yaoyao,nijinershizenmele?”guiyouzhaowanyimanyancuoedizhuaizhuwo,“nibushizicongmishangneiweiyixinxiangfodexiegongzi,jiuririweizhetazhuan,zaibulaizheizhongdifanglema?”
woxiaolexiao,duanqiqingyubei,qianxiayikoumeizijiu,yanshenyinyun:“guantani,jinchaoyoujiujinchaozui。”
woxuanshenrulewuxie,suizhemimizhiyinniudongyaozhi,shenzifangfozhengtuolejiasuo,jinqingshuzhan。
yanfengsaoguoyizhongjunqiaolingren,wochunjiaoweiyang,zhijianqingtiaodihuaguoqizhongyirendebeibang,yinlaiyizhendididehongxiao。
“yaoyao,nifenglebucheng?”zhaowanyizhuishanglai,yadishengyin,“nizhaorelezheimeduolingren,haihetamentiedezheibanjin,bupaguwuchenqiaojianledongnu?”
“他又不在。”
zhaowanyiqueyibazhuaizhuwo,shenseguguai。
tafeikuaicoudaowoerbian,yazhesangzi:“sheihenishuotabuzaide?”
tajiuzaihoumianneiyajianlitou!
wozaojiuchoujianle,neiyanjingjiumeicongnishenshangnuokaiguo,dingnihaojiule!
wozhijianshudiyijiang,huanhuantaiyanwangqu。
gezheliaoluandedengying,woyiyanjiusuodingleta。
guwuchenyixixuansejinpao,yuzhouzaodexuannaogegeburu。
taduzuojiaoluoyajian,xiuzhangshouzhidazaibaicichazhanbianyan,muguangyouchendiluozaiwoshenshang,buzhiyiningshileduojiu。
qiazaicishi,leshengzhouting。
wotingjiantashenpangdegongzigeeryeyudao:“wuchen,dimeizaineierwanlezheibantian,haizhaorebiedenanren,yaoshiwoxifu,wotaniangzaojiuxianzhuozile,nijinghaizuodezhu?”
wokanjianguwuchenlianshangpingjingdehen,mantiaosilididuanqichabeixialeyikou,ranhoucaitingjiantaneilengdandesangyinpiaoguolai:“tazijiyoushu,buhuichuge。”
zheihuaxiangcuiledudebingleng,jingzhundiciruwoxinjian。
有分寸?
tashiliaodingwoaitazhishen,buhuiyuju,haishi......genbenhunbuzaiyi?
或许,两者皆有。